If Extra: Snow Chapter 5: You Who Are Out of Reach
Approaching September, the day of the official opening of Baimei No. 1 Middle School, Mei Fang and Peng Xue were divided into classes 14 and 22, which were far apart, separated on the third and fifth floors.
In the morning, I was busy with the work of receiving books and meal cards, listening to the conversation of the head teacher with sleepiness, and staying up until noon.
Mei Fang declined the warm invitation of his new table mates to eat with him, and he stayed in the classroom for a while, until Peng Xue appeared on the windowsill and knocked on his window.
"Are you really waiting for me to eat with you?"
Peng Xue smiled and said, "Aren't you afraid that I will patronize and play with my new classmates and abandon you?" β
Mei Fang raised his eyebrows slightly after hearing this: "How can I be fun with new classmates?" β
"Hahahahahaha, your love words are really engaged, you want me to laugh to death!"
Peng Xue kept rubbing Mei Fang's dog's head through the window, "Hurry up and come out for me, there are so many people in No. 1 Middle School, and there are only leftovers to eat in the canteen." β
"Okay, it's all up to you."
Mei Fang accompanied Peng Xue to eat in the cafeteria, and then took some time to walk around No. 1 Middle School with Peng Xue.
Of course, the main purpose is to step on the point.
"This little pavilion feels good and is perfect for dating, but the head of grade will probably focus on it."
"This playground is quite big, and we can come and take a walk between classes in the middle of the evening self-study."
"This one is also beautiful, and I love the scent of flowers here."
"Ah, there's no one in this bamboo forest now."
Peng Xue said and looked at Mei Fang, who was watching the scenery of the bamboo forest, with her hands behind her back, and then stepped forward and threw herself into his arms and made love.
However, because she had just eaten, Peng Xue's affection today was just a simple pout.
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Mei Fang also enjoyed the feeling of intimacy with Peng Xue, and got started with it.
Peng Xue was so ashamed that she hurriedly opened Mei Fang: "Okay, okay, it's obvious that I attacked first...... Why do you have to get up and down? β
"I like to be a hindsight."
Mei Fang pinched Peng Xue's nose, "Moreover, it's fun to tease our Xiaoxue." β
"I always feel ...... Now Alfon is a bit of a Sven scum tendency! β
Peng Xue crossed her waist and snorted, "I originally looked like a bad girl with a flamboyant personality, and it was nothing to do these things; You look like a good student and a good boy, and you are much more open than me in private! β
"Ah, is there such a thing?"
Mei Fang frowned and smiled, "How do I think I'm okay, or ...... Is it Xiaoxue, you can't let go as you imagined? In fact, she is still a very innocent girl. β
"Hmph...... Come less. β
Peng Xue pinched Mei Fang's cheek, "Praise you for a few words and kick your nose in the face, see if I find an opportunity to teach you a good lesson." β
"It's too early to teach you a lesson."
Mei Fang said, "It's better to choose a day than to hit the day, do you plan to go out on a date this weekend?" β
"Come on, of course, you have to come and listen to me play the guitar."
"Can you read music already?"
"I'm not completely ungrounded, my cousin taught me well!"
"But you can't just listen to songs, and you have to bring your homework papers. If you don't do well in science, you have to pay more attention to physics, otherwise it will be even more difficult to keep up in the second year of high school. β
Mei Fang patted Peng Xue's head, Peng Xue snorted and snuggled over, "Okay, okay, since Dad said so, I will definitely remember to take my homework there......"
"Mm-hmm, this is my good daughter!"
"However, I may also study science instead of science, but liberal arts, so that physics will not have to work hard!"
"Your history and politics are a mess, you might as well study science."
"You just want to be in the same class as me in the second year of high school."
"I'm not as sticky as you."
"Do you think I'm more clingy than you!"
The high school course is stressful and fast-paced, and I spend every day in non-stop exams and lectures.
But fortunately, there were a little more holidays in the first year of high school, and Peng Xue could bring her homework out to meet Mei Fang on weekends, and Peng Xue had to say good night to Mei Fang every night before she could sleep peacefully.
