"Huh? Oh, yes, I know Theresia too, two gentlemen, please open your eyes, I have already sat down next to you. ”

Lista and Karui opened their eyes and immediately sat up, looking at Tessa who was illuminated by the moonlight with half of her face, the two only felt as if the goddess of the moon had descended to earth, and they all sighed at Tessa's appearance, it seems that the usual Tessa is deliberately ugly herself in order not to make herself outstanding, although the ugly Tessa is still very beautiful.

"Lista, Karui, do you know why I didn't answer just now?"

Lista and Karui shook their heads, they didn't dare to guess the mind of a beautiful woman, and they couldn't guess.

Tessa smiled lightly, so natural, so good-looking, like a blooming white orchid, the beautiful arc of the corners of the mouth, spring flowers and autumn moon, if the poet sees Tessa at this time, it must be the scene of the poet's praise, but Tessa's smile contains too many stories.

"I know that Oscar has long understood the meaning of Rocky, and when the Heart Jewel connects the two people, I will also understand what he knows in his heart."

Lista and Karui listened to Tessa's story, and their hearts were very uncomfortable, when the two of them were on the top of the ice valley, they heard Oscar say that they wanted to join Rocky, Tessa continued: "I didn't answer you because I didn't think it was necessary, although people should live their own lives, and they shouldn't live for others, but inheriting his ideals, I think it's my first step to live my own life, so, do you understand what I mean?" ”

So far, Tessa wants to live her own life, but no matter how hard she once worked, she always lived in the shadow of her parents and He, even on the way to pursue He, she pursued Hehe because she fell into He's mental trap, and now, although she is still living for others, she ...... This time she was willing, perhaps, living for others is her destiny.

At this time, Kaye, who was polishing the shaft of the arrow next to the torch, silently looked at Tessa's back, and the sentence just now was not what he said.

"Avenging you is the first step I take to live for myself!"

That's what Kaye said when he left his lover's grave, and now the murderer is locked in the court, but he can't help it, and then Kaye sets his eyes on Lista.

"Perhaps, this kid can really help me get closer to the Divine Court."

As Kaye thought, he had a dozen arrows in his hand.

"Lista, come and help me clean up the table!"

"Oh, here we are!"

Fiona beckoned Lista from a distance, and Lista immediately turned over and ran to Fiona, at this time, on the roof of a room in the far corner, Gray was sitting on the roof, burying his head between his knees, holding his head and clenching his teeth and twitching quietly, it was dark here, no one would notice here, even if he looked carefully from the ground to the roof, it was not easy to see Gray.

The sequelae of being destroyed by long-term brainwashing and drugs when he was a "weapon" are not so easy to disappear, although Gray can now keep his sanity and be the real Gray, but every late at night, the faces of those he killed will always appear in front of his eyes, they beg and kneel for mercy, but Gray mercilessly pierced their chests with his fists.

This kind of memory can't disappear from his brain, and the more he tries to forget, the more profound it becomes, which makes him have a splitting headache, and although it is not as painful as when he was brainwashed before, it is still so unbearable.

"This ...... This is my path to salvation, and I should endure, and those whom I have killed are in much more pain than I am. ”

Gray continued to comfort himself with such words, this is the only way he can carry it until today for so long, his voice trembled a little because of the pain, but he still religiously and sincerely whispered to the air: "Goddess, if you aggravate my sore spots, so that the people I killed can be happy in the afterlife, then please torture me endlessly." ”

Even though it was painful, Gray thought about it every time he had a headache, and he felt that he had to endure more than he had ever suffered on this path to redemption, even if it made him almost faint every time.

Suddenly, a warm green light appeared on Gray's head, in this dark environment, the green warm light was so sacred, this green light passed through Gray's pain, straight to Gray's heart, when Gray closed his eyes and endured the pain, this green light appeared, like a closed space without five fingers suddenly opened a door to the light.

Under this green light, Gray's headache disappeared, and the recovered Gray looked at his hands in a trance, his vision was illuminated by this green warm light, until he looked up and saw Ife who was chanting with his eyes closed and holding his head with both hands.

"Ife...... Ms. Effie ......"

"Aha? Have you recovered? ”

After seeing Gray return to normal, Effie smiled happily, clapped her hands, and sat down with Gray in a small jump.

"Ms. Ife...... Thank you. ”

"You're welcome!"

I don't know what the reason is, Ife can always find Gray hiding in the shadows, which makes Gray surprised and a little warmed at the same time, but he doesn't ask Effie why. As Ifei smiled and looked at Gray, the smile on Ife's face faded.

"What's wrong, Ms. Ife."

"Gray, I can see your heart, just when I first shook hands with you...... Gray, you ...... He was badly injured. ”

Gray can't go back to Ife's question, just like a child who has fallen, when no one cares, the child will bear everything silently, but if someone asks or cares, the child can't help crying, and Gray's heart begins to become aggrieved and sad.

But Gray didn't cry, and he had already dried his tears when he knew everything.

Ife stretched out his hands and hugged Gray, and gently patted Gray's back with his hand: "Gray, this world is like this, you have been used by people with blood on your hands, but don't you still want to help them first?" Gray, I also believe in the Goddess, like you, not as simple as the people of the world, but still according to the Goddess's will, to help them. ”

Gray lowered his head, enjoying Ife's gentle comfort, and when he heard the goddess's meaning, Gray seemed to be awakened to the hidden memories in his heart, and his body shook, and his head began to hurt again.