"Arthur, I didn't force you to stay with me, the choice is yours, if you don't accept yourself like this, you can change your lifestyle, such as leaving me, it's your freedom." Zhou Ruo patted his face, "Don't try to change me, you can't do it." ”

"You know I'm not going to leave to say that." He Xianmo remembered her chat history with Gu Yu again.

"Perhaps." Zhou Ruo didn't refute, she smiled faintly, "Think about it yourself, good girl, I have to go to eat first, I have to get an injection the day after tomorrow, I can't go hungry." ”

He Xianmo actually didn't want to let her go, but when he heard her say "injection", his reason came back a little and he let go.

Before Zhou Ruo turned to leave, he glanced at He Xianmo and said to him, "Calm down and remember to eat." ”

Then, she stepped on her high heels and left, without looking back.

He Xianmo looked at her back, his chest was jammed, angry and helpless, and every vein was full of anger and unwillingness - she did it on purpose, giving him a few slaps and rewarding him with sweetness, hooking him to continue to put down his dignity and be a licking dog for her.

She spoke nicely, respected him, accepted him away, and gave him the freedom to choose...... In fact, she didn't give it to him at all, she trapped him here with a casual word, if she hadn't read the chat records between her and Gu Yu, He Xianmo could still comfort herself and say that she was unconscious, but after reading those things, he couldn't brainwash himself anymore.

Zhou Ruo is conscious, she is destroying his bottom line little by little, disintegrating his insistence, making him repeatedly give in, let go of his dignity, and completely become her licking dog, plaything, and finally can't get rid of it, and willingly offer everything for her.

And she has obviously succeeded for the most part, he has accepted to have children with her in test tubes, not to disturb the child's life, and has also accepted not to be a boyfriend and girlfriend, let her send ...... But did she really give him anything?

A few days ago, immersed in the joy of being "accepted" by her, He Xianmo didn't have time to think about this problem, but now that he thinks about it seriously, he can't say what Zhou Ruo gave him - is the "sweetness" on the night of sperm donation?

That's just the way she used to manipulate him.

She just said that she would let him other women, heh- she thought he was a loyal dog, and wouldn't betray him?

Then he would have done the opposite.

——

After meeting him once at the company on Monday, He Xianmo did not contact Zhou Ruo until Tuesday night.

Zhou Ruo said to give him time to think, he hasn't been in touch for a long time this day, maybe he hasn't thought it through - Zhou Ruo also thought about what he said at the time afterwards, in fact, there are a few sentences that are not appropriate.

For example, when He Xianmo asked her, "Do you think I am only worthy of being your licking dog", she should not say, "You are not?" ”

In fact, she clearly knew that he was talking angrily at that time, and what he wanted to hear was not this answer, but at that time she was also affected by his emotions, and she was a little speechless.

This kind of talk really hurts self-esteem, especially for people like He Xianmo - he is arrogant in his bones, and his willingness to accept staying by her side in such a mode is itself a "sacrifice" and compromise, he probably doesn't even look down on his own behavior, so the lethality of her words will be several times greater.

Zhou Ruo didn't know how He Xianmo was thinking, but she felt that she should apologize.

Zhou Ruo doesn't love face so much, and after doing something wrong, she is happy to apologize, and she will not feel that this is a shameful behavior.

After taking a shower at night, Zhou Ruo picked up his mobile phone and sent WeChat to He Xianmo.

Zhou Ruo: [Yesterday you asked me the question of licking the dog, I shouldn't have answered like that, it hurt your self-esteem, I apologize to you. 】

Zhou Ruo: [I know you have struggled a lot to make these decisions, I ignored your feelings, I'm sorry. 】

Zhou Ruo's apology was sincere.

But after she sent it, He Xianmo didn't reply for a long time.

Zhou Ruo guessed that he might still be awkward and angry, so he didn't continue to look for him, anyway, she had already apologized, and He Xianmo would look for her again after he calmed down.

I have to go for an injection tomorrow, Zhou Ruo blew his hair and fell asleep.

……

After sleeping all night, when she woke up the next morning to take her mobile phone, Zhou Ruo habitually opened WeChat, but she still didn't see He Xianmo's reply, she pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled.

Okay, it seems that the words of the day before yesterday really hurt him, go to the hospital today to find him after the injection, and admit his mistake in person.

Zhou Ruo felt that judging from He Xianmo's performance of not replying to WeChat messages at night, He Xianmo should not be waiting for her in the hospital basement today as he had agreed before.

Zhou Ruo drove to the hospital with this idea, so she didn't care much about the surrounding conditions after she drove to the basement.

When he parked the car and unfastened his seat belt, Zhou Ruo suddenly heard someone knocking on the window.

As soon as she looked up, she saw He Xianmo standing outside through the car glass.

Zhou Ruo smiled in surprise, picked up his bag and got out of the car, walked to He Xianmo's side and grabbed his arm.

He Xianmo's body stiffened for two seconds, looked down at the hand she put up, and said nothing.

It's still awkward, but I can't rest assured, so I still came.

Zhou Ruo felt very cute when he looked at him like this, so he leaned closer and kissed him on the ear, "I'm sorry." ”

He Xianmo still didn't speak.

Zhou Ruo poked his earlobe, "Forgive me." ”

He Xianmo said without warmth: "No." ”

He was really fed up with her hot and cold, and instead of making him happy, her apology made him even angrier—he felt that she didn't really apologize at all, just to give him a little licking and then hook him back to be a licking dog.

What's even more infuriating is that he is so unlucky, even if he knows her routine, he will still be fooled.

Even if she didn't apologize, he would still come and wait for her today, and he couldn't bear to see her go for an injection alone.

"You didn't forgive me for waiting for me?" Zhou Ruo sighed, "Okay, I'll believe you if you say it." ”

He Xianmo directly didn't take this stubble, brushed her hand away and said, "Don't delay the time, go for the injection." ”

Zhou Ruo knew that his awkward strength would not get better for a while, so he didn't bother with him, and followed him into the elevator.

The time for the injection had been scheduled in advance, and when Zhou Ruo and He Xianmo came over, David was almost ready.

It was David's assistant physician who gave Zhou Ruo the injection, and after a short conversation, Zhou Ruo followed the assistant physician to the back processing room.

"Family members" were not allowed to accompany the injections, and He Xianmo was isolated outside.

He watched the door close, then turned to David at his desk and asked him, "Do you have an estimate of how many injections she needs?" ”

David: "The average is about five needles, Dara has a better physique, maybe three injections, it depends on the development of follicles." ”

He Xianmo: "Will she be very uncomfortable?" ”

David: "There must be side effects, I told her about them in advance. ”

David changed his words, looked at He Xianmo's worried expression, and couldn't help but gossip, "Eh, Arthur, you and Dara ......"

"Nothing." He Xianmo didn't give him a chance to finish asking, and coldly threw out this sentence.