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I've been writing for so many years, I've been scolded for being sour and rotten, I've been ridiculed for Wenqing's disease, I used to say that if Wenqing is really a disease, I won't cure it anyway, and I've been writing like this all these years, and I've always been very popular, isn't it?

But...... It's really tiring, I said before that I'm tired of updating and writing, but in fact, looking back at these years at this time, I have to say that I don't want to be scolded, thinking about the storylines in these novels, is the most tiring thing.

Plot ideas, or as I've repeated many times in interviews before, didn't need inspiration, but it really needed a good mental state, and my mental state was terrible enough for 10 days.

Now that I think about it, the best time to talk about the mental state of plot conception is when Suzaku Ji, because I was single at that time, because there was nothing to worry about at that time? Or because I couldn't write it at that time, I just didn't write it, instead of trying to get a chapter of satisfaction like now, but I accumulated the pressure until the next day, until I finally couldn't bear it anymore.

I remember the first time I went to the Northeast to meet the leaders in September of that year, and I directly asked for a month's leave, but there was no psychological pressure, and the readers also wished me a smooth journey.

Of course, the situation is definitely different now than it was back then, professional writers must be able to withstand this pressure, readers are spending money to read books and reward hard votes, why don't I work hard?

It's just that there are really many kinds of hard work, and my mental state is so bad now, it's really the fucking result of hard work, I have to find a way to reverse it, I have to make the effort work, so that I can write the back of the night well, and I can continue to write books for you for 20 years.

Since the beginning of the celebration, in the past six years, I have taken all kinds of leave, sick leave, personal leave, unwritten leave, annual leave, but there is no excuse to ask for leave, these seven days of leave really can't find a reason, I just need a period of relaxation, even a carnival, beer can't be drunk, then drink less white.

Rest does not always have good results, it may make the author more lazy, and it may even be down, but I don't worry about that, and you don't have to worry about it, because the purpose of my rest is to write the story of the night to more than eight points, and I want all the stories I write in the future to be above eight points, and I will definitely be able to do it.

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