Is it worth it?

As soon as he heard these three words, Yu Wenye's face immediately sank.

The air was full of blood, and his gloomy face made it a little heavier, and even made it impossible to breathe.

So, Shang Ruyi looked at him almost suffocated, and when he couldn't wait for an answer, he asked word by word, "Is it worth it?"

Yu Wenye said: "She is the queen, she has watched me grow up since she was a child, I went to save her, it is not worth it."

Shang Ruyi said, "She's also a woman!"

「……！」

Hearing this, Yu Wenye's chest rose and fell violently, as if he had been stabbed by something. He took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "What are you talking about?"

Shang Ruyi stared at his eyes for a moment: "I'm talking about your heart!"

「……」

"You, like her!"

Yu Wenye said angrily, "Are you crazy? She is the queen, and no one in the world dares to like the queen except the emperor!"

This answer made Shang Ruyi laugh.

This laughter made Yu Wenye's eyes flicker even more, and she said slowly, "The gods and Buddhas can't control you, let alone His Majesty the Emperor?"

「……」

"Besides,"

She slowly walked up to Yu Wenye, smelled the increasingly heavy smell of blood emanating from him, as if she was torturing herself, and said clearly, "It's one thing whether you dare to like it or not; Whether you like it or not is another matter."

「……」

"You just like her, you like the queen of the Great Cause Dynasty!"

These words, almost Shang Ruyi said it with all her strength, she roared out, her voice was not too loud, but in this closed, empty room, it was like a thunderstorm, which shook the ears of the two people, as if they were really struck by lightning, and their limbs and five bodies were shattered by thunderbolts.

After a long time, she saw Yu Wenye's suddenly pale face slowly tilting to the side.

Shang Ruyi's heart is like ashes.

Obviously he has already got the answer from his actions of not being able to deceive people, why do you want to ask him for an answer that he already knows in a masochistic way, is it true that he still has any illusions?

However, at this time, what illusion can still deceive oneself?

She finally understood why all along, even if she and Yu Wenye already had a skin-to-skin relationship and the reality of husband and wife, she always had a little fluttering feeling on her body, but that feeling was not relaxed, but a sense of helplessness that she had no place to return and was at a loss.

Now, she finally understood.

Because in Yu Wenye's heart, there are other people.

She always thought that this person was Princess Crescent, although later, Yu Wenye personally told her that she only regarded the princess as her sister, and she recalled that Yu Wenye's eyes when she looked at the princess all along, it was indeed not the eyes that a person who admired the other party could have-

Except once.

The only time that became a long-standing puzzle in Shang Ruyi's heart was in Yanmen County, when they left the official office and were about to get into the car, she saw a kind of blazing heat in Yu Wenye's eyes that she had never seen before, which was almost the only time in his always cold pupils.

At the time, she thought he was looking at Princess Crescent, but now, she also understood. ….

What he was looking at was Queen Jiang beside Princess Crescent.

And for a long time, she had never seen Yu Wenye and Empress Jiang look opposite each other, and she didn't know that under his cold surface, there was actually such a gentle and even fiery emotion, he hid it from everyone, including himself who was closest to him, but at the moment of life and death, his choice could not deceive people.

Thinking of this, Shang Ruyi chuckled again, and under this smile, the corners of his eyes were immediately burned red by a hot thing surging up in his heart: "Actually, I don't need your answer at all. I used to be really stupid, and I was blind to the answer in front of me; But now, I can see clearly, even what I didn't see before."

Yu Wenye's eyebrows

The heart wrung out a few deep folds.

He slowly turned his head to look at Shang Ruyi, especially at her red eyes, there seemed to be a trace of contradiction and struggle in her eyes, and after being silent for a long time, he said in a hoarse voice, "It's not what you think."

Shang Ruyi smiled sadly, laughing so much that tears flashed in his eyes.

"I can't think of any other reason why a man doesn't even want his life and uses his body to block arrows for a person!"

「……」

"Wang Gangzhai and Liang Shide's people have long agreed that this time they will attack the eastern capital and not alarm the Yuwen family. He was loyal to Xiao Yuandi, and it was impossible for him to disobey Xiao Yuandi's orders. So, it's not you who he's going to shoot, it's the queen!"

「……」

"Those three arrows, you blocked for her!"

The more he talked, the more Shang Ruyi felt ridiculous.

She recalled that she was in Xingluocang, because she guessed that Hua Ziying might be hiding in the shadows and wanted to do something to Yu Wenye, so she deliberately stood in front of him, and even spread her arms a moment before the arrow came, wanting to protect him.

