Chapter Ninety-Three
I thought I could finish everything calmly, but I couldn't hold back my tears when Xingyuan's name was mentioned.
Tang Xin listened patiently, rarely revealing a deep gaze. "No wonder you always look sullen, it turns out that you have so many things hidden in your heart...... Why don't you tell me? Even if I can't help much, at least I can make you complain. ”
I was silent for a long time before I decided to confess to Tang Xin: "I don't dare to tell you because I'm afraid that after you know, you will also think that I killed Xingyuan...... I'm afraid you'll look down on me and ignore me again......" My voice choked again.
"How could I possibly think that!" Tang Xin glared at me in shock and anger.
I shook my head dejectedly and muttered, "I've lost my ...... because of this So I didn't dare to risk it anymore...... He found out and left without saying anything...... Didn't even give me a chance to explain......"
"Who are you talking about?"
"Forget it, it doesn't matter anymore......" I smiled bitterly, but my heart tingled.
Tang Xin held my hand tightly and rarely didn't ask any questions. In this way, for the first time, I was relieved of the burden in my heart and felt an indescribable relief.
Since I learned that I didn't need to blame myself for Xingyuan's death, I finally got rid of the entanglement of nightmares and remorse, and tried to resume contact with Mei Fangxun and Dong Yiling with a normal heart. Since I promised Fang Zheng to keep the investigation confidential, I only mentioned to them about the reunion with Fang Zheng and Xu Yinyao. To my surprise, Dong Yiling showed great interest in this. Not only did she listen intently to me, but she would ask questions from time to time, even the smallest details. Finally, my lengthy narrative finally satisfied Dong Yiling's curiosity, but the topic did not end there.
"Fang Zheng actually became a traffic policeman, so handsome... However, Xu Yinyao is more powerful, and cardiac surgery sounds very profound... Chihiro, you say, don't you? Dong Yiling looked at Mei Fangxun expectantly, as if she was anxious to get her approval.
"yes, it's amazing... And you and Yin Ran, everyone's career development is so good... It's just me... Alas..."Mei Fangxun smiled faintly, with a hint of helplessness in her eyes.
"Aren't you fine now? You know, it's an enviable thing to be able to do what you love! Dong Yiling pouted and said indignantly.
"I know I've been lucky... But it would be better if I could make a little achievement..."Mei Fangxun gently patted the top of Dong Yiling's head and replied softly.
"Work requires precipitation... Anyway, there's no hurry... Anything else can be taken to take the initiative. After speaking, Dong Yiling glanced at us.
"What