Chapter 55
I've struggled countless times with whether or not to change my choice, such as applying for a school in the same city as my first choice. After much thought, it ended with me forcing myself to dispel this idea. If Jing Yehang filled in the application first, and I happened to apply for a school in the same city, it would be reasonable. However, if I change my wish after learning about his volunteer, it will inevitably make people suspicious, and even laugh at me for being too unambitious. Of course, there is no guarantee that he will be admitted to his mother's alma mater, after all, the admission score of that school is really staggering. As long as he was admitted to another choice, I might have studied in the same place as him. However, this is not what I would like. If I had a choice, I would rather be separated from him than miss out on the opportunity to study at the school of his choice. Probably only the most sincere friendship can make people so forbearant and selfless...... Thinking of this, I can't help but be touched by my own strength.
For prospective high school juniors, the only option for holidays is to review, and the May Day holiday is no exception. Knowing this, I plan to go to the night voyage every day to avoid my parents' sight. Jing Yehang readily agreed to my request, and revealed that he had two free tickets to the Ferris wheel in his hand, and as long as I behaved well enough these days, he would not consider taking me with him. The Ferris wheel in the amusement park is big enough and tall enough, and the lights on it are bright enough that you can see it gorgeously even at night and far away. It is the only Ferris wheel in the city, and it is the dream of every child who grows up in the city. I remember when I was a child, I also longed for the view of the city from the top of the Ferris wheel. It's a pity that whenever I propose to go to an amusement park, my parents always reprimand me for being a plaything. In fact, I knew in my heart that they refused to take me to the amusement park because they were reluctant to spend their precious rest time and their hard-earned money on something they thought was extremely meaningless, boring, and useless. The amusement park is free to open to the public, but there is a fee for each attraction in it. When I was a child, I didn't have money or an adult to accompany me, so I never got on the Ferris wheel as I wanted, and when I grew up, I was often shy in my pocket, and I had to deal with things that were more important than riding the Ferris wheel, so I was never willing to spend money on buying tickets. The thought of finally having the opportunity to fulfill my childhood dream kept me awake at night. I know that no matter if I behave well enough or not, Jing Yehang will not go without my ...... I quietly rummaged through the wardrobe, hoping to find a decent outfit to wear to that dreamy amusement park. Although it turned out to be futile to find something that never existed, it didn't dampen my excitement in the slightest.
The night before May Day, I sorted out the materials for the cram school that He Xinyi gave me overnight, and I was full of joy and planned to take them to Jing Yehang tomorrow. At that time, I was expecting that Jing Yehang would smile happily when he saw these materials, and maybe praise me a few words, but I didn't think about making a copy of it for myself. After all, these materials also helped me improve my grades and even help me get into the school of my choice. At that time, I firmly believed that the reason why I would be wholeheartedly good to him was just to repay his friendship.
With the arrival of early summer, the weather gets hot. I came to Jing Yehang's study with a heavy amount of information, and found that he had changed into an off-white sports suit, which looked a little refreshing.
"What good things did you bring me? It's too polite......" Jing Yehang greeted him with a smile and took the big bag in my arms.
"Make sure you like it!" I squeezed my sore arm and said triumphantly.
"Huh? A pile of paper? Jing Yehang glanced into the bag and muttered with a flat mouth.
"You can take it out and take a look!" I rushed over in a hurry, grabbed a stack of materials inside, and raised it in front of his eyes.
"Review materials?"
"How about the internal revision materials for the cram class?" I watched Jing Yehang with expectant eyes, waiting for his praise.
"Who is He Xinyi?" Jing Yehang asked, pointing to the name in the lower right corner of the cover.
"Ah......" I was stunned and replied, "Yes...... It's a classmate I just met...... "If I have to, I don't want him to know that the deal between me and He Xinyi is not a glorious deal."
"Which class is it?"
"A class of ...... Why are you curious about this? I glared at him and asked with a humble heart.
"No...... I'm just ......" Jing Yehang hesitated for a while, and didn't continue.
"Do you know He Xinyi?" For fear that Jing Yehang would continue to delve into my relationship with He Xinyi, I decided to turn defense into offense, and put on an aggressive look. I don't care if Jing Yehang knows He Xinyi, I don't want Jing Yehang to be more serious.
"You misunderstood...... I hadn't even heard her name, so how could I know her! Jing Yehang replied in a panic.
"Really?" I looked at him suspiciously, and saw that he was getting more and more helpless and restless, but I thought it was funny. "I believe you......"
"Thank you for believing in me." Jing Yehang breathed a sigh of relief and showed a knowing smile. "I won't live up to your trust."
Listening to his words, I was deeply moved, but I couldn't help but feel a little guilty. He treats me with sincerity, and I should not deceive him...... But concealment is not the same as deception, and doesn't he have many secrets that he has not told me? I looked gloomily at Jing Yehang, who was particularly attentive, and felt inexplicably sad.
I thought a five-day vacation was just a longer weekend. Spending weekends in the study of the night sail has long been a habit for me. To my surprise, the length of time does have some subtle effects, and five days is not the same as two days after all.
Since there is only one copy of the review material, we occasionally need to swap copies in our hands. Other than that, it's business as usual. The strange thing is that I don't know when I started to care about Jing Yehang's every move for no reason. When he leaned over to look for information, I found that his body exuded the scent of shower gel, faint, sweet, mixed with a warm scent, which made my heart throb for a while. When he folded the documents in front of me, I noticed that his fingers were slender and well-defined. When he explained the topic to me, I noticed that his nose was straight, his lips were rosy, and he looked a little handsome.
Perhaps sensing that I was absent-minded, Jing Yehang asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
"Uh...... What did you just say? "I didn't really hear him, but more importantly I wanted to hear him a little longer. I knew he had a good voice, but I never realized as clearly as I did now that I enjoyed listening to him.
"Let's go out for a walk......" Before Jing Yehang could finish speaking, I stood up and rushed out of the room. The reason why I fled so anxiously was not because I was dissatisfied with Jing Yehang, but because I knew that if I didn't get away from him quickly, I was afraid that I would no longer be able to hide my flushed face and overflowing feelings.