206 It's good to have you here

Mei Youyuan and the three of them walked around the street casually after finishing the morning together, approaching the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, not only people who came back from work, but even some college students began to embark on the way home one after another, so the market was obviously much deserted compared with the previous days.

Mei Fang accompanied Xia Yuanlin Youxi to buy some trinkets at Sanfu Boutique, and then prepared to go home to do his homework.

On the way home, Mei Fang asked the two little ones: "School will start on the seventeenth day of the first month, what time do you plan to pass." ”

"Aren't we going back together?"

Mei Fang explained, "I'll leave tomorrow, I have to go to Hakushu for a day, and then my dad will send me there early in the morning." ”

"That'...... You and Aunt Liang - come with your mother, come with me, my dad drove us to Jiangcheng. ”

Lin Youxi smiled and shook his head, "Don't worry, my mother isn't that early." ”

"Ling, do you want to go to Jiangcheng later?"

Then, in that case, wouldn't Ah Fang and I be able to live at home alone?

"Not really." Lin Youxi shook his head, "My mother still has something to deal with at home, I have to go over first, so I have to take your car." ”

"Thisβ€”...... like this"

"You sound like you're lost, fate."

Xia Yuan was poked by Lin Youxi, and immediately retorted and said, "Where, how can there be, Youxi, you are too sensitive." ”

"Look at you, your ears are red."

Lin Youxi smiled and said, "After so many years, you still don't know how to deceive people." ”

"Hmm......"

Xia Yuan muttered and didn't speak, and Mei Fang on the side patted Xia Yuan's head, "Hurry up and go back to do your homework, haven't you done a lot of it." ”

"Pretty much...... What about you? ”

"Of course I didn't do anything," Mei Fang smiled, "but I'll just copy yours." ”

"Do it yourself! So lazy. ”

Lin Youxi smiled and looked at Xia Yuan and Mei Fang's gags, and then suddenly interjected, "By the way, Ah Fang, before you leave, do you want to accompany me to visit the tomb in the afternoon?" You haven't seen my mom in years, and it seems like you've never had a chance to go. ”

"I've never been." Xia Yuan nodded, "But is it appropriate to sweep the tomb in the first month?" I remember the elders in the family saying that sweeping the tomb on the New Year would dilute the joy or something...... When、Of course,I'm not saying I won't go.,If you don't mind.。 ”

"I don't care much about that. The Afghan side probably won't. ”

"Of course I won't."

Mei Fang smiled slightly, "It's okay to go once." ”

"Fucky mother......"

Xia Yuan breathed a long sigh of relief, "Indeed, it's time to visit." ”

The three of them did their homework at Xia Yuan's house, went to Mei Fang's house for dinner at noon, and after eating, they took the shuttle bus and went out to the Paradise Cemetery.

The scene here is just as Xia Yuan said, there are not many people sweeping the tomb in the New Year, and some are just passers-by.

The three of them bought incense sticks, yellow paper and paper flowers, as well as some offerings and fruits, and strolled forward under the guidance of Lin Youxi.

Xia Yuan trotted beside Mei Fang, raised his head and asked him:

"Ah Fang accompanied Youxi to sweep the tomb before, right?"

Mei Fang nodded and said, "I've been here two or three times before." ”

"I don't even know ......"

"It's a coincidence, and it's easier to explainβ€”"

As soon as Mei Fang's words fell, Lin Youxi, who was walking in front of him, suddenly spoke loudly.

"The first time was in the fourth grade of primary school, and I accompanied Ah Fang to visit his grandmother in the hospital. I saw a person who had been injured in a car accident and suddenly remembered what happened to my mother. ”

Lin Youxi turned around as he spoke, walked backwards with his hands behind his back, and looked at Xia Yuan with a smile.

"I was scared at the time, but Ah Fang never came, and when he came over, I kept beating him unreasonably, and then I had a big fight in the hospital."

Mei Fang smiled and shook his head, "You still remember it so clearly. ”

"And then? What happened later. Xia Yuan was very anxious about the follow-up situation.

"Later, ......" Lin Youxi said softly, "Ah Fang was about to be angry with me, but in the end he came back to coax me, saying that he would accompany me wherever he went, so I cried and told him, saying that I wanted to see my mother." ”

Xia Yuan's eyes softened when he heard this, "Later, Ah Fang will take you there......"

"yes, this is the first time he's come to visit my mom."

Lin Youxi stopped next to a lion cub who fell to the ground, "My mother is here." ”

Lin Youxi took Xia Yuan and Mei Fang to his mother's grave.

Lin Youxi's biological mother's smile on the tombstone is still bright and cheerful, but the tombstone and photos are already a little old.

However, the yellow paper and paper flower tributes pressed on the tombstone are very new, and Lin Youxi came with his father when he left the year before.

"Yes, you look like your mother! Especially the eyes, but the temperament is completely different......"

"But if you want to say it, Youxi's temperament is still quite like a mother."