Peng Xue, who looks sweet and dresses avant-garde, has no shortage of suitors in the new high school, but because Peng Xue is more straightforward and decisive in rejecting people, she doesn't give the boys a chance to entangle.
Although they are quite wild when they are together, the two will still behave relatively conservatively and restrained in public with people they know.
Of course, they often appear together on the same screen, and with the rumors of classmates who have been promoted to junior high school, the matter of the two talking about the object together has naturally become a tacit secret of the school.
Although there are some rumors of discord, Mei Fang has not been affected, and his grades in high school are still top-notch, although he is not in the experimental class, he can still maintain his grades in the top three of the class and 60 in the grade.
Although Peng Xue's results are not as dazzling as Mei Fang's, after all, with Mei Fang's supervision and guidance, and she is also serious and hard-working, she can be regarded as an excellent student in the class.
After all, in addition to that, she is also trying to learn the guitar.
Every time she went out on a date, Peng Xue would come out with her guitar on her back to find Mei Fang, and the two would order two cups of milk tea in a relatively deserted milk tea shop.
Sometimes Mei Fang listened to Peng Xue play the guitar, sometimes Peng Xue watched Mei Fang play games, and of course most of the time the two of them did their homework together.
Sometimes Peng Xue writes her homework until she falls asleep, the gentle evening breeze gently blows her quiet cheeks, and Mei Fang always can't help but reach forward and brush her smooth hair;
Sometimes Mei Fang carefully explained the understanding of the topic to Peng Xue, like the bloody remnant sun reflecting his clean face, Peng Xue couldn't help but pinch his red cheeks;
Such a hard and beautiful time, the two often stay together all day.
The end of summer and the autumn solstice, the arrival of winter.
Mei Fang maintained the stability of her grades, and in the grade excellence list, Peng Xue could always see that her sweetheart was at the forefront, and she couldn't help but look twice every time she passed by.
Every outstanding pacesetter will leave a life motto that inspires him under his photo.
And the aphorism left by Mei Fang is very interesting - [When the mountains are full of flowers, she laughs in the bushes]
The words written by this great man describe the theme of Yongmei that borrows things as metaphors, and when used as a life motto, it can be understood as praising the beautiful sentiment of plum blossoms that are not arrogant or discouraged, strong and unyielding.
Of course, for Mei Fang, this poem of Mei Xue's dependence naturally hides the agreement and expectation with Peng Xue.
Snow loves plum blossoms, plum loves snow, plum is elegant, snow is clean.
Prime Minister Bai will meet in the phase, and keep the original intention and the festival together.
Snow and plum are always paired in the poems of their predecessors, and they are winter landscapes.
Therefore, winter is a very memorable special season for Mei Fang and Peng Xue.
It is also the day when the two officially got married.
After the torture of the final exam, Peng Xue and Mei Fang could finally relax a little and began to plan their days for the holidays.
This semester they all knew more people in high school, but they were nowhere near as friends.
Their holidays are just too busy.
Busy enough to let go of each other.
Mei Fang's dilapidated bicycle was completely scrapped this winter, and now they can only walk home with their school bags on their backs.
But this is a good thing for Peng Xue.
"Because in that case, shouldn't we be able to talk more on the road! And ......."
Mei Fang writhed in Peng Xue's sticker.
"Talk is talking, don't put your hand in and touch it, it's so icy......"
"You're my boyfriend! I won't put my hand on you......"
Peng Xue leaned at Mei Fang and joked, "Do you want me to let go?" β
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"Hey, what do you mean you don't speak, you really want to do that, pervert."
"I'm thinking about your final exam."
"Oops, there's no way to fail the exam, after all, I can't help but think about writing songs as soon as I get to the end of the semester. Ah Fang, the lyrics you wrote for me last time were really good, and I have to think about how to make the song. β
"I think it's still based on the tune, the text I wrote didn't think too much about the rhythm, if you don't think it's appropriate, you can change it."
"Change? I don't change it, I don't change a word, I want to make every song in the shape of Afang. β
Peng Xue reached out from Mei Fang's body, and then reached into Mei Fang's padded jacket pocket with one hand, and clasped the ten fingers of Mei Fang's hand.
