CHAPTER XXXI
When I woke up again, I felt a splitting headache. I looked out the window and saw that it was already dark. Through the reflection of the glass, I saw my own vague figure. There are no signs of head injury...... I am convinced that the headache comes from the side effects of the medication. I vaguely remember the first time I woke up, I was almost crazy with emotion. Because my heart-rending crying seriously affected the peace of the observation room, several nurse sisters forced me and injected me with an injection in the arm. When I woke up the second time, I felt that I had no energy and could not even speak a complete sentence. In the middle of my drowsiness, I faintly heard the voices of the police uncles who were guarding outside the curtain.
"It's not drunk driving, it's brake failure."
"Didn't you check it out before you got out of the car?"
"Uh...... Not a failure, to be exact. "Sigh...... "The driver's four-year-old child was sitting in the passenger seat, his toy rolled under the brake pedal, the driver didn't pay attention, and it was too late to step on the brake."
"I see...... So he had to bend down to pick it up before he could hit the brakes......"
"That girl is miserable...... Hey......"
"Fortunately, there were not many pedestrians and vehicles on the road at that time, otherwise I am afraid that it would have caused a bigger accident......
What do you mean it's okay? What is a bigger accident? It was Xingyuan who was bumped into, my best friend! Isn't that painful enough? I tried my best to get up, but at the last moment I couldn't do it and fell out of bed.
"What's wrong?" Hearing a loud "bang", the two police uncles hurriedly rushed in. "Doctor, come on, the patient has fainted!"
I lay on the cold floor, unable to move, my eyes burning with hot tears. I'm not dizzy! I want to see Xingyuan! Let me meet her! I screamed desperately in my heart.
"How are you feeling when you wake up?"
In a trance, I heard someone talking to me and moved my gaze back to the bed. It turned out to be a nurse sister.
"I ......" I was surprised by the hoarse voice I made and didn't continue.
"Family, come and pour her a glass of water." The nurse smiled at me knowingly, turned and called out the curtain.
"It's coming!" My mother lifted the curtain with one hand and walked towards me anxiously.
After two large glasses of water, my thirsty throat finally returned to normal, just because I had been crying for too long and was still speaking with a somewhat nasal voice.
"Mom, where's Xingyuan? I'm going to see her. I rubbed my red and swollen eyes and choked.
"See what to see...... Hurry up and grab a bite to eat and go home. At this moment, my father walked in with a bag of bread and milk.
"I want to see her!" I suddenly felt aggrieved and tears welled up in my eyes. "I want to know what happened to her! Please, let me go and see her, even if it's just for a look! ”
"Shut up! What to shout! Do you want to stay here? My father raised his hand and almost slapped me in the face.
"Hit!" I struggled to sit up straight, glared back at him unyieldingly, and shouted, "As long as you let me go to her, you can fight!" ”
"Okay! It's a long time! Dare to talk back! Father slowly lowered his hand, and his momentum was significantly weaker. If you don't want to go home, stay here. No one cares about you anyway! ”
"Trouble to be quiet! This is the hospital! At this time, the nurse sister came in through the curtain and reprimanded her severely.
"Look what you look like now!" The father threw the bag on the bed and left without looking back.
The mother leaned over to pick up the bread that had fallen from the bag to the ground and sighed helplessly. "Aren't you afraid that your dad will really lock the door and won't let you in?"
Apart from threats, apart from strong tactics, what other tricks do you have? I glanced at my father's departure, filled with disdain and indignation.
Seeing that I was silent, my mother sighed again. "Xingyuan, she ...... She was picked up by her family...... Don't be willful......"
I turned to her in surprise and stammered, "But...... She was hit by a large truck...... How can you ...... "Could it be that Xingyuan was only slightly injured?" But that big pool of blood......
My mother handed me a carton of milk with a straw on it and shook her head silently.
Did she know something she didn't want to say, or did she not know anything? I gulped down the milk as I examined my mother's expression. Then, I was convinced, she didn't know anything.
I walked behind my mother in a trance, and several times I almost tripped and fell to the ground. My mother gave me a reproachful look, but somehow I couldn't concentrate. Just as we were paying at the toll office, Fang Cai's nurse sister came to us with a doctor. At that time, my mind was in a mess, and I only remembered a few words about what the doctor said, such as stress disorder and psychotherapy. As for the mother, she just shook her head, and didn't seem to agree with the doctor's words.
"I don't think there's any need to make such a fuss...... "Mother smiled stiffly.
"Well, if she needs someone to talk to, she can contact our department." With that, the doctor handed over a business card.
"Thank you! I'm sorry to cause you trouble today! My mother took the card, nodded to them hurriedly, and then pulled me out of the hospital as fast as she could.
By the time we got home, it was past one o'clock in the morning. Fortunately, I was accompanied by my mother, otherwise I would have been scared to walk alone on the silent and dark streets. At that time, I was still in a state of mental disability, and the only thing I remembered in my heart was to contact Xingyuan as soon as possible. I didn't dare to call her, for fear of disturbing her to rest, and for fear that my parents would take my phone away in anger. When they weren't looking, I secretly sent her a few messages, but I didn't get a reply from her until I went to bed.
That night, I held my phone tightly in my hand and didn't let go for a moment, for fear that I would miss Xingyuan's news. Even though I had been lying in the hospital for a long time, I still felt exhausted. Still, I couldn't sleep as I lay in bed, because as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw the black shadow rushing towards me, and then the blood began to spread, and the balls of red yarn rolled in front of my eyes......
I was awakened by a series of nightmares and realized that I had fallen asleep in a daze. I thought it was my phone vibrating, but later I found out that it was my hand shaking. Sweat mixed with tears soaked clothes and pillowcases, clammy and sticky, extremely uncomfortable. I struggled to get up and glanced at the clock, it was only three o'clock, but I was already sleepy.
Sit and wait, wait until dawn, Xingyuan will definitely reply to me...... I muttered to myself with tears in my eyes.