Mei Fang lit incense sticks on the side, inserted in front of the incense burner in front of the tombstone, and was about to lay out a plastic bag to bow and kowtow, when Lin Youxi grabbed him, "Just worship casually, don't be so polite every time you come." ”

Lin Youxi clapped his palms and folded his hands, knelt alone in front of his mother's grave, and made a prayer posture:

"Mom, I'll take Ah Fang and Yuan Yuan to see you."

"You've seen it, so I won't introduce it. This is fate......"

As Lin Youxi was talking, Xia Yuan on the side still knelt down persistently. She knelt beside Lin Youxi, followed Lin Youxi's appearance, folded her hands and smiled.

"Hello Auntie, my name is Xia Yuan...... I'm sorry to come to see you so late, I'm a childhood sweetheart, we grew up together, we're best friends......"

Xia Yuan paused, then smiled, "It's also the closest family member." ”

"Fate, there is no need to say this."

"Ahh Needless to say, why? Xia Yuan finally entered the state of sensationalism, but now that the atmosphere is broken, it seems a bit hypocritical.

"I've been saying your name in front of my mother since I was very young, and my mother knows everything about you."

Xia Yuan stuck out his tongue a little mischievously: "Then isn't it even more inappropriate for me to come to see your mother so late?" ”

"That's okay...... My mom shouldn't care about that, huh...... Just look at her temperament. ”

Lin Youxi actually doesn't know what kind of person his mother is.

In the memory of her father Lin Guochuan, she has always been a very cheerful and warm-hearted virtuous wife.

Mei Fang waited for the two little ones to kneel and bow, and finally thought about it and knelt down to bow to her.

Mei Fang and Xia Yuan can probably understand Lin Youxi's intention to come over to worship his mother this time.

[Mother] is an entity that Lin Youxi's childhood memories have not been able to really touch.

Although Xiang Xiaoxia can give her some care close to her mother, and although Liang Meijuan can make up for her lack of maternal love in adolescence, Xia Yuan and Mei Fang both understand-

The lack of maternal love in childhood cannot be made up for even if it takes a lifetime.

Lin Youxi once cried and fell asleep in countless times when she missed her mother, and missing her mother has almost become one of her most important spiritual sustenance.

This is the softest and most sacrosanct part of her heart.

After Lin Youxi finished worshipping Mei Fang, he said softly:

"Actually...... I hated it very, very much at first because I was afraid that she would replace the mother I missed day and night, and as I said to Ah Fang before, I was afraid that my mother would be forgotten by Dad, by me, by everyone, and into real death. ”

"But in the past few years of getting along, Meijuan's mother is not only very good to me, she treats me as her own daughter. In addition to that, she was very respectful of my mom. ”

"I always had a grudge against her before, and I always felt that she was pretending to please me...... But I don't think so now. ”

Lin Youxi's words were not only for Xia Yuanmei Fang, but also for her mother.

"I'm starting to understand that no one is going to replace anyone, and that's just an excuse that I don't love."

"Now I still visit my mom every year, six times, seven times a year. It becomes nothing more than ...... Now I have two mothers. ”

"One, watch over me in heaven; One, accompany me in the world. ”

Xia Yuan is an extremely emotional person, and after listening to Lin Youxi's words, he suddenly didn't hold back his emotions, and hugged Lin Youxi tightly and kept her intimate.

"Yes, that's a good point."

Xia Yuan choked up and said to Lin Youxi, "That's the ...... You have to say this to Aunt Liang too, she will definitely be very happy. ”

"No...... That's not it, right? ”

Lin Youxi patted Xia Yuan's back, "That's too embarrassing......"

"These are words that can only be spoken in front of you, so keep them a secret."

"Uh-huh, got it......"

Lin Youxi, who was willing to take the initiative to look forward, made Mei Fang feel that her whole person was shining.

Lin Youxi may not have been born excellent, in her previous life, her growth was always accompanied by suffering.

She experienced the death of her mother and the death of her best friend, and Mei Fang did not intersect in the trajectory of her life.

When the light in life is gone, you have to face your studies, life, and your uncle's oppression of your family.

However, these hardships did not knock her down, they only made her more resilient and stronger.

Whether there is [Xia Yuan] by her side or not.

Whether there is [Mei Fang] to help her or not.

Ha......

Just when Mei Fang was thinking like this, Lin Youxi hugged Xia Yuan and beckoned Mei Fang to come over.

"What's wrong?"

"I want to hug you all together." Lin Youxi said softly, "Is it okay, Ah Fang?" ”

"Well, okay......"

So Mei Fang slowly squatted down and came over, Lin Youxi opened his arms and hugged Mei Fang tightly, Mei Fang was still a little uncomfortable at first, Xia Yuan saw this, so he took out an arm to hug Mei Fang, and rubbed tears on Mei Fang's face by the way.

The three of them hugged each other like this for a long, long time.

"It's good to have you here."

Lin Youxi's voice carried her infinite tenderness specially for Mei Fang and Xia Yuan.

Another alliance leader rewarded me...... So tonight is also 2+1

(End of chapter)