"Ah Fang, I'll discuss something with you."
"Hmm...... You said? β
"That's it...... My mom and dad are going to come back this year. β
Peng Xue said aggrievedly, "In that case, the guitar at home can't be seen by her, my mother is the most opposed to me engaging in music, if she knows that my cousin is doing this, she will definitely smash the guitar." β
"Put the guitar in my house?"
"Well, that's what I mean......"
Peng Xue nodded, "Then I plan to start our money-making plan during the winter vacation, and I'm going to be a street performer." β
"Okay, where are you going to sing?"
"It's good over there in the Cultural Square, there is a lot of traffic during the winter vacation, and my cousin used to set up a stall there to earn her first guitar."
"Isn't it a little closer to your house? The probability of being discovered by your mother is not low. β
Peng Xue: "Hmm...... It's okay too! Baimei County is so big, if you are afraid of being discovered, you can't do anywhere. β
"Okay, when does that start?"
"After the new year, I'll finish my homework at home before then."
"It's not enough to just finish your homework, you have to read the sets of test papers I bought for you, and my mistakes and notes."
"Huh! That's too much...... Xiaoxue is stupid, Xiaoxue still has to learn guitar, Xiaoxue can't see so much......"
Peng Xue snorted and shook Mei Fang's arm and coquettishly at him, Mei Fang listened to Peng Xue's complaints, and said softly, "There are many holidays in the first year of high school, and there is enough time to practice guitar, so there is nothing wrong with learning more." β
"Uh-huh...... I know. β
Peng Xue said and sighed again, "However, what should I do in the second and third years of high school, I feel that I am slowly falling behind, I am a stupid, not as smart as Ah Fang." β
"By the way, I saw a very interesting little poem in the magazine yesterday, and I changed my personal signature to this one in the evening."
"How?"
"Hmm...... I can't say it! You wait! β
Peng Xue said to make Mei Fang stop, Peng Xue breathed hot, and then wrote a paragraph on Mei Fang's hand.
[There is a period for fate and coming, and Mei Xue knows each other]
Peng Xue looked at Mei Fang with a smile, "I feel that this sentence is so emotional, very romantic." β
"Indeed......"
Mei Fang nodded, "However, Mei and Xue always appear in pairs, so it's nothing special. β
"But I think this sentence is the most special, I don't know why...... There was an urge to remember this passage all the time. β
Peng Xue pulled Mei Fang and said, "Do you think I want to get a tattoo?" β
Mei Fang frowned slightly when he heard this, "What are tattoos for, I don't like them." When the teacher found out, he dropped out of school. β
"Ahh......h
Peng Xue muttered and shook Mei Fang's arm, "Why don't you tattoo a word like this, I will tattoo a plum blossom or the word 'square', and you will tattoo a 'snow' word or a snowflake, what do you think?" β
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In the face of Peng Xue's request, Mei Fang just shook his head slightly, "I don't like tattoos, I don't feel good." β
"Hmm...... That's a good horn, it's really embarrassing to be discovered......"
Seeing Mei Fang so insisting, Peng Xue also dispelled the idea of getting a tattoo.
The winter was relatively warm, and there was no sign of snow in the early years.
When it was the beginning of the year, Peng Xue and Mei Fang met in the Cultural Square.
Mei Fang brought a guitar and a cardboard made for Peng Xue, on which was written in very cute meow and emojis:
[Folk singer Michelle makes her debut! ] γ
[Thank you for your support]
Peng Xue saw that the board was not tightened immediately.
"This feels like selling yourself to bury your father, hahahaha, it's so funny!"
Mei Fang frowned when he heard this, "Your father heard you say this, so he can't beat you to death?" β
"Hmph, I only have one father, Ah Fang, and it doesn't matter if I offend you."
Peng Xue rubbed her nose, and then said with a smile: "That coward who didn't dare to fart in front of my old witch, I didn't recognize him as a father......"
"Hoo ......"
