"Bipolar Disorder...... Is it bipolar disorder? ”

Lin Youxi nodded slightly, "Do you know about this disease?" ”

"I had a minor in psychology when I was in college, so I knew a little bit about ......," Mei Fang continued, "and patients can change in two different moods: mania and depression......"

While talking about his understanding, Mei Fang thought of Lin Youxi's misfortune over the years, and the strong dissatisfaction with Lin Youxi accumulated all day today quickly disappeared because of sympathy, and his mood became very heavy, and he apologized to Lin Youxi as he spoke:

"I'm sorry...... I didn't even know you were going through all this pain. ”

"What do you have to apologize for, I didn't tell you in the first place."

Lin Youxi, who had a haggard face, smiled at Mei Fang, "Actually, I've been reflecting on it recently, is it because I've put too much pressure on you, you're already very busy with work, and you're still forcing you like that." ”

"Don't say anything like that, I do games like this to realize I'm alive, and-"

Mei Fang saw that Lin Youxi's eyes were closed one by one, looking shaky, and suddenly remembered that she was still feverish, so she urged gently, "Do you want to rest first, seeing that you are very sleepy?" ”

"I'm not just sleepy, I'm hungry......"

Lin Youxi said and checked it with his mobile phone, "I don't remember if I ordered takeout...... Ah, I forgot to place an order. ”

"Don't eat takeout, I'll get you something light and healthy."

Lin Youxi was a little curious when he heard this, "You are so busy with work, you can actually cook by yourself." ”

"I will make a little bit of it myself on the weekends, and eating takeout often is not good for my health."

Mei Fang said and urged Lin Youxi, "Go and lie down, I'll help you get some food, is there anything in the refrigerator at home?" ”

"There shouldn't be anything...... Oh yes, it seems that there are quick-frozen dumplings, and I am quite good at cooking dumplings. ”

"What is there to brag about cooking dumplings!"

Lin Youxi was urged to rest on the bed by Mei Fang, Mei Fang poured a cup of hot water for Lin Youxi and put it on the bedside table, told Lin Youxi to take anti-fever and anti-inflammatory medicine, and then went to check the refrigerator of Lin Youxi's house.

The garlic in the fridge has taken root and sprouted......

Obviously the appearance is quite glamorous, but this house is quite messy.

Alas.

Mei Fang sighed silently.

The slight noise in the kitchen made Lin Youxi, who was lying on the bed, feel inexplicably relieved, and he quickly became tired when lying on the bed.

She had a deep dream, a dream that was far away.

She dreamed that she was back when she was very young, she dreamed that the gentle girl with the double dango head was patiently wiping her nose, and she dreamed that she was jealous and pushed him because of the dangotou girl and the boy who wetted the bed.

It was this push that pushed the head girl and the bedwetting king boy far away, to places she couldn't touch at all, and when she came back to her senses and wanted to chase them, she only felt that they were getting farther and farther away from her, farther and farther away-

Lin Youxi opened his eyes suddenly, startling Mei Fang, who was putting the porridge aside, "I'll go...... Are you so scary when you wake up from sleep? ”

Mei Fang was about to say something more, but when she saw a line of tears slipping from the corners of Lin Youxi's eyes, she was suddenly a little overwhelmed, and hurriedly went to the side to pull out a few tissues and handed them to Lin Youxi.

"Are you having a nightmare......"

Lin Youxi nodded while wiping his tears, "I dreamed of fate." ”

"You really like her......"

Mei Fang said and moved a small stool and sat down on the edge of the bed, "Come, get up and drink porridge, boil some millet porridge, nourish your stomach." When you have a fever, it is better to absorb it by eating a liquid diet. ”

Lin Youxi struggled a few times, but he couldn't get up from the bed.

"It hurts."

"That'...... Do you want me to help you? ”

"Hmm."

Mei Fang made physical contact with the girl for the first time, and her hands were so nervous that she didn't know where to put them, and she kept thinking about how to help Lin Youxi so that she wouldn't trespass.

Seeing that he was looking for an angle to push his innocent appearance, Lin Youxi felt a little funny, and directly grabbed Mei Fang's arm and struggled to get up, Mei Fang suddenly subconsciously supported Lin Youxi's back and helped her up.

"Come on...... Eat it. ”

Mei Fang scooped the porridge and handed it to Lin Youxi, but she didn't mean to catch it at all, but stared at Mei Fang.

Lin Youxi's face was not red and his heart was not beating, but such a close gaze made Mei Fang feel very embarrassed, and he quickly dodged after his eyes met.

"Hey...... You don't want me to feed you, do you? ”

"I don't want to move."

Lin Youxi stared at Mei Fang like this, she seemed to enjoy Mei Fang's distorted and shy expression of the big man.

"Well, it's not good......"

"Then I'd better go to sleep."

Lin Youxi was about to lie down on the bed, and Mei Fang suddenly became anxious:

"Wait, wait!"

