The people of the Du family served very carefully, brought hot water for bathing, and smoker kettle, all of which were available, and the bedding was newly replaced, which was very appropriate.

Li Yu came out of the bath and changed into a simple robe and sat there, her hair scattered, and she made a cup of tea by herself.

"Girl, I'll help you wipe your hair, although it's hot, it's autumn, I'm afraid of blowing the wind."

There was a girl standing next to her, who was specially sent to serve them.

"Okay, thank you, sister."

"You're welcome, our old lady personally spoke, we must serve all the masters well, don't slack off, otherwise we will all be driven out and no one will stay."

The girl smiled and took a handkerchief to wipe her hair.

"What's your name?"

"Slave Red Lotus, the name of the flower."

"The lotus flower is noble, it is a good name."

"Thank you girl for the compliment, if you want to eat something in the evening, the slave will ask for it."

"Let's eat some light porridge, the dishes don't have to be complicated and light, it's a bumpy walk, I want to slow down."

Li Yu didn't ask for it, just be light, this is easier to do, and it won't embarrass the chef.

"Okay, the slave will arrange it."

Red Sleeves dried Li Yu's hair, put on a simple bun, and went to the kitchen to serve food.

Lin Yue also came out of the bath and sat down to breathe a long sigh of relief.

"I still feel like my body is swaying with the carriage."

"It's good to rest for two days, it's really the road."

"I don't care, the main thing is that you work much harder than me, Yu'er thank you for saving my life, and I have taken this burden with me all the way, and I have all the great kindness in my heart."

Lin Yue sincerely thanked her again.

"Don't be so serious, you have to be strong in the future and live a good life."

"I will, this time there is no one to carry it for me, I have to be strong and brave, I will live well, for my parents and relatives."

Lin Yue raised her head and took a deep breath, finally awakened and couldn't dream anymore.

Li Yu looked at her and pursed her lips, and she didn't know how to persuade her, she was really bitter, her father and mother wanted to sell her daughter for glory and change the court, regardless of her face.

Now that her father and mother are gone, she is the only one left, even if she has an aunt, she can't take care of her too much, after all, Gu Lin is also a widow, and she doesn't have much ability.

"Go to the Wang family to study hard, there are benefits for you."

"I know, it's you who have mercy on me and give me opportunities again and again, I can't be willful anymore, I will learn my skills seriously."

Lin Yue shed a tear.

"After all, the road of life depends on your own struggle, and your aunt hopes that you will live better than her."

"I ...... I didn't understand it before, but now I ...... Got it. ”

Lin Yue nodded tearfully.

"Don't cry, or people will think I'm bullying you again."

Li Yu wiped her tears.

Lin Yue wiped her tears and smiled, "What's the matter, it's obvious that I've been bullying you, and it's best to bully you if you're soft-hearted." ”

Pointing at her flat mouth, he said.

"You still want to pinch me."

Li Yu scratched her nose.

"Yu'er, I couldn't stand you before, I'm too ignorant, I'm ...... I just can't accept the reality, you are very happy and lucky, you have a father and mother who really love you, I don't, I actually know everything, but I can't do anything......"

I have always been a tool of the Lin family, just a pawn in the upper position to change the court, I understand it, I don't want to admit it.

"I don't know how to persuade you, I don't think you may be the worst now, now you can live according to your own heart, learn your skills hard, live a down-to-earth life, and no longer have to be anyone's pawn, just be yourself, Lin Yue."

Gu Lin and Wang outside the door listened to it, and came to see if the girls had settled down, and what was missing.

Hearing this, Gu Lin's family endured her sadness, how could she not be a tool person, but she was just a tool at the mercy of the first emperor, which made the Lin family see hope, just like a wolf smelling meat.

Wang patted her on the shoulder, Gu Lin covered his mouth to prevent himself from making a sound, turned around and walked away quietly.

There was a screen at the door, Lin Yue didn't notice that there was someone outside, and Li Yu didn't break it.

"Be myself?"

Lin Yue had never thought about this problem.

The stunned expression was a little overwhelmed and dazed.

"That's right, be yourself, no one will force you to do what you don't want to do, you can think about whatever you like, you can do it, you won't go to school."

Li Yu crossed his fingers and continued, "When I was a child, I liked Luban locks, I thought it was interesting, and I wanted to learn, my father went to find a toy in order to coax me, but I was out of control, and the more I pondered, the happier I became, and I later asked the Mo family to pass on the organ." ”

"I like to play with my brothers, I also yearn for watching them practice martial arts, I wanted to be a flying heroine when I was a child, how free it is to roam the rivers and lakes, so I made up my mind to practice martial arts. My father secretly increased the amount of my training, trying to make me retreat from the difficulties, so I didn't fall for it, and I persevered through all the hardships. ”

She wrinkled her nose and looked a little smug.

"Yu'er, you know that I envy you so much, and I am very jealous of you, you live wantonly, like a beautiful thorn rose, but I am inferior to you everywhere, I am like a clown in front of you, scratching my heart and lungs uncomfortable......"

Lin Yue finally bravely said what was in her heart, she didn't have a good friend, and it was also because of her introverted and low self-esteem.

She is not stupid, how can she not know that she is too different from the Gu family, what can she do, her mother will let her be sent directly to the Gu family as a guest every three or five days, and she will not come to pick up people for half a month.

Let me deal with myself, the Gu family is disgusted with her, it's not that I don't know, my mother doesn't care at all, she just says that this family must be successful, if not, you will cook raw rice and cook it maturely, and find a chance to make it.

Mother's meaning, what is cheekiness, useless things can be thrown into the bucket, Gu family, you have to marry or not, you can't help you.

I didn't understand it when I was a child, but I understood it when I grew up, my mother's upbringing was problematic, she deliberately guided herself to love her cousin, and she was holding on to her cousin, in fact, she was using herself, but she didn't have the right to resist.

At that time, he only said that his cousin should go again to hide from her like a plague, so he was slapped and scolded her for being a useless fool, and was punished for not eating for two days.

She knew she had no choice, and she never had to make her own decisions.

"Lin Yue, I don't know how much you have suffered, but I can see that you are a good girl, you have never done anything bad, but your mouth is more powerful. In the future, no one will force you to do what you don't want to do, you can be an upright person. ”

"Maybe your aunt knows everything, and she let you live in the Gu family just so that you can have a few days of peace and don't have to suffer too many grievances."

Lin Yue covered her face and cried when she heard this, crying a lot, this time she was really sad and sad in her heart.

"I failed my aunt, I can't live up to her, auntie...... It really hurts me, it's that I can't live with her, I can't live with my cousin......"

Lin Yue lay on the table and howled and cried, accumulating too much bitterness and pain in her heart that was not known to outsiders, and found an outlet for catharsis at this time.

Li Yu didn't persuade her, sighed, and wanted her to vent her emotions, she could feel that there were too many things in her heart, which exceeded the pressure she was under at her age.