At this time, Mei Fang happened to be helping Peng Xueli with her scarf, and noticed the red scratches on Peng Xue's neck, and her voice was very soft: "Quarreled with your mother again?" β
"Normally, we have to quarrel once every two or three days, and she doesn't feel good about me, and burns several of my clothes while I'm not there, and says I'm a shameless......"
Peng Xue said lightly about the hardships of her original family, and Mei Fang couldn't help but hug her tightly.
"How can a mother say that about her daughter's ......"
"Before I was born by my mother, I guess I thought the same way as you."
Peng Xue hugged Mei Fang in her arms for a long time, eager to make love with Mei Fang.
And Mei Fang also knew that Peng Xue was in need of care today, so she was more active than usual.
"Okay, Ah Fang's energy is absorbed, I'm going to work hard to earn money!"
Peng Xue rubbed her cheeks, and then cheered herself up again.
Looking at Mei Fang's gaze, his eyes were blazing.
"Ah Fang, listen to me, I won't buy beautiful clothes anymore in the last two or three years, I want to save a lot of money, I want to save a lot of money."
"I'm going to get out of that place sooner."
"Stay up, and you'll be free when you go to college."
Mei Fang said softly, "Let's take a test in a far away city together, and then you won't have to see them again......"
"Hmm!"
Peng Xue nodded vigorously, but there was a complicated sense of sadness in her eyes.
University......
In the days leading up to the Chinese New Year, Peng Xue was accompanied by Mei Fang every day to play and sing the guitar on the streets of the Cultural Square.
In the beginning, it will be some very well-known pop songs.
When there were more people, she began to try to sing some niche ballads.
There will also be some original songs composed by himself and lyrics by Mei Fang in the middle of these songs.
Gradually, Peng Xue went from being ignored at the beginning, to having passers-by stop by three or two, and then to the first reward given by passers-by.
In this step-by-step process, Peng Xue was sincerely happy to be recognized.
On the way home, she kept counting the money repeatedly to confirm the tip she had earned.
"I earned more than fifty yuan on the first day today! It feels like a great start! β
"Uh-huh...... After all, our little snowman is sweet and sweet. β
"This is still due to our lyricist Ah Fang!"
Peng Xue said and stuffed all the money into Mei Fang's pocket.
"Hmm...... What do you do for me with the money you earn yourself. β
"It's not convenient for me to save money at home, and then it's ...... I'm not restrained in spending money, so you can save it for me. β
Peng Xue said with a smile, "If I want to run far away one day, you will give me the money." β
"You feel like you're ready to leave me."
Mei Fang smiled and said, "When you save enough money, you will abandon me even ......"
"Hahahaha, how could that be!"
Peng Xue patted Mei Fang's back vigorously, "Our father is really insecure hahaha, I think I'd better get a tattoo, the kind that can't be washed off, so that you can understand that I will never leave you." β
"Then I don't want to."
Mei Fang said, "I just like you the way you are now." β
Serious and hard-working.
Have a pair of clear eyes.
Falling in love with someone is not afraid to give your life.
There was no snow this winter.
It's obviously warm.
The haze of dark clouds has not been dispersed.
After a year, Mei Fang never saw Peng Xue.
There has been no response to the message sent on the mobile phone.
When it was time for school to start, he saw Peng Xue on the way to school.
As if expecting Mei Fang to come to her, Peng Xue pounced directly when she saw Mei Fang.
It's a long, long hug.
Mei Fang could hear Peng Xue's sobbing in her arms.
He could only caress her gently.
But Peng Xue didn't stop crying.
"My grandmother is gone, Fong."
"I don't have a grandma anymore......"
"I said I was going to take her to happiness."
"Now no one in the family cares about me."
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Grandma is the only person in Peng Xue's family who will defend her.
Now that grandma is gone, she must have had a hard time at home.
"My phone was also confiscated by my mother."
Peng Xue rubbed her eyes, tried to support her tired smile, and said to Mei Fang, "That's why I have been ignoring you, I'm sorry." β
"Well, that's okay."
"My mother heard that I was singing outside, and she didn't let me go out because I was ashamed."