Mei Fang sat on the edge of Lin Youxi's bed, feeding Lin Youxi millet porridge spoonful by spoonful, he scooped up a small spoonful and blew it, and then stretched out the spoon to Lin Youxi, Lin Youxi leaned over and swallowed, cute not like an urban white-collar worker.

"Is it delicious?"

Lin Youxi shook his head, "The porridge you made is not as delicious as the porridge taken out by the five-meter porridge shop." ”

“…… So you eat so hard? ”

Lin Youxi said softly: "The last time someone fed me, it should have been when I was in elementary school, my father fed me......"

"I'm going to cry when you say that."

"I don't believe it, I'll see if you cry."

Lin Youxi stared at Mei Fang, "If it doesn't work, I'll make you cry with one punch." ”

"You don't have the strength to serve the bowl, and you still have the strength to hit me, right?"

"You'll find out if you let me try."

Lin Youxi waved his fist to beat Mei Fang, but Mei Fang raised his hand to dodge and accidentally spilled the porridge on his body.

"Scald, hot!"

"Y-You don't matter......"

Lin Youxi smoked a tissue to help Mei Fang wipe it, Mei Fang put the bowl aside, Lin Youxi took his hand, looked at the red mark on his arm, lowered his head, and his voice became subtle:

"Anyone who gets too close to me ends up being unlucky."

Lin Youxi said softly, "You will never contact me again after you are deleted by me, it may be the best for you." ”

"This character sounds quite secondary, I didn't expect that the first grade of our Baimei No. 1 Middle School was such an interesting girl, if only we knew each other in high school."

Lin Youxi smiled at Mei Fang: "So...... Don't you believe it? ”

"I know you want to use the people around you as examples, but I don't think that's the case, those misfortunes are not your fault, they just happened to happen to you, you are by no means the person who is blamed or guilty, but the person who should be distressed."

Mei Fang said softly: "Anyway, I don't believe it. ”

"It's going to be painful to play games with a psychopath like mine."

"It's not that I don't know the mechanism and symptoms of bipolar, so you don't have to persuade me with this."

Mei Fang said seriously, "You finally lit up the soul of the indie game that I was about to extinguish, and now you want to extinguish it by yourself, who do you think you are, this game is not just your dream now, you know?" ”

Facing Mei Fang's words, Lin Youxi suddenly couldn't help laughing, "It's rare to see you strong, it's not easy." ”

"I always feel weird when I say this......

Lin Youxi continued to chat, "Then I'll wait until you can't stand it and then abandon me, although I am very bipolar, I have never had the idea of taking SHENG lightly, and I should not use violence against you, so your personal safety can still be assured." ”

"I won't be able to beat you, haha......"

Mei Fang sat on the edge of Lin Youxi's bed and talked to her a lot, and unconsciously chatted until ten o'clock in the evening, Mei Fang's stomach began to growl.

"Whew...... Patronized and came to you, and forgot to eat dinner. ”

"I can cook you frozen dumplings to eat."

"You just have a good rest, you, I'll take a taxi back directly."

Mei Fang got up and wanted to leave as he spoke, Lin Youxi looked at his back and said, "I remember that your house is far away from here?" ”

"Uh...... I still need it for about 1 hour, and I have to go to work tomorrow. ”

"In that case, don't go back at night, right?"

Lin Youxi propped his hands on the bed, "The time you saved can also accompany me to do game development." ”

"You're really ...... The body is like this, let's rest well today, I'm gone, you go to bed early. ”

Lin Youxi shook his head, "I slept too long during the day, and I can't sleep now." ”

"That'...... Then I want to sleep? I'm so tired today. ”

"I also have a quilt, you can sleep directly on the floor at my house, and you can sleep for a while for two hours back and forth."

“……”

Lin Youxi has been persuading Mei Fang to stay overnight, but Mei Fang always shirks in every possible way, and in the end, Lin Youxi was a little unhappy and asked Mei Fangdao:

"Do you dislike me for being mentally ill?"

"How is that possible! I never said I disliked you. ”

"Then why don't you stay with me for the night?"

"Isn't this afraid that it will spread out and the surrounding impact will be bad......"

"You don't have an object, and I don't have an object, what's the bad impact."

Lin Youxi stared at Mei Fang, "Or ...... Do you have any other sweethearts? ”

"Where's the other guy, what nonsense are you talking about-"

Mei Fang immediately regretted it after answering this, because Lin Youxi was smiling at him.

What, what do you call other sweethearts, hey!

"Okay, okay...... If you're not afraid that I'll eat you, I'll spend the night with you. ”

But Mei Fang also warned Lin Youxi:

"If we don't develop a game today, we can all have a good rest, okay?"

"Okay."

Late at night.

Lin Youxi and Mei Fang were lying on the bed and on the ground, but they still talked a lot about game development before they couldn't hear Lin Youxi's voice.

Mei Fang didn't expect that the first time she lived in a room with a girl would be such an experience.

Lin Youxi has a chaotic and unfortunate past, while Mei Fang is just an ordinary person, and it may not be possible to heal her heartache in her lifetime.

But listening to what happened to her, he couldn't help but feel that he wanted to pity her.

After all, I was just hooked on her......

