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After Zheng Pianjiao said this, Zheng Rinxu on the other end of the phone was silent for more than ten seconds, and when he spoke again, his voice had become very stern: "What kind of trick did he use?" ”
"It was an accident." Zheng Pianqi retold the matter of Xiao Zuo and Xiao You's leaking mouths and Sansan asking Zhou Yi's identity to Zheng Rinxu, and after Zheng Rinxu listened, he fell silent again.
The last time we talked on the phone, when Zheng Pianqi told him to take Sansan and Xiaozuo Xiaoyou to play together, Zheng Rinxu didn't think that this secret came out of the mouths of two children who were only one year older than Sansan.
Zheng Rin accepted the accident in the fastest time, and then asked Zheng Pianji: "Have you thought about how to deal with it?" ”
"Nope." Speaking of this, Zheng Pian's voice was also a little low, "I'm still too useless." ”
"I've booked a ticket to fly to North City early tomorrow morning." Zheng Rinxu has already made a decision, "I'll talk about it when I arrive." ”
Zheng Pian's eyes were sour, "Brother, thank you." ”
Zheng Rinxu: "Don't think nonsense first, I'm here." ”
Zheng Pianjiao: "Okay, then I'll wait for you." ”
Zheng Pianqi didn't talk too much about this topic with Zheng Rin on the phone, and after hearing that he was coming over, she felt a lot more relieved-
After hanging up the phone, Zheng Pianjiao looked at the sky outside the window and sighed.
She seems to have been unable to get rid of her dependence on Zheng Rinxu for the rest of her life, thinking that she could cope with this matter, but she didn't expect to persist for a night and finally find him.
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Mingyue took Xiao Zuo and Xiao You to stay in Xiangfu Villa for a day, and only left after dinner.
After a day of playing with his two brothers, Sansan was in a much better mood than in the morning, and he finished a whole bowl of rice at dinner.
After Mingyue left with her two children, only Zheng Pianqi and Sansan were left in the Xiangfu Villa.
Zheng Pianqi remembered the silent and depressing atmosphere between the two in the morning, and when he looked at Sansan, he was a little overwhelmed-
Although she is working hard, she still can't get along with Sansan as easily as Zhou Yi, usually when the relationship between the two is harmonious and harmonious, Sansan takes the initiative to stick to her to speak, she can still deal with it, but once there is friction and small awkwardness, Zheng Pianqi doesn't know what to do.
The mother and daughter just did this and stood in the living room, and the atmosphere was very awkward.
In the end, it was Sansan who put the doll in his hand on the sofa, walked over to Zheng Pianjiao, and gently held her hand.
Zheng Pianjiao looked down at the small hand on the back of his hand, his throat was sour, and he wanted to speak, but he couldn't make a sound.
"Mom, let's get along." Sansan raised his head and looked at her, his voice was not high, but his eyes were very earnest and sincere, "I shouldn't have stopped talking to you, aren't you sad?" ”
Zheng Pianjiao was still speechless, her eyes began to sour, she squatted down and hugged her tightly.
The moment she hugged Sansan into her arms, tears burst out of her eyes and fell down like beads with broken threads.
Zheng Pian hugged her very tightly, Sansan was actually a little uncomfortable, but after hearing her low sobbing, Sansan not only struggled, but also raised two arms and hugged her.
"Mom, don't cry, I love you." She said, "Even if I have a father, I love you the most." ”
Zheng Pianqi cried even more after hearing this, she couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in at this time, relieved, moved, blamed, and guilty - compared to Sansan, her "mother" was not mature and stable enough.
In fact, the dispute in the morning was not provoked by Sansan first, it was she and Zhou Yi who were angry and moved to Sansan, Sansan carefully asked her a few times but didn't get an answer, and didn't want to make her angry again, so she was silent during the meal.
And she was even more indignant because of Sansan's silence, and even wondered at the time, she was so good to her, why did she always feel that Zhou Yi was more important than her?
These small emotions are even more ridiculous in front of Sansan's hug.
She is really not a good mother, she thinks she has been working hard, and the results of some time ago have also given her some self-confidence, but as soon as this incident came out, it knocked her back to her original shape.
She still unconsciously wants to compete with Zhou Yi, she hopes that Sansan will always choose her unconditionally, and she also hopes that Sansan only loves her, she knows very well in her heart at the same time that Zhou Yi's personality and way of doing things are more popular with Sansan, and no one can veto his love for Sansan.
She wanted to love more than him, but she didn't know how to love, and this feeling of powerlessness eventually turned into jealousy.
This is not the mindset that a mature person should have.
"I'm sorry." Zheng Pianqi calmed down his emotions, held back his tears and apologized to Sansan, "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't be angry with you." ”
The grievances and entanglements between her and Zhou Yi should not spread to Sansan, "I won't murder you in the future." ”
"We're all wrong, and I accept my mother's apology." Sansan patted her back like a little adult, "Aunt said, Mom is afraid that I love Dad more than this, don't be afraid, I love you more." ”
At this moment, Zheng Pianji's gratitude to Mingyue rose to a new level.
"But Mom, you're holding me so tightly, I'm almost out of breath." Sansan weakly reminded.
When Zheng Pian heard this, she immediately let go of her and lowered her head to check, "I'm sorry, I didn't notice." ”
"It's okay," Sansan raised his hand to wipe the tears on Zheng Pian's face, "Mom, don't cry, I will always be by your side." ”
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Lying in bed at night, Zheng Pianjiao still couldn't sleep.
She lay on her side and looked at Sansan, who was already asleep next to her, and the words she had said when she hugged her downstairs kept echoing in her ears.
Zheng Pianjiao felt ashamed.
Her spiritual core is not even as stable as that of a six-year-old.
Sansan can say so firmly who she loves more, but she always sways repeatedly because of her sense of security.
Some of the wounds seemed to have healed, but in fact, the scars were so fragile that they were bloody.
Sansan's words are actually an indication of attitude.
Zheng Pianqi originally felt that after hearing similar words, he should be able to make the decision not to let her meet Zhou Yi again without any burden.
But now...... She suddenly couldn't bear it.
She doesn't want Sansan to live carefully in order to take care of her emotions, and she, as a mother, shouldn't deprive her of the right to be happy.
And Zhou Yi can give her happiness.
The more Zheng Pianjiao thought about it, the more chaotic it became, she turned over, lay flat on the bed, and watched the ceiling begin to empty.
It's a very difficult decision to make.
Zheng Pianqi had insomnia for two nights in a row, and this fluttering state seemed to return to the stage when he broke up with Zhou Yi.
Sleepless all night after night, like a walking corpse.
Fortunately, the next evening, Zheng Rin arrived.
When Zheng Rinxu appeared with his suitcase in tow, Zheng Pianqian finally found a little sense of relief.
"Daddy! You're here. Sansan ran up and grabbed Zheng Rinxu's hand.