Episode 482: Showdown
He had never been so rough before, and Fu Xiaozhi's brain suddenly emptied.
Fu Xiaozhi couldn't react for a long time, until Jin Yangshen bit her lower lip.
This time it was directly bitten, and the two of them had the smell of rust between their lips and teeth.
Then Jin Yangshen let her go, he raised his fingertips to wipe the blood from the corners of her lips, and the dark tide under his eyes surged.
Jin Yangshen was mostly gentle and considerate in front of Fu Xiaozhi, he always smiled, Fu Xiaozhi was used to him like this.
Suddenly, I saw him with a complex and deep expression, and I was a little uncomfortable to be stared at by him like this.
Fu Xiaozhi's heartbeat unconsciously accelerated.
Jin Yangshen seemed to be aware of this, and his hand gradually moved to her heart, covering the palm of his hand.
After feeling it for more than ten seconds, he suddenly laughed softly.
In Fu Xiaozhi's blank and puzzled eyes, his thin lips twitched slightly, "First time." ”
He seemed to be laughing at himself, "When I touched you before, your heart rate was never so high. ”
Probably, not even 70.
But obviously, this time her heartbeat was not because of her heartbeat, "Did it scare you just now?" ”
Fu Xiaozhi took a deep breath and shook her head: "No." ”
Jin Yangshen: "You seem to have something to say to me just now." ”
He let go of her and sat back in their original positions, both of them adjusting their positions as fast as they could.
Fu Xiaozhi looked at him and said, "I have something to tell you." ”
Jin Yangshen: "Well, I'm listening. ”
Fu Xiaozhi: "We don't have to get engaged, let's stop here." ”
Jin Yangshen didn't show any surprised expression after hearing this, as if he had guessed that she would say this.
This is not the same direction as Fu Xiaozhi expected.
But after a short silence, Fu Xiaozhi still chose to continue: "I know it's hypocritical for me to say this, but you are really good, I think you should find someone who likes you very much, instead of wasting time on me, I ......"
"You don't like me." Jin Yangshen naturally took her words, and his voice was so calm that there were no ups and downs, "I knew it from the beginning. ”
"You broke up with me at this time, what happened." Jin Yangshen's hand reached into his pocket and touched the lighter, his knuckles were white, and he was about to penetrate the flesh.
After Jin Yangshen's question came out, Fu Xiaozhi was silent for a long time.
And Jin Yangshen was patient enough to wait for her.
After a few minutes, Fu Xiaozhi said, "I almost slept with Zheng Rin last night. ”
There was a dead silence all around.
Fu Xiaozhi was cold, she looked down at the floor under her feet, and for the first time she didn't have the courage to look directly into Jin Yangshen's eyes.
The silence spread, the air around them became much thinner, the temperature became colder and colder, and people got goosebumps.
Jin Yangshen looked at Fu Xiaozhi in front of him, looked at it quietly for a long time, and finally let out a short laugh.
He took out the lighter from his pocket and threw it into Fu Xiaozhi's hand.
This movement was particularly harsh in the eerily quiet living room.
Fu Xiaozhi looked at the lighter, and then heard Jin Yangshen say, "So, this lighter fell on your car at that time." ”
Fu Xiaozhi's body was a little colder again.
She had been in a daze since last night, and she had no idea when Zheng Rinxu's lighter had fallen on her car.
After reacting for a long time, Fu Xiaozhi said, "Not in the car." ”
She herself didn't intend to hide what happened to Jin Yangshen: "Last night on Aunt Jin's birthday, he was there when I sent him back to the hotel Sansan, he didn't drive, so I sent him back by the way, and he suddenly had a stomachache on the way——"
"Alright, that's enough." Jin Yangshen gritted his teeth and interrupted her.
His voice was hoarse, and in just a few words, anger, disappointment, and boredom were hidden.
Fu Xiaozhi clenched his fists, broke the jar and said to him: "It's me who can't control the body's reaction to him, if it weren't for Ji Jingxi coming back, I would have done it with him to the end, maybe I wouldn't be able to control the same situation next time." ”
"So let's not get engaged, let's stop there." She finally reiterated the sentence, relieved.
Jin Yangshen just stared at her like this, his eyes became redder and redder, and the bloodshot under his eyes was like spider webs.
After a long time, he finally asked a question: "What did you take me for so long?" ”
"Fu Xiaozhi." He rarely called her by name and surname, "Have you ever been serious about me?" ”
Fu Xiaozhi: "I want to be serious, and I also treat you as a boyfriend, but ...... Forget it, there's no point in talking about that now. ”
"The previous incident was so big, during the time I was hospitalized, the old man often told me that people should find someone who likes themselves, and the marriage will always be dull, at that time I thought I could cultivate a relationship with you, but you also said it just now, when I was intimate with you...... There is no feeling. ”
Fu Xiaozhi didn't hesitate when she said these words, "Sex is part of your love life, if I can't even give you this, it's really unfair to you - of course, if I say this, you will think I'm hypocritical, you just think I can't stand this disharmony." ”
What Fu Xiaozhi's reaction was, Jin Yangshen couldn't be clearer as another party.
This kind of thing, unilateral investment is really very disappointing, and the first few times he stopped because of her coldness and indifference.
Jin Yangshen is a man with sound physiological functions and needs, and he knows very well that he can't be like this for the rest of his life.
Therefore, he always hoped that Fu Xiaozhi would like him, and they would fall in love for a long time.
But no.
Probably not in the future.
Can this kind of life last a lifetime, he can't give a positive answer.
Jin Yangshen was silent for a long time this time.
When he spoke again, his voice was even hoarder than before: "Don't get engaged to me, and then, you're going to find him?" ”
"No, it won't." Fu Xiaozhi was sure, "It has nothing to do with him, and I won't go to him again." ”
Jin Yangshen was silent, not knowing if he believed it.
After a while, he asked, "Have you thought about the consequences?" ”
Now that the Fu family is already preparing for the engagement banquet, the news of their relationship has also spread out, and Mr. Fu has long believed that they will get married.
Fu Xiaozhi mentioned breaking up at this juncture, and Old Man Fu must be angry enough.
Fu Xiaozhi: "It's a big deal, kneel in the ancestral hall again." ”
She had already thought clearly: "No matter how serious the consequences are, I can't continue to delay your time, Jin Yangshen, believe it or not, if we get engaged, we will regret it together in the future." ”
Jin Yangshen laughed self-deprecatingly, "Maybe." ”
He straightened his neckline, "Just think about the consequences, I'll talk about it to my parents." ”
Fu Xiaozhi: "Okay, I'll say it to my grandfather." ”
She solemnly said "thank you" to Jin Yangshen.
Jin Yangshen: "Do you need me to be with you?" ”
Fu Xiaozhi: "No, I'll wait for you to come back, I just want to make it clear to you first before I mention it to them." ”