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Mei Fang hugged Peng Xue tighter.
"Can I talk to Auntie?" He asked Peng Xue softly.
Peng Xue suddenly lost her temper when she heard this.
"What do you have to talk to her, don't go!"
Peng Xue held Mei Fang's cheek, "Don't go to her." β
Her voice suddenly became humble.
"I'm afraid that when you see her, you won't like me anymore......"
ββ¦β¦ Good. β
Mei Fang promised Peng Xue, "I won't look for her." β
Since the beginning of the second semester, the happy smile on Peng Xue's face has decreased a lot.
Sundays are less on holiday, and there are only a handful of opportunities to come out and meet.
But when she meets Mei Fang together and goes out to sing as a street performer, she will still cheer up and show her best state to Mei Fang and everyone who will stop to listen to her singing.
She thought it would last a long time.
At least until you graduate from high school.
But such a dream was shattered before it even lasted until the end of the semester of the first year of high school.
Shattered on a cloudy and cloudy day.
Seeing is a day when it is going to rain.
The pedestrians on the road walked in a hurry, and Peng Xue played for almost an hour without a single dollar income.
Mei Fang was holding a notebook to memorize words on the side, while watching Peng Xue put away the guitar, and showed a helpless smile at him:
"There are still too few people in Baimei County, and it feels like there is no one at all on holidays."
"There are only so many people in this county, there is no way to ......"
Mei Fang smiled at Peng Xue, "By the way, the results of the last monthly exam-"
"Ahhh Don't talk about exams! I know I did badly......"
Peng Xue said aggrievedly, "The main reason is that I didn't sleep well after a fight with my mother the night before the exam, otherwise I wouldn't be like that......"
"I think it would be better if you applied to live on campus with the school, Xiaoxue?"
"Hmm...... She would never have agreed. β
Peng Xue scratched her head and grinned, "It's a waste for me to spend an extra penny at home, that's what she said." β
"And the money you deposited with meβ"
"That's my dream fund, I don't want to waste it on it!"
Peng Xue was protesting to Mei Fang with her fist, but after her eyes focused on Mei Fang's back, her face suddenly changed, she hurriedly stuffed the guitar to Mei Fang, and then pushed him away.
It was as if he was desperate to push him away.
"Let's go, Ah Fang, let's go...... Hurry up! β
At this time, Mei Fang didn't realize what was happening, Peng Xue rushed up with an arrow step, and pushed and shoved the middle-aged woman who was walking towards her.
Mei Fang immediately realized that this was Peng Xue's mother.
Rude, brutal, and saying nasty things to their daughter.
She was followed by a man, but without many words.
He just stood aside and tried to pull the mother and daughter apart, trying to persuade the two not to be embarrassed on the street.
Peng Xue's mother immediately became angry when she heard this: "Say I'm embarrassed? Your daughter is singing on the street, isn't she losing the face of your old Peng family? β
"I'm not going to be surnamed Peng! I said can you die far away, don't care what I do! β
Probably because she saw that Mei Fang didn't leave, Peng Xue forced herself to maintain restraint, and her pretty face turned red, for fear that her sweetheart would see her embarrassed appearance.
"I know what kind of ghost music I do every day, and I learned from your cousin to do such a useless and wasteful thing, and I learned it badly outside! I knew that I shouldn't have let you go to any high school, so I might as well go to Pengcheng with your uncle to work! At this time, you can send money to your family, you-"
The middle-aged woman grabbed Peng Xue's collar and said that she was about to slap down, but Mei Fang did not leave at this time, but rushed up to grab the other party and stopped the slap from falling on Peng Xue's face.
"Auntie, please don't do this...... Xiaoxue is pursuing her dreams, she-"
"Dreams? She didn't have money to earn any dreams, she thought she was a rich lady, and she played music for rich people, and she didn't know what was going on at home? β
"And you...... Your name is Mei Fang, right? I have also inquired about your family's situation, as far as your family is poor, how much money did your father lose in business? Do you dare to learn from rich children and soak my daughter? β
Peng Xue's mother said that she was angry, and her face became more and more hideous:
"I know you have good grades, what's the use of your good grades, you don't work for people after graduating from college! It's not worth a single hair in a big city! I'll tell you, I've told the head teacher about you, and I'll see what kind of face you have in the futureβ"
Syllable!