Mei Fang thought.

He had never had the desire and impulse to share all his energy with one person before.

But if his existence could give Lin Youxi's world a little more warmth and light, he would probably do so without hesitation.

Am I actually a love brain......

Mei Fang felt a little unbelievable about what he had done.

Just when he couldn't sleep with emotion, Lin Youxi on the bed suddenly said a dream word coldly.

"Alfon...... Don't you go...... Don't go, okay......"

A——fang？

Who is this shouting about......

It's not like you're shouting at me, haha.

However, such a powerful female white-collar worker is so weak at home, this contrast not only has a very heartwarming feeling, but also allows Mei Fang to have a deeper understanding of Lin Youxi.

The next day, Mei Fang and Lin Youxi washed up early, brushed their teeth and washed their faces, and then went to work together, they had a fever and sweated all night, today's Lin Youxi's complexion looks much better, where are there any symptoms of mental illness, the two sat on the bus together and chatted, at first glance it did look like a little couple in love.

"From here to the office building, it only takes 3 stops and 12 minutes by bus, and it's too convenient here, I really envy you for having the money to rent such a good house."

"Penguin has a rental subsidy of 8,000, so you don't have to use it in vain."

"Ahhhh Your big factory is too cool! I want to change jobs. ”

"You don't have to go to work, I'll pay you, I'll support you, anyway, I'm fast at the company, and I can develop my own games."

While talking to Mei Fang, Lin Youxi pulled down the strands of hair that were stained on Mei Fang's shoulders, and then said to Mei Fang:

"How so...... Do you want to think about it? ”

"The class is definitely going to be ...... After all, it's not easy for you to make money, and we have to spend a lot of money to hire art outsourcing, which is not a small expense. ”

"But I think you're tired from this commute." Lin Youxi pondered, "You still have 2 hours to waste on commuting every day, it's really incredible." ”

"No way, the poor ghost is like this, the time when you don't go to work is not valuable, anyway, you can make up for sleep in the car, and the rent around the office building is too expensive......"

"Since it's all about saving money, why don't you sell me your time?"

Lin Youxi said to Mei Fang, "Move directly to my house, save 2 hours of commuting time, and I can also calculate the rent cheaply." ”

"Convenient, cheap? How cheap is rent? Mei Fang said with a serious face, "I'm really poor. ”

"You just look at it, and it's okay if you don't give it."

Lin Youxi smiled slightly at Mei Fang, "However, the program I designed has a guarantee mechanism, please know, Mei Da planned - the two hours you saved by commuting with me will be at my disposal from now on, what do you think?" ”

Lin Youxi obviously can't take care of herself alone, and no one even tells her to take medicine on time, whether as a fellow villager or as a friend, Mei Fang hopes to take care of this hard-working girl.

But what is it if I live in it directly...... She didn't say what our relationship is now.

Yes.

That's right.

Shouldn't the boy mention this first?

Poor Mei Fang! He's a single brother from a mother to the next day!

But I missed the opportunity to ask about the relationship.

"If you don't refute, I'll just assume that you agree?"

"Hmm...... After a while, I'll go to the house to pack up and pack my luggage. ”

"Go clean up tonight, I'll accompany you to your house to help you tidy up."

"I'm a suburb, isn't it convenient to go back?"

"It's a big deal to sleep together again, stay at your house for the night, it's not like I haven't slept anyway."

"Just sleeping in the same room, you don't confuse the concept ah you!"

"So what do you want, you want to sleep in my bed, don't you?"

Lin Youxi stared at Mei Fang all the time, making Mei Fang on the bus very embarrassed.

"My ears are red...... You're so cute, too! ”

Lin Youxi also stepped forward to pinch Mei Fang's earlobe as he spoke, but Mei Fang didn't have the strength to resist at all.

"Your helpless expression is like the Ah Fang brother I watched the video before."

"You said that elementary school student with a very good face is right...... I'm so old-fashioned, where am I like that Ah Fang? ”

Lin Youxi smiled and didn't speak, "The name is very similar, this Ah Fang is very kind when he shouts, and he feels nostalgic......"

"No one in my family would give me that nickname."

Mei Fang was complaining here, and at the same time remembered that the name that Lin Youxi shouted in his dream last night was also this.

It's just like the name...... Someone you liked in the past?

But she said she was single......

At the same time that Mei Fang had doubts, Lin Youxi suddenly looked at him on Mei Fang's shoulder.

There was a kind of charming beauty in her dark eyes, Mei Fang was reluctant to look directly but couldn't help but make eye contact with her.

Lin Youxi opened his mouth slightly, and continued to try to practice using the new nickname he had just given Mei Fang-

"Fong?"

"Ah Fang."

"Ah Fang!"

"Alfon ......"

"What the hell is it that you keep yelling!"

Lin Youxi's hearty and lovely giggles kept coming from the bus, and pink cherry blossoms were falling outside the window.

When the wind blows gently, the petals swayed and spread out into the sky, becoming a trace of warmth that dots this cold city.

It will be a long time before I write an IF article next time!