CHAPTER XLIII

The jade barnacle said, "Okay, Master, I'll be patient."

Lin Xiaoyue said: You said that if your father doesn't let you marry Bigu Jian, you will feel uncomfortable like a hole. It's because the Bigu Sword has become a part of your psyche, and if you can't tie the knot with the Bigu Sword, you're missing a piece of your heart. The jade barnacle said: What happens if a piece of heart is missing.

Lin Xiaoyue said: You will feel empty, a sense of emptiness that no matter how much gold, silver, jewelry, food and clothing can not be filled, from then on your heart is broken, and you may spend your life with this kind of incompleteness, because it is difficult for people to meet the other half of their hearts in their lives.

Jade Barnacle wondered: It would be so sad to lose the ancient sword.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Cut off one of your fingers, how painful are you.

The jade barnacle exclaimed: It hurts very much, the painful face is bloodless, and the cold sweat flows.

Lin Xiaoyue said: There is a feeling in this world that looks flat, and when it is lost, it is like a piece of the heart being cut off, and the pain is heartbreaking, like the pain of a broken finger.

Jade Barnacle wondered: No.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Xiaoju, you don't have to do any effort, you will get Bigu Jian's wholehearted and unreserved love and dedication. In addition, you have been together since childhood, and you have been together for a long time, and you have no passion. So much so that when you are together, you are not particularly happy, and there is only a little sadness and faint thoughts after parting. That's because you know that His heart is in you, and you just need to call and He comes to you, and you never really lose Him. If you lose him completely, his heart is absent, and his people are no longer in your life, you will understand how important he is to you.

The jade barnacle shook his head and said: How can people be like this, they feel nothing together, and they are in pain after losing it.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Many people in the world only know the importance of that person after they have completely lost it.

The jade barnacle said: Why do people do this?

Lin Xiaoyue said: When a person is truly loved, it feels normal for a long time, but true love will unconsciously infiltrate into a person's heart and become a part of people's hearts, and the person concerned often can't feel it.

The jade barnacle said: Master, how do you understand so much.

Lin Xiaoyue said: If you read more, you will naturally understand more.

The jade barnacle said: I will be asked to read more than Gu Jian in the future, so that he can enlighten and understand me like the master in the future.

Lin Xiaoyue was mentally silent for three minutes for Bigu Jian.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Now let's return to the topic of role reversal. You said that you left your father to marry Bigu Jian, and you were sad and uneasy. You are sad because you are going to leave your father, a relative, and if you are separated from your loved ones, everyone will be sad and sad. But the main reason why you're upset and upset is because of the role reversal. The first is the transformation of identity, from a daughter to a wife and mother, from a girl to a woman. The second is the transformation of the environment, from a familiar and comfortable environment to an unfamiliar environment. The result of the role reversal is unknown, and people are afraid of the unknown, so you feel uneasy. This kind of uneasiness is felt by every pre-marital woman, even if she is married to her sweetheart.

As soon as the jade barnacle was analyzed by Lin Xiaoyue, she understood her state of mind. The jade barnacle said, "Master, how can I not be disturbed?"

Lin Xiaoyue said: After you get used to it, you will naturally be fine, when you first came to Shizun's house, you also felt strange and uneasy, but now you feel very comfortable.

The jade barnacle said: What if I don't feel well at Bigu Jian's house.

Lin Xiaoyue said: You live with Bigu Jian, you won't be uncomfortable, and Bigu Jian's days are uncomfortable.

The jade barnacle said: Master, I have changed a lot, and I am not as willful as before.

Lin Xiaoyue said: The witch king came to propose, and your father delayed time in the name of consideration, that is, your father and daughter will be more affectionate than the ancient sword for you, and they will not run away, and those who are favored are always fearless.

The jade barnacle said: I will be better than the ancient sword in the future.

Lin Xiaoyue said: People are not so easy to change, but I hope you will do what you say.

Jade Barnacle pouted dissatisfiedly.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Your father didn't directly agree to this marriage, saying that you would marry Bigu Jian, and you were depressed and uneasy, if you let Bigu Jian see it, he would think that you didn't like him and didn't want to marry him, he would be sad again.

Jade Barnacle said: Then I can't show depression in front of Bigu Sword.

Lin Xiaoyue said: No, you have to tell Bigu Jian about your mood, instead of pretending to be quiet, communication between men and women is very important, if you don't say it, Bigu Jian can't understand you.

Jade Barnacle said dissatisfiedly: Master can understand me, he grew up with me, but he doesn't understand me.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Women are from Venus, men are from Mars, and the way of thinking is very different. It is so easy for men and women to understand each other, and there will not be so many crazy men and women in the world.