Peng Xue, who couldn't stand her mother humiliating her sweetheart in front of her, slapped her hard.
His eyes were full of endless hatred for his biological mother.
And this slap finally became the fuse for the complete break between mother and daughter.
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The details of this memory, which he absolutely did not want to recall, were already blurred in Mei Fang's mind.
After that, he never saw Peng Xue at school again.
The messages that were sent were never responded to.
Even if it was standing in front of her house for a long, long time.
When the summer vacation was approaching, Mei Fang finally received a message from Peng Xue.
She asked him to meet him at his favorite park.
Mei Fang came with a guitar on his back.
When she saw Peng Xue again, she was no longer like before, and she would hug Mei Fang Tie as soon as she met.
She just greeted Mei Fang shyly.
"Ah, long time no see."
Peng Xue still had a bandage wrapped around her forehead.
As soon as Mei Fang wanted to speak, Peng Xue interrupted him.
"By the way, I didn't say I'm sorry last time......"
"I'm really sorry for you, really ......"
Peng Xue's eyes turned red as she spoke, and her voice choked.
"It's fine."
"It's fine."
Mei Fang reached forward and stroked Peng Xue's face.
Peng Xue did not refuse.
Mei Fang took another step forward and hugged her.
After clarifying Mei Fang's distress for himself.
Only then did she tremble and hug Mei Fang.
Burst into tears.
I don't know how long I cried before Peng Xue began to rest.
Mei Fang helped her wipe her tears.
"You should be able to understand me, Fong."
"Hmm."
"I can't wait that long. College is too long, and my life is too hard...... In addition to meeting you. β
"So I'm going to leave here, leave here forever and ever, and never come back......"
"But, have you figured out where to go?"
"Rongcheng, go to my cousin. My cousin bought me a ticket. β
Peng Xue sobbed and said, "Their band is missing someone, and I can just make up for it." β
"Hmm."
Mei Fang nodded slightly, "I know that you made this decision after careful consideration, so I will support you." β
"Thank you."
Mei Fang handed the guitar to Peng Xue.
Then he handed her a tin box.
Peng Xue opened the box, which contained her dream fund.
In addition to a lot of change, there is also a stack of red tickets pressed underneath.
"Hey, Alfon...... Have I saved that much money...... Did you stuff money in? β
"Hmm."
Mei Fang nodded, "Can't you?" β
Peng Xue rubbed her eyes and shook her head.
"I can't ask for your money, absolutely not."
"It's me who I'm sorry for you."
Mei Fang took a deep breath, and then looked at Peng Xue.
"So, you have to do another thing besides getting out of here."
"You're going to break up with me, aren't you?"
Peng Xue hesitated for a long time without answering, and finally bit her lip and nodded lightly.
"It's better for us to break up."
"Okay."
Mei Fang agreed, just like the two of them had already thought about this result.
"So...... The money is still-"
"You can keep it."
Mei Fang said softly, "There's only so much I can do for you. β
Peng Xue struggled for a while, and finally decided to accept Mei Fang's wishes.
"But if we have a chance to say goodbye...... When I can be independent, I will give it back to you. β
"Repay you with a lifetime."
Peng Xue said seriously, "I will always wait for you until the day we meet again." β
"Or ...... It's better not to wait for me. β
Mei Fang said softly, "I still have many years to graduate, I can't give anything, I can't promise anything." β
Peng Xue shook her head desperately, "I don't want you to give me anything, and I don't want your promises, I just want to wait for you, it's my business." β
"And, you told me not to wait for you...... So, what about you? β
Peng Xue asked, "Will you wait for me?" β
Mei Fang shook his head, "I'm not sure...... Because it feels like it's a distant thing. β
Out of reach.
The chapter has been deleted, but seeing this passage is the final version, tomorrow the snow will be the final chapter, not sweet! Rain Chapter Preview!
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