Episode 804: Why Go?

There was silence in the box.

Zheng Pianqi has never been a person who is good at taking the initiative to find topics, although he has typed countless drafts before deciding to meet Zhou Yi, but when it comes to sitting opposite him, he is still a little speechless.

After a few minutes of adjustment, Zheng Pianjiao spoke: "You've seen those things in the hospital." ”

Zhou Yi's eyes staring at her became much more complicated than just now, "Yes." ”

Zheng Pianji: "I hope you don't appear in Sansan's life again." ”

She turned around and told him straight about her purpose.

Zhou Yi guessed the purpose of Zheng Pianqi looking for him, and he was not surprised to hear this request, but his answer was equally affirmative: "She is also my daughter, and I love her very much." ”

Zheng Pianqi seemed to have heard something incredible, and her face flashed with shock, followed by mockery.

Zhou Yi could see it clearly: "You don't believe that I love her." ”

Zheng Pianji: "Should I believe it?" ”

She lifted the corners of her mouth self-deprecatingly, "I don't even dare to say that I love her very much, you have lived with her for a few days, it's ridiculous to say such things." ”

After listening to her first half of the sentence, Zhou Yi's lips pursed into a line, and the words of Sansan flashed in his mind.

"Why haven't you been with her all this time?" He asked.

Zhou Yi's original intention in asking the question was not to blame Zheng Pianqi for not "fulfilling her mother's obligations", let alone to stimulate her, but this question touched Zheng Pianqi's reverse scales, and as soon as the words fell, her face turned cold at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Zhou Yi immediately realized the ambiguity in his words, and explained to her: "I'm not questioning you, I just want to know your body at that time-"

"I don't need your concern, and I don't need your sympathy." Zheng Pianqi interrupted Zhou Yi's words indifferently, "I'm not by her side because I didn't think about keeping this child in the first place, I think of you when I see her face, and I think of the days when I was deceived by you, it's disgusting." ”

Zheng Pian's direct statement stabbed Zhou Yi's heart, "Can you tell me, why did you leave in the first place?" ”

Zheng Pianji: "Because I was disgusted by you and Rongyue." ”

She knew that she couldn't escape this topic today, Zhou Yi had been entangled, and she just wanted to figure out the reason, as for what he said about loving Sansan, whoever loves to believe it will believe it - she won't believe a single punctuation mark when he says it from his mouth.

Zhou Yi was speechless.

Zheng Pianqi didn't care what his expression was, and continued: "I feel disgusting that you perfunctorily promised that I would not meet her again, while contacting her privately and continuing to let her go in and out of your house." ”

Zhou Yi's eyelids jumped, he didn't know how Zheng Pianqi knew these things, "Why didn't you tell me directly at that time?" If you did, I would-"

"What will happen to you?" Zheng Pianqi felt ridiculous, "You will tell me that the sense of security depends on oneself, and you should not pin your hopes on the other party, but be confident in yourself." You can find thousands of ways to brainwash me, but you won't draw a line with Rongyue. ”

Zhou Yi: "......"

Zheng Pian was so good that he couldn't refute it-even, similar words, when his previous girlfriend quarreled with him because of Rong Yue, he also said it.

If it weren't for Zheng Yuemi telling him those words yesterday, Zhou Yi wouldn't have realized how borderless he got along with Rong Yue during his relationship - probably because he had known each other for too long, he was too familiar, and he was so familiar that many small actions between each other would be ignored, such as Zheng Yuemi's hook on his shoulders and backs, which he hadn't paid special attention to before.

"It's me who is bad, I'm sorry." Zhou Yi took a deep breath and apologized to Zheng Pianjiao, "I should have realized my problem earlier, otherwise you wouldn't-"

"Don't look for any more." Zheng Pianqi didn't want to listen to his innocuous apology, so she simply interrupted him, "She lives happily and doesn't need you to participate in her life." ”

"I can promise you anything else, this one, no." Zhou Yi's answer was equally straightforward and decisive, "She is my child, I look for her, it is only right - do you want her to have no father all the time?" ”

Zheng Pianqi really hates this sentence.

What if you don't have a dad? Without him for a few years, didn't Sansan still come over well? What great father is he pretending to be now?

Zheng Pianjiao was annoyed by Zhou Yi and didn't bother to debate with him, so he followed his logic: "She won't be without a father all the time, I will find her a suitable father." ”

As soon as these words came out, the person who lost control of his emotions became Zhou Yi.

He clenched his fists fiercely, breathed heavily, and endured it for a long time, but finally couldn't hold back a mocking laugh: "You said Qin Lie? ”

Zheng Pianji: "It doesn't matter who it is. ”

Zhou Yi: "Why doesn't it have anything to do with me?" What if he treats my daughter badly? ”

Zheng Pianji: "You don't have to say such hypocritical words. ”

She ruthlessly dismantled him: "You don't want children at all, you don't love Sansan, looking for her is just to block us, you are angry that I didn't tell you and dumped you back then, and now I will tell you the reason." ”

Her meaning was very simple, she gave the reason, to completely break with him.

"Do you think I'm looking for Sansan just to use her to block you?" Zhou Yi's face became more and more tense, and his voice was hoarse and forbearing.

Zheng Pianqi didn't answer, but his expression was equivalent to acquiescence.

Zhou Yi laughed self-deprecatingly, "Pianjiao, she is my daughter, no matter how bad I am, I will not use her to respond to you." ”

"Haven't you ever wondered why I'm entangled?" He asked, staring into her eyes.

Before Zheng Pianji could remember to answer, he heard him say, "Because I can't bear you, don't you understand?" ”

"I used to think that you were no different from other women to me, but after more than six years of separation, I always think of you, at first I thought I was troubled by my self-esteem, but now I can't convince myself with this reason." Zhou Yi said the following words in one go, "Pianjiao, I love you very much." ”

Zhou Yi's tone was very sincere, and his expression was also very serious, without the slightest hint of his usual state of being a child.

But Zheng Pianqi didn't feel any heartbeat because of his words, her whole heart was like a pool of stagnant water, and there was no expression on her face.

Zhou Yi was a little hurt by Zheng Pianjiao's reaction - although he had long known that she would not believe these words after hearing them, he thought that she would at least have emotions, even if she angrily asked him "What kind of love are you".

But she didn't.

Anger does not hurt people, anger means that the heart is not dead, and indifference is the sharpest blade, straight to the heart.

"You don't believe me, I know." He forced himself to laugh, but his eyes were red, "It's okay, I'll prove it to you." ”

"I won't give up Sansan, even if Zheng Rinxu takes action against me, even if he wants my life, I won't give up any opportunity to get close to you and Sansan." He has never been shy about speaking out about his determination.