"Are there any girls in the Gu family who know the rules, I don't care about the side branch or the grandson branch, the key is to be able to do it, the girl who wants to be brilliant for the first time to appear is the façade, and the first time she goes out, she smashes the pot, and she can't introduce it in the future."

Li Yu muttered.

His family also came like this, first followed the rules, had a good bearing, and a dignified and atmospheric girl appeared at the banquet, invited the ladies to take a look, got praise and approval, and then took other girls out to introduce.

A girl's reputation is too important, and there are more than one benefit of a good son and daughter and a family, which can make you live well and not get entangled with bad people and bad things.

It is not the style of a big family to be separated at every turn, the family is too involved, everyone has to do things for the family, sacrifice for the family, and no one can avoid it.

As a last resort, the family does not allow reconciliation and separation, and reconciliation and separation, the meaning of marriage is lost, but there are many enemies, so what's the picture.

"I'll go back and ask my uncle and grandmother, the girls all follow her and the third aunt to learn housekeeping and clan affairs, she knows best."

"Well, you have chosen someone to tell me that there will be a banquet before and after this year."

"Okay."

"The girl is older, it's time to say kiss, there is no serious lady in the family, but it's really worrying, and I'm a gentleman who doesn't want to ask much."

Gu Lei understood more and more that his grandfather was depressed and hard for not marrying the sect wife back then.

Daddy has never been happy all his life, and he rarely sees a cheerful smile on his face.

Gu Lei knew that his father was serious and upright since he was sensible, but the family atmosphere of the Li family was more relaxed and happy.

Don't look at Boss Li as a righteous and serious person, full of deterrence, but at home he is very gentle and soft, filial piety and obedience to his elders, very patient with his children, and even more obedient to his aunt, never putting on a big parental stand.

On the contrary, the relationship between his father and mother is cold and alienated, his father avoids his mother intentionally or unintentionally, and there is little heat between husband and wife, and the relationship between uncle and aunt is completely incomparable.

Probably that's why he likes to play at Li's house.

I didn't understand it when I was a child, but I also understood it when I grew up, my father didn't love my mother, and my mother liked my father but I repeatedly hit a wall.

Awkward feelings, cold relationships, and difficult to get along.

"I've been thinking about my dad lately, but I actually have mixed feelings for my dad, I always want to be close to him, but he's always far away from me."

Gu Lei was lying on the chaise longue and looking at the roof, feeling a little depressed.

"When it comes to teaching, my uncle is more like my father, and my father is like a distant relative, and he is too busy to take care of me."

"I will also ask me about my knowledge and martial arts, but I rarely have a long talk with me, and I am not as close as my relationship with my uncle, I will go to my uncle to complain and be coquettish as soon as I encounter difficulties, but I will not find my father."

Gu Lei also has his own pain and confusion, and his parents' feelings have also affected him.

Maybe Boss Gu also saw this, so he sent his son to Boss Li, the most important thing is the upbringing of the Li family, and there is another reason that cannot be ignored, that is, Boss Li and his wife are affectionate, and the family environment is more relaxed and pleasant than his family, and the positive impact on the child is indispensable.

Li Yu grew up surrounded by love, like Boss Li, who has responsibility and responsibility, and can give people warmth and strength.

Gu Lei's love was obtained from the Li family, he relied more on Boss Li, although he couldn't say it, but in fact, he thought that Boss Li and his wife were more responsible than his parents and gave him more fatherly love.

The Li family didn't treat him as an outsider, and he was still beaten with a military stick when he made a mistake, and it was not polite to ask him to work.

Li Qian called him Brother Leizi, and his familiar tone and attitude were the relationship between relatives.

Li Yu sighed lightly, he still minded very much in his heart, and he had a grudge against his parents.

"Brother Lei, Uncle Gu sent you to the Li family, it is a kind of compensation, to make up for you in his own way, they can't give you all the father's love and mother's love, my father and mother gave it to you."

"Really?"

Gu Lei turned his head to look at her, with hidden fragility and pain in his eyes.

"You don't know, your father proposed to marry me for you a long time ago, my father said that the child is too young, and when he is older, he is saying, this is not appropriate."

“……”

Gu Lei was not surprised, but there were still some ripples in his heart.

"He fought for you for what you wanted a long time ago, he saw that Aunt Gu's mind was not on you, and sending you to the Li family is to let you learn to love, know how to love, follow my father to learn responsibility and responsibility, he has high expectations for you, and your parents' feelings should not be judged by you."

"I'm not targeting anyone, I think your father and mother are right, your mother is not on the pole to marry the Gu family, she is also a hard-working person who has been arranged by others like a chess piece, and they all envy her good life, and others don't understand the suffering that can be asked for but can't."

Li Yu thinks that women are bitter all their lives, and it is very important for women to help women.

"She is obviously just a little woman, she just wants to live a peaceful life with her husband and children, and she doesn't want to be a wealthy clanwiel, which is not what she wants."

"Let's talk about Uncle Gu, he lost the love of his life, the Gu family was suppressed, he was depressed all his life, trapped in the capital, obviously his military exploits were shining enough but he didn't have the opportunity to go to the battlefield again, he was suppressed all his life until he died, he didn't even have a lover around him to comfort him, he was not qualified to worship when his lover died, in what capacity."

Li Yu said calmly.

"You can't empathize with this suffering, don't resent your parents, they are too bitter in their hearts."

Gu Lei didn't turn his head, wiped his face with his hand, and was silent and didn't speak.

I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it, and he understands the taste of love.

Li Yu sat next to the chaise longue, tugged at the back of his neck and played with him to calm his mood.

Gu Lei suddenly turned his head and buried his head in her arms, hugged her waist, and choked up: "My father can actually survive, he doesn't want to live, I remember his eyes, he didn't move or hide, he deliberately begged for death......"

He hissed and growled.

"I don't dare tell my grandfather......"

"Is it possible, grandpa has long understood, this may be the last time grandpa will love his son."

Li Yu raised his head and his eyes were red, seeing him so sad, his heart was not comfortable, and it hurt astringently.

"His most outstanding, proud, and most relied on son, poured all his heart and soul into it, what does his son think, how can he not know when Lao Tzu, this is the last thing he can do for his son, if he can't keep it, he will fulfill their ......"

Li Yuyu remembered that on the day Uncle Gu brought Gu Lei here, he deliberately separated them from talking to his father.

She returned to get something, and the cat eavesdropped at the door.

Uncle Gu said to his father: "Big brother, please help me raise Brother Lei, he will be your nephew in the future, admit the punishment and have no complaints." ”

"Why are you ......?"

"My heart is dead...... There is no need to persuade me anymore, I only live for my family, my father and my son, I have lost my beloved, and I have no face to ...... If I die one day, don't save me, I look forward to finding her easily. ”

(End of chapter)