810th blood
Sansan had always wanted to go camping before, and the last time we had dinner together, I heard her mention it, but Zheng Pianqi never arranged it.
If you camp, you live in an outdoor environment for a few days in a row, which is very suitable for contacting feelings - Qin Lie didn't want to prove anything to Zheng Pianqi by "pleasing Sansan", children are children, adults are adults, he doesn't want Zheng Pianqi to be with him, just because Sansan likes him.
But now the situation is different, and between Zheng Pianqi and Sansan's mother and daughter, they also need to slowly cultivate their feelings.
To be more precise, it is to find a suitable mode of getting along between mother and daughter - Zheng Pianjiao officially lived with Sansan, and it was only less than two months, which was too short, and the tacit understanding between mother and daughter had not been cultivated, and even needed to "break the ice".
Qin Lie wanted to take advantage of his time in New York to help her and Sansan establish a set of getting along with each other, no matter whether Zheng Pianqi would be with him in the future, he really wanted to do so.
Qin Lie's voice always has a special magic power for Zheng Pianjiao, when she is emotionally broken or unstable, she can hear his slow and deep voice, and she can always gradually calm down and return to thinking.
He's right, camping is a good option for cultivating relationships, it's just-
"Have you been free lately?" Zheng Pianjiao raised his head from Qin Lie's arms.
Qin Lie: "I'll arrange the time, when is the spring break of Sansan?" We can take her out for a walk around at that time. ”
Zheng Pianji: "It seems to start on April 3rd." ”
She has been going to school to pick up Sansan every day recently, and she is still relatively clear about the school's arrangements.
Qin Lie said "um", he rubbed her hair, and his movements were very light: "I'll take a vacation with you to take her out when the time comes." ”
Zheng Pianqi looked up at Qin Lie like this, there was the reflection of the street lamp in his lenses, and in the dim light, she couldn't quite see his specific eyes, but she was sure that his gaze must be very gentle now, just like when he comforted her countless times before.
Zheng Pianjiao looked at it for a long time, and suddenly asked him: "Qin Lie, am I worthy of you doing this?" ”
They don't have a legitimate relationship right now.
Although Zheng Pianqi had been thinking about whether to marry Qin Lie, she had not mentioned this topic to Qin Lie, however, this did not affect Qin Lie's kindness to her.
Although Zheng Pianqi's depression is almost better, she always feels that she is not worthy of unconditional love, Qin Lie is obviously such a good person, he has too many choices to do.
"How?" Qin Lie raised his lips and smiled, "Pianjiao, in fact, I didn't do anything special for you, I will do the same to other friends, you don't have to have a psychological burden because of this." ”
After knowing each other for a few years, especially after knowing Zheng Pianji's condition, Qin Lie knew her psychological activities well - she was still trapped in that logical circle and did not come out.
Zheng Pian lowered his eyes and was silent for almost half a minute, and then asked him softly, "Qin Lie, do you like children?" ”
"I like it." When she asked such a question at this time, Qin Lie took it for granted that she was referring to Sansan, so she gave an affirmative answer without hesitation.
However, Zheng Pian's next question made him stunned: "Then you should also want to have your own children, right?" ”
The sudden question made Qin Lie unable to answer out loud for a long time, Zheng Pianjiao was silent under him, and his voice became lower and lower, "But if you choose me, there is a high probability that you will not have your own children." ”
"You are very good to me, I like you very much, I think you are different from others, and I have been thinking about whether to marry you or not." She told him what she thought in her heart very honestly, "But this is very unfair to you, it is too painful to have a baby, it is too painful to be pregnant, I don't like children, I don't want to torture myself anymore......"
"It's okay, Flutter." Hearing her voice choked, Qin Lie immediately went to pat her on the back to reassure, "The right to have children is in the hands of women, if you don't want to, no one can force you." ”
"I admit that I like children very much and want my own children, but I don't have to want them, if I had to choose between you and my children, I would definitely choose you." He first expressed his attitude to her, "I don't say this to force you to make a choice at this time, you can also slowly think about the answer to the question, and in the meantime, we will maintain the current mode of getting along." ”
Although Qin Lie was comforting her, Zheng Pianjiao cried even more, she raised her head, put her lips together with him with tears in her eyes, and kissed him passionately and actively.
Qin Lie immediately wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her, and a kiss deepened, and the two of them had a salty taste between their lips and teeth.
The entangled figures, stretched for a long time under the street lamp, and the two who were too emotionally involved did not notice that behind the tree not far away, there was a man standing, watching them kiss selflessly.
Zhou Yi appeared ten minutes ago.
In fact, after sending Sansan back, he never returned to his residence, and drove around the villa area all day.
In the evening, he still couldn't help but come over, he wanted to see Sansan, and he also wanted to see if Qin Lie was still here.
Zhou Yi parked the car on the side of the road outside the villa area and walked in, he was thinking about how to let Zheng Rinxu let him in, but after a few steps, he saw Zheng Pianqi and Qin Lie hugging each other.
Zheng Pian's whole body was curled up in Qin Lie's arms, leaning on him tightly, and from a distance of a few meters, she could feel her dependence on Qin Lie.
Zhou Yi took a few steps back, stood behind the tree, watched the two talk a few words, and then Zheng Pianqi suddenly took the initiative to kiss Qin Lie, and after a few seconds, Qin Lie hugged her, and the two kissed and kissed to the trunk of the tree, Zheng Pianjiao's hand reached into the hem of Qin Lie's clothes.
Zhou Yi clenched his fists, and the sound of heavy breathing was particularly harsh in the quiet night.
Some pictures, some realities, will not be numb because they have watched it too many times, but will become more and more crazy every time.
Zhou Yi watched the two of them separate, Zheng Pian wrapped his arms around Qin Lie's neck, his breathing undulating.
She calmed down for a moment, and then said another word to Qin Lie, a few meters away, Zhou Yi couldn't hear clearly.
However, after Qin Lie listened to the words, he directly hugged her.
After a while, the silver car drove out and sped past him.
Zhou Yi was in no mood to do anything else at all.
He smashed his fist on the trunk of the tree, smashing it several times, and the back of his hand was scraped with a large patch, and the flesh was blurred.
Zhou Yi took a deep breath and walked out with his head down, intending to drive away.
However, he had just driven about two kilometers when he suddenly saw the silver SUV parked on the side of the road.
There were few people and cars on the road, and the car did not turn on its lights, and the body could be seen shaking slightly.
Zhou Yi stepped on the brakes hard, the steering wheel was almost crushed by him, and the wound on the back of his hand kept oozing blood.