Kiyowa felt that her understanding should not be wrong, but that didn't stop her from being surprised.

Xu Siyan nodded under Qinghe's gaze, he is not a person who likes to talk about scenes, but it doesn't mean that he won't: "I didn't cherish her well during the marriage, if she is willing to remarry me, I will use all my energy to be good to her." ”

Xu Siyan said seriously and sincerely, Qinghe nodded, "I understand your thoughts, but whether you want to remarry or not depends on Yiyi's attitude, if she is willing, I will not obstruct it, if she is unwilling, I can't force it." ”

After expressing his position, Qinghe asked Xu Siyan again: "Have you talked to Yiyi?" ”

Xu Siyan: "...... Not yet, I'll talk to her. ”

It's just that now, Ruan Yi shouldn't want to see him very much, and he doesn't know what attitude to face her.

Xu Siyan pondered for a while, then asked Qinghe, "Can you tell me what she likes?" ”

has been a husband and wife for more than four years, and Xu Siyan herself feels very ironic when the husband asks this kind of question.

Qinghe didn't care about this, during Xu Siyan's meal, he talked to her about Ruan Yi's preferences, and Xu Siyan also got a lot of important information.

For example, Ruan Yi likes to eat sweet things, her favorite dish is sweet and sour fish, she likes to eat croissant with butter and red bean paste, and in order to eat fresh, she even went to a bakery as an apprentice during the summer vacation in college.

Qinghe also told Xu Siyan that Ruan Yi wanted to invest in a dessert shop in the university town after saving enough money, but because of the high cost, she did not have that much money now.

In Qinghe's description, Xu Siyan seems to see a Ruan Yi who he doesn't know at all, a vivid, vivid, and even childlike person.

During marriage, Xu Siyan always felt that Ruan Yi was a temperamentless and rigid person, and with a professional filter, he subconsciously thought that she should be a very boring person in private.

Later, after the divorce, she changed her attitude, cold, but stereotyped.

But in Qinghe's mouth, she is not like this at all.

Xu Siyan realized that he had never understood Ruan Yi - while this realization became clearer and clearer, his chest became more and more uncomfortable.

Xu Siyan took a few deep breaths, and when he raised his arm to touch his chest, the injured arm accidentally hit the table.

The wound had just scabbed, and it was painful to hit the table, and the severe pain made Xu Siyan's facial features a little distorted.

Qinghe was taken aback, and hurriedly cared: "Si Yan, are you okay?" ”

Xu Siyan shook her head and replied to her in a hoarse voice: "It's okay." ”

Qinghe looked at his arm, "You must pay attention to the injury in this place, you must not bump and bump again, Yiyi's arm has been delayed for more than half a month before it gets better...... He also had a long scar. ”

Xu Siyan remembered the scar on Ruan Yi's arm, and he also remembered that she told Wan Liu that she was injured by cycling.

But Xu Siyan never believed it.

After a moment of silence, he asked Qinghe, "How did her arm hurt?" ”

Qinghe: "A few years ago, when I went to the mountains to catch butterflies, I was injured, and I fell down the hill with low blood sugar, but fortunately, Jiang Yu found out and sent her to the hospital. ”

Xu Siyan's body became more and more stiff.

Qinghe's words and the message sent by Jiang Mingzhu last night were enough for him to understand what was going on.

In order to prepare a birthday gift for him, Ruan Yi made a special trip to the mountains to catch butterflies, met Jiang Yu by chance, and fell down the hillside and was seriously injured.

Xu Siyan remembered the WeChat message Ruan Yi sent to him before his birthday.

She cautiously asked him if he could celebrate his birthday together, and he agreed, but how did he do it?

He went back after drinking outside, threw the cake as if he was drunk, spoke ill of her, and then left her alone.

Xu Siyan's throat was so sour that he couldn't catch Qinghe's words for a long time.

——

After coming out of Ruan Yi's house, Xu Siyan sat downstairs alone for a long time, and what kept playing in his mind were the memories of the past few years.

Before this, Xu Siyan had never felt how bad he was to Ruan Yi - he had always put himself in the position of a victim, and Ruan Yi did break away from the Ruan family by virtue of this marriage.

Wan Liu and Xu Moyan regard Ruan Yi as their own, even more attentive than to his own son.

And his husband, even if he was calculated by her, he didn't really do anything to retaliate against her, and when others said that he was cold and violent, he didn't think so, in the face of a woman he didn't like, it was already benevolent and righteous to marry her.

The beginning between them doomed Xu Siyan to be unable to change to Ruan Yi's position to think about her feelings.

He was always prejudiced against her, and no matter what she did, he couldn't give an objective evaluation.

Until now divorced.

Until he heard from others what Ruan Yi had done-

Other people's mouths are only a part, and how much despair and discouragement they have experienced in the past few years is probably only known to Ruan Yi himself.

Xu Siyan grabbed the chair with one hand, and his knuckles were about to penetrate the flesh, clicking.

His eyes were getting redder, and the flower pond opposite him was blurring.

The mobile phone in the pocket of his coat buzzed and vibrate, Xu Siyan withdrew his gaze and took out his mobile phone, and the name of Yuan Ye was on the screen.

Xu Siyan pressed the answer button and put it to his ear, but did not speak.

Wilderness: "Where are you?" Why wasn't it in the ward? ”

Xu Siyan: "...... On the outside. ”

When he spoke, his voice was hoarse, with intense depression and pain, and the field on the other end of the phone was startled to hear it.

"Where? I'm going to find you! ”

Xu Siyan: "Ruan Yi is here." ”

Yuanye: "You went to find her?" ”

Xu Siyan replied: "I'll wait for you here in the flower pond." ”

After reporting his location information, Xu Siyan hung up the phone.

——

Yuan Ye parked the car in a nearby parking space, and when he walked in front of Xu Siyan, he was worried by his decadent appearance.

"Get in the car first, you have to change the medicine today." Yuan Ye dragged Xu Siyan.

Although Xu Siyan did not refuse, he did not speak, and followed Yuan Ye into the car.

On the way back to the hospital, Yuan Ye observed Xu Siyan while playing the steering wheel, "What happened just now?" Ruan Yi scolded you? ”

Xu Siyan: "I didn't look for her. ”

Wilderness: "Then you ......"

"Got her mother." Xu Siyan looked at the car in front of him, "That butterfly specimen is for me." ”

"She and Jiang Yu met because of this."

"She fell down the hill when she went to the mountains to catch butterflies."

Yuan Ye's eyes widened as he heard this.

"That'...... Is it your twenty-seventh birthday present? Yuan Ye quickly searched for memories, "Isn't it the second year of your marriage?" ...... that night"

Xu Siyan: "After you sent me back, I dropped the cake she prepared and scolded her, and then the driver picked me up." ”

Wilderness: "......"

Ruan Yi didn't mention divorce at that time, it was really bearable.

Xu Siyan: "I don't know anything, hehe." ”