Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little funny again.

Yu Wenye has indeed always been frank, he may hide it, but he will not deceive; He may ignore it, but he won't give up. He has always been just himself, from the first time two people met, married, and the "transaction" on the wedding night, he has always been like this, so sober that he doesn't look like a real person.

And himself, stupid as a dummy.

Especially when she thought of the stupidity of believing that he would raise troops with Sheng Guogong and ignore her, and give up everything in pain, and even be willing to die, she felt even more ridiculous.

It's a shame that when I confronted him at the beginning, I kept saying that I was lucky that I couldn't extricate myself from him, if I really said it so clearly, how could I think that he was in such pain when he didn't care about his life and death?

Actually, I'm still to him-

Thinking of this, she really smiled.

It's time to wake up, it's time to wake up......

His gentleness and thoughtfulness, even his desperate rescue, is his personality, not his own specialness.

A truly special person is in his heart, not necessarily by his side.

It's time to wake up......

I don't know why, I have already explained everything, but when I saw Shang Ruyi's smile, Yu Wenye suddenly felt shocked.

He frowned and said in a deep voice, "Shang Ruyi!"

It was only at this time that Shang Ruyi raised his eyes again, glanced at him, and said, "I know."

「……」

"Thank you for saving me."

「……」

"Thank you for not giving up on me."

Yu Wenye's face slowly became gloomy, he gritted his teeth, and said, "I said so much, you still have to be fair with me," You don't owe anything to me?"

「……」

"Do you understand—"

Before he finished his words, Shang Ruyi closed his eyes a little cowardly, and said softly in a weak voice, "Yu Wenye, there is fairness between us."

"What?"

Yu Wenye frowned, and his heart seemed to have skipped a beat unconsciously.

The small space in the carriage seemed to be quiet again, and after a long while, Shang Ruyi opened his eyes again, looked at him calmly, and said, "You said you didn't lie to me, I admit it, you don't seem to have ever disdained to deceive people, you just- will hide it."

「……」

Yu Wenye's breathing suddenly became chaotic.

And Shang Ruyi's eyes also flickered a little chaotically at this moment, but there was a bleak smile on her face, and she said, "I am obviously not injured or sick, why am I so weak like this way, and even, you don't even let me blow a trace of wind."

A crack finally appeared on Yu Wenye's cold face.

When he looked down at Shang Ruyi, his expression seemed to have a sense of pain.

He said, "Ruyi ......."

"And,"

Shang Ruyi continued: "Along the way, you all let me drink medicine, and I have drunk the medicine that calms my mind, and it doesn't taste like that."

「……」

"Doctor, why did you ask Tusher and them to come in advance. Are they here to make arrangements, or are they here to tell the doctor in advance not to explain my condition in front of me?"

The more Shang Ruyi spoke, the more chaotic his breath became.

And the hands that hugged her tightly became heavier and heavier at this moment, almost melting her whole body into her chest, and she wished that the two would never be separated again. ….

However, the body that clings to it is still cold.

Just like at this moment, Shang Ruyi's cold eyes.

She looked at Yu Wenye and said, "I've been guessing, I've been thinking, until just now, the doctor prescribed me medicine, and I finally understood."

「……」

"Hemp, Astragalus, Cuscuta Seed, Rehman......"

She slowly said the names of the few herbs that she had barely made out of the prescription with a quick glance, and then said, "These, they're not

A cure for seasickness, a medicine for resting people."

「……」

"These are medicines for women to recover from abortion and nourish blood."

Yu Wenye said, "You-"

Shang Ruyi smiled faintly and said, "You seem to have forgotten, I told you on the second day of my wedding that I once followed my father to the Turks and followed the witch medicine there."

「……」

"Although I have never drunk this medicine, I know the name and effect of the medicine at a glance."

Speaking of this, Shang Ruyi's face was a little paler than before, but the corners of his eyes revealed a little frightening red.

She took a deep breath and said, "I had a miscarriage, right?"

I don't know if the wheels suddenly hit some bumps, and the carriage suddenly shook violently, just like the world of two people at this moment, it was also on the verge of shattering in such a violent shaking.

At this moment, Yu Wenye's eyes also turned red.

However, his hands hugged Shang Ruyi harder and harder, as if he was afraid that she would have the slightest possibility of leaving his side, so that he would never be able to touch the possibility again.

He said, "Ruyi ......."

The sound was so painful that it seemed to be about to break.

And Shang Ruyi only nodded lightly.

Actually, she didn't need his answer.

The moment she saw the prescription, she already understood everything, the reason why she didn't ask until now, she didn't want to admit that it was a little tenderness that lingered on him, thinking about it, she should want to accumulate a little strength, so that she could face this moment calmly.

She had a miscarriage.

was robbed by Wo Xue and went to Chu Yang's side, and when she experienced all this, she always had a child in her womb.

their children.

However, the child did not even have time to make her aware of his presence before leaving.

No wonder that night, she was so cold, so painful, the blood on her body seemed to be endless, she even lost her mind in pain, and in a trance thought that she was about to die like the person who fell in the sea of blood in front of her, and was about to be swallowed up by the endless sea of blood in front of her.

Therefore, she carried her sword and walked out of the Hall of Light aimlessly, because at that time, she had forgotten that she was still alive.

But it turned out to be not.

It wasn't her who walked, but the child who shouldn't exist between them.

He's gone.

Silently, it only brought her a moment of pain, and he left, just as he had been happy when he came.

But whether it is pain or happiness, at this moment, it is time to wake up.

Shang Ruyi smiled, this time, she really smiled seriously, but she was caught off guard, a little hot thing fell from the corner of her eye, and it fell on Yu Wenye's hand that was holding her tightly, turning into a crystal tear, and disappeared in an instant.

The same is true of the pain between two people.

It may have existed, but if it should be over, it will be over.

Shang Ruyi looked up at him, this face was still handsome, even if there was such a handsome man who fell in love with him, but Shang Ruyi understood that even if time turned back, she couldn't avoid being tempted by this face.

It's just that I'm dead.

She took a deep breath and said to him calmly, "Yu Wenye, God is making us owe each other.

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