The jade barnacle says: What is Venus, Mars.

Lin Xiaoyue said: It is a metaphor that the gap between the way of thinking of men and women is equivalent to the gap in the customs and habits of two different places.

The jade barnacle said: I understand, what do you have to say, so that the other party can understand you.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Children can be taught, and communication is very important.

The jade barnacle said: Master, there is still a layer between you and Chongming.

Lin Xiaoyue was stunned and said: There is progress, and I will observe words and feelings.

The jade barnacle said: No, I feel that you are cordial but not close, obviously very close, but feel very far away. What's going on with you guys.

Lin Xiaoyue said sadly: I know that he has me in his heart, but he doesn't want to be close, and he is even ready to leave me at any time.

Jade Barnacle said: Why?

Lin Xiaoyue said: I asked him, but he refused to say. There are two reasons, one is that he can't say it, and the other is that he thinks it's not good for me after he says it.

Jade Barnacle said: What can he not say.

Lin Xiaoyue said: According to my observation, Chongming's identity is very complicated. On the one hand, Chongming has a very high status in the mermaid clan and enjoys honorable rights. On the one hand, the high-level of the shark clan is very contemptuous of Chongming, and they can give up sacrifices at will.

The jade barnacle said: Why didn't the master go to investigate.

Lin Xiaoyue said: The shark people are now lurking in the extremely deep waters of the South China Sea, and they are scattered and inhabited, and it is difficult to find them. I don't want to do this by using means to investigate on Chongming. I wanted to give Shigeaki some space, I didn't want to push him too hard. If I hold on too tightly, he'll suffocate and leave me.

The jade barnacle said: Master, the little pot doesn't understand.

Lin Xiaoyue said: If I want you to tell me your privacy, are you willing? If you refuse, I will force you to say, 'What will you do?'

Jade Barnacle said: I see.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Xiaoju, you came to me to ask me to take you to Azure City to see Bigu Sword.

The jade barnacle hugged Lin Xiaoyue and said coquettishly: The master still understands my mind.

Lin Xiaoyue was going to take the jade barnacles to Azure City, and Chongming stayed behind to take care of An An and the cabbage. Chongming refused, and wanted to go with him. Chongming is becoming more and more inseparable from Lin Xiaoyue, and he doesn't want to be separated from her.

Lin Xiaoyue said: We are all leaving, what should we do with cabbage and An An.

Chongming said: Leave it to Feng Xinghe to take care of.

So, Lin Xiaoyue entrusted the cabbage and An An to Feng Xinghe. Feng Xinghe stayed in Suzhou City and managed Xuanqingzong and Suzhou City on behalf of his father. Taking care of two little dolls is nothing more than a gesture.

The three of them went to Azure City together, and it was impossible for the three of them to fly over with a broom. Lin Xiaoyue practiced spells day and night, and her strength increased greatly, so she didn't want to keep a low profile. Lin Xiaoyue condensed three golden qi swords, and the three of them flew towards Azure City. The jade barnacle stood on the air sword and felt majestic. The art of qi sword, Lin Xiaoyue taught her. But now she could only condense an air sword the size of a dagger.

The three of them flew for a day, and flew to Lanling City at sunset, where they stayed in an inn.

During the day, the jade barnacle saw the beautiful scenery of Lanling City, so he proposed to stay and play for two days. Jade barnacles went to play all over Lanling City, bought a lot of local specialties, and ate local delicacies. Although jade barnacles eat a lot, they are fat where they should be fat, and thin where they should be thin. Although the body shape is round, she has a curvy body, and she is a plump and slender beauty.

Chongming took Lin Xiaoyue to enjoy the scenery on the lake, and brought snacks to eat while watching the scenery on a cruise. Because Lin Xiaoyue has practiced the art of clearing grains, she usually eats very little. Chongming wanted to raise Lin Xiaoyue fat, and heard that fat women are blessed.

In fact, Lin Xiaoyue's figure is comparable to that of a model, wearing a cheongsam skirt, which shows the beauty of her body curves and shows her gentle charm.

When the two go ashore, they meet a sloppy drunkard.

The drunkard walked towards the two of them. Lin Xiaoyue smelled the pungent smell of wine and raised her eyebrows. The drunkard said to Lin Xiaoyue without knowing whether he was alive or dead: Come on, come on, beauty, drink two glasses with your grandfather.

Lin Xiaoyue was preparing to teach the drunkard a lesson. The drunkard pounced on Chongming, who used the icing technique to freeze the drunkard into a popsicle.

Lin Xiaoyue was depressed. Whether in his past life or present life, he is a beautiful woman who wants to have a figure and a good look, and it is just an iron tree that has not bloomed for 10,000 years, and now he is compared to a man. Lin Xiaoyue took out the mirror and looked at it, she was really unattractive to men.

In her previous life, although Lin Xiaoyue was at home, she also went to work and went out. Most of the people who have been in contact with Lin Xiaoyue like Lin Xiaoyue. But the strange thing is that Lin Xiaoyue is liked by the public, but she is not loved by men, and no man pursues her. But women and children like to be close to Lin Xiaoyue, like Jade Barnacles and An An.

Lin Xiaoyue analyzed herself. Although he is a house, he is a technical house, with strong financial management and earning ability, in addition to going to work, he has other income, strong economic ability, several properties, and men with average income dare not chase. But the most important thing is that although Lin Xiaoyue is gentle and kind and sincere, she has a strong and powerful aura in her bones, which makes men intimidated. However, gentle and strong character traits will bring a sense of security and comfort to women and children, making them close and trusting.

Lin Xiaoyue asked: Chongming, by my side, will you think that I am strong, and you are not needed.

Chongming said: Miss Lin, you can get everything you want through your own strength, and you have the ability to solve difficulties and problems by yourself, you never show fear, helplessness, help, dependence, I sometimes think you only need my skin.

Lin Xiaoyue said: In this case, why are you willing to get close to me.

Chongming said: Because Miss Lin has a warm light, it can dispel the darkness in people's hearts and melt the ice in people's hearts. It makes you want to get closer unconsciously.

Lin Xiaoyue was a little embarrassed and said: I'm so good.

Chongming said: The jade barnacle suffered from the catastrophe, and the spirit was depressed and psychologically painful. Stay with you for a few days, and the melancholy and pain will be swept away. Be happy every day, like a lady who has never suffered hardships, and there is no psychological shadow. The cabbage is honest on the surface, but in fact it is cold and numb, but it likes to turn around you, and it also begins to have human emotions. An An is sensible and precocious, abides by the rules and etiquette, and becomes a lively and innocent child after getting along with you.

Lin Xiaoyue asked: What about you?

Chongming said in a depressed mood: In fact, I have already accepted my fate, and I don't feel anything psychologically, and it swallows me up like a black hole. After meeting you, although light appeared in the mind at first, it was quickly swallowed by a black hole. As more and more light increases, the black hole gradually disappears. I have all kinds of feelings and needs in my psyche. I feel like I didn't live at all in the past, and I'm really alive now.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Chongming, I don't just need your skin. I am pleasing to the eye, but I don't necessarily want to possess it. When I first met you, your sense of vulnerability also made me feel pity. But it's only you who make me dependent, and there's no reason for it. I know that I have a strong and independent character, and I am not likable in the pile of men.

Lin Xiaoyue leaned on Chongming's arms, Chongming put his hands on Lin Xiaoyue's shoulders, wanting to push her away, but he hugged Lin Xiaoyue with his backhand.

On the other side, Jade Barnacle was shopping, buying some toys, and felt that it was boring to be alone without being with Shizun. Chongming doesn't know what's going on, he occupies the master every day, and he doesn't allow me to follow.

At this time, Jade Barnacle saw a group of people in front of him punching and kicking a drunk man, and the people around him were watching the excitement. The jade barnacle also stepped forward to watch curiously, and was stunned when he saw the drunk. This drunk man is none other than Qin Chufeng. Now Qin Chufeng's hair is sloppy like a chicken nest, his upper lip, chin, and cheeks are full of beards, his clothes are dirty and torn, and he smells of alcohol.

Jade Barnacle couldn't believe that the handsome and dashing man she once liked had become what it is today.

After all, Qin Chufeng had helped the jade barnacle, and the jade barnacle stepped forward to beat the person who beat Qin Chufeng away. After those people were beaten by the jade barnacles, they said that it was the drunkard who used alcohol to tease their young lady, and they beat the drunkard.

The jade barnacle was embarrassed and paid some broken silver to those people. and brought the drunk and unconscious Qin Chufeng back to the inn.

After Lin Xiaoyue and Chongming returned, Jade Barnacle explained the situation to them.

Lin Xiaoyue looked at Qin Chufeng's face was very haggard, although Qin Chufeng was immature and calm, his personality was optimistic and cheerful, and he expected that something big had happened to Qin Chufeng during this time.

Chongming poured Qin Chufeng with wine soup, bathed him, shaved him, and changed into new clothes.

Lin Xiaoyue said: Chongming, ask Xiao Er to open a room for Qin Chufeng, sleep for one night, and wake up tomorrow.