All this was seen by the people of Wanggangzhai.

And now, she desperately tried her best to protect the people, and tonight, she desperately tried her best to protect others.

If they knew that tonight, Hua Ziying's three arrows were blocked by Yu Wenye, would they become a joke in their eyes?

Looking at Shang Ruyi's sneering smile, Yu Wenye's eyes became more and more solemn.

He took a deep breath and said, "Shang Ruyi, I—"

"Okay, you don't have to say it anymore," Shang Ruyi also took a deep breath, closing the sarcastic smile on his face as if closing the floodgates, glanced at Yu Wenye again, and said weakly, "If you keep talking, I feel like I'm really going to be embarrassed."

Yu Wenye looked at her deeply.

Shang Ruyi said: "Fortunately, fortunately, I haven't reached the point where I can't extricate myself from you. Now that I know all this, God saved me."

Yu Wenye frowned: "Ruyi-"

Shang Ruyi looked up at him again, and then took a step back, a little away from the pungent smell of blood on his body, but she could clearly see that there was blood dripping down his back, and a few dazzling blood flowers bloomed on the ground. She said, "Hurry up and let people see it, your wound seems to be cracked."

After saying that, he turned to leave.

As soon as she turned around, her wrist was grabbed by a hot, powerful hand.

It was Yu Wenye, he grabbed her, but he didn't make the next move, he didn't even speak, he just grabbed her slender wrist hard, as if with such strength, he could keep her. ….

Shang Ruyi took some effort, and finally withdrew his hand from his hand, and then said, "I'll help you call someone."

After saying that, he walked out without looking back.

She didn't see that Yu Wenye, who was standing behind her, seemed to step forward to stop her, but the three arrow wounds behind him completely cracked, and the blood stained his entire back, and the action of grabbing her wrist took his last bit of strength, and the moment he watched her leave, Yu Wenye fell down.

On the Zhuangzi, there was chaos for a while.

But Shang Ruyi didn't care anymore, she left those messy footsteps and anxiety behind, and walked back to the room slowly with heavy steps by herself. At this time, the day was not yet dawn, and the candlestick that had been lit by Tusher had only the last puddle of wax left, and the faint light on the candlestick seemed to be in a dying struggle.

However, it didn't last long.

When Shang Ruyi walked to the table and sat down heavily, the wind on his coat suddenly extinguished the faint spark.

Suddenly, the whole room was plunged into darkness.

She didn't light the other candlesticks, but allowed herself to indulge in such darkness, perhaps only in this way that she would not have to face the blindness and stupidity of these days.

How could she, blind to that point, and stupid to that point?

Is it the price?

It's her

If you choose such a life, you can protect yourself and your loved ones, and you must pay the price of the same, almost life?

So, is this heartache worth it?

Shang Ruyi couldn't help but laugh again, the more she laughed, the more funny she felt, she was even a little out of breath, and kept nodding her head: "It's worth it, it's worth it......

In this world, there is nothing in vain, from the very beginning, she has been at the cost of repentance and remarriage, in exchange for everything in front of her, it was originally money and goods, it was her own confusion and more feelings, in exchange for her own self-inflicted and ridiculous results these days.

But, in the end, it's worth it.

She is still alive now, and her uncles and aunts who she cares about the most, as well as Wu Zheng, have already been protected by someone, so what's wrong with her?

As for the feelings, it would be good to take them back.

The more she thought about it, the calmer she became.

It's just that her body is too cold, and it spreads from her chest to her limbs and five bodies, and at this time, she is almost frozen.

She turned her head to look around, trying to find something warm, but she couldn't see anything clearly, and when she looked down, she found that on the table in front of her, in addition to the already cold food that Tusher had just delivered, there was also a pot of tea, she reached out and touched it, and it was still warm.

She hurriedly poured a glass and threw it up.

The warm tea flowed down immediately, although it was not enough to warm her limbs and five bodies, but it finally made her feel more comfortable. She smiled and clenched the teacup tightly, and kept telling herself: All this is worth it.

Worth it, worth it......

These two words, like a spell, persuaded her at the same time, but also made her brain gradually fall into a drowsy, her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and thinking that she had been sleepless for almost two days and two nights, she finally gave up the struggle, slowly closed her eyes, and let herself be swallowed up by the tiredness that hit her like a tide.

Only, just a moment before she lost her mind, she seemed to hear a sound of footsteps.

Very light and light, all the way to her side.......

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