Zheng Rin said this, Zhou Yi didn't know, Zheng Pianjiao was almost a blank sheet of paper in front of him at that time, he almost didn't need to put too much effort into penetrating her thoughts, when she said "I didn't want to marry you", he knew that this was just her rationalization of this relationship, she wanted to make herself look chic.

If she could really be so chic, she wouldn't have repeatedly messed with him because of Rong Yue's affairs - he also knew how to deal with her insecurities and emotions, but he didn't face up to her needs.

Zhou Yi thought of this, and his heart began to feel uncomfortable, he had never had such a strong sense of remorse.

He took a few deep breaths and looked at Zheng Rinxu opposite: "Is it convenient to talk to me about her pregnancy?" ”

Zheng Rinxu: "What do you want to hear?" ”

Zhou Yi: "She told me that she wanted to abort the child at first, but it had been three months at that time. ”

Zheng Rinxu said "um", "If it weren't for her physical condition, I would have let her got." ”

Zhou Yi: "Didn't you notice anything wrong before?" She doesn't have a pregnancy reaction? ”

Zheng Rinxu lifted the corners of his mouth mockingly, "Found? How to find out? ”

"After she came to New York from Hong Kong City, she began to suffer from insomnia, loss of appetite, and lost nearly 20 pounds in two months, and she never had her period again." Recalling that time, Zheng Rinxu's expression became much more serious.

Zhou Yi hadn't heard of this before, and when Zheng Pianqi talked to him about pregnancy, he said it very generally.

But he knew that there must have been a lot of unspeakable and painful things during this period.

"Do you know how we found out she's pregnant?" Zheng Rinxu glanced at Zhou Yi coldly, "It's because I'm going to the psychiatric department to prescribe medicine for her." ”

Zhou Yi's throat was so sore that he couldn't speak, his neck was like being choked, his eyes were a little black, and it was difficult to breathe.

Zheng Rinxu didn't want to tell Zhou Yi about these things before, and even felt that the "condemnation" of him after many years would not work, but now, telling him is obviously a better choice, "It's because she is very thin, so the doctor does not recommend inducing labor, the risk is too high." ”

"She doesn't want this child because it's yours." Zheng Rin said, "Yuemi and I couldn't watch her gamble with her life, so we promised her that the child would be sent away as soon as it was born, and she agreed to stay." ”

Zhou Yi hadn't thought that there would be this episode in the middle before, he thought that Zheng Pianyu had always loved Sansan.

Unconsciously, Zhou Yi's hands had clenched into fists, and his knuckles were almost crushed by his vigorous force.

Zheng Pianji's disgust and hatred for him were even deeper than he imagined.

"Then ...... It's that she can't bear it, right? Zhou Yi didn't know how hard it took to ask this question.

Zheng Rinxu did not give him an answer directly, but said: "When she was pregnant, she committed suicide once and went to the emergency room. ”

"She would abuse herself from time to time, and many times after the prenatal checkup, she would slap herself, can you imagine?" Zheng Rinxu's mood was quite stable, but when he recalled that time, his voice gradually trembled.

It should have been the hardest time of his life - he watched Zheng Pian suffer, torture himself, but could not do anything about it.

"I've tried to kill you several times." Zheng Rinxu looked at Zhou Yi and said this.

Zhou Yi's lips were stretched into a line, his eyes were so red that they seemed to be stained with blood, and tears continued to fall one after another, hitting the table.

What was he doing at that time?

She endured both physical and mental torture and destruction because she left Sansan, and he later thought that she had a child with another man, and even sneered at it.

Zheng Rinxu was right, he really deserved to die.

"When Sansan was born, the adopter had already been contacted, but it was Pianjiao who changed his mind temporarily." Zheng Rinxu said, "After giving birth, her condition worsened, and I listened to the doctor's advice and changed her environment. ”

When Zheng Rinxu just talked about those things during Zheng Pian's pregnancy, Zhou Yi introduced the reason why she didn't stay by Sansan's side in the past few years - he also wanted to slap himself now, and he actually sarcastically mocked her because of this matter.

Zhou Yi raised his hand to cover his eyes, recalling his ridiculous behavior, and his palm soon became wet.

When Zheng Rinxu saw Zhou Yi crying, he didn't have any special feelings, and the tears of repentance were the most meaningless.

"Whatever you want to know, I'll tell you." Zheng Rinxu left this sentence and got up and left the terrace.

Zhou Yi sat in place and did not move, listening to the footsteps in the distance, he put down his hand and looked at the sky opposite.

The sun was about to set, and the afterglow turned the buildings around him golden, but it was as if he had lost the ability to read colors and beauty, only blurred circles and specks in front of him.

——

When Zhou Yi came down from the terrace, Sansan was about to look for him.

"Daddy." Seeing Zhou Yi's figure, Sansan immediately shouted at him.

After Zhou Yi approached, Sansan found that Zhou Yi's eyes were red and swollen, and she couldn't help but show a worried expression: "What's wrong with your eyes?" Have you ever cried? ”

Zheng Pianjiao, who was not far away, also happened to hear this question, and subconsciously glanced in the direction of Zhou Yi.

The distance between the two of them is still relatively far, to say the least two meters, but even so, Zheng Pianqi can still clearly see Zhou Yi's red and swollen eyes - although it is not the first time to see him cry, but this time it seems to be more exaggerated than the previous times.

Zheng Pianqi looked at Zheng Rinxu, and couldn't help but be a little curious about what they had just talked about.

Zheng Rin has been talking for more than half an hour, but Zhou Yi should have just finished crying like this-what can make a person like Zhou Yi cry for so long?

Sansan was very worried about Zhou Yi and kept asking him what happened, but Zhou Yi didn't answer all the questions as usual, and after responding a few words lightly, he left first.

Sansan looked in the direction of the floor-to-ceiling window and pouted.

Zheng Rinxu saw her worries and said with relief: "He'll be fine, don't worry." ”

Sansan: "But he cried so much that his eyes were swollen." ”

She was curious: "What did you say?" Did you scold him? ”

Zheng Rinxu: "Will you cry if I scold you?" ”

Sansan: "......"

Oh yes.

She won't cry after being taught, Zhou Yi is an adult...... It can't be so vulnerable, right?

But why did he cry like that?

——

When Zhou Yi came out of the villa, he had some tinnitus, and he was in a trance all the way while driving.

Fortunately, nothing happened on the way, and I finally arrived home safely.

After returning to the apartment, Zhou Yi walked into the living room barefoot and lay directly on the carpet.

He looked at the ceiling, and the words that Zheng Rin had said echoed in his ears, and those images appeared in front of him, and his heart throbbed for a while.

He regretted, chagrined, and saddened, but none of these emotions helped.

He can never make amends.

She doesn't need him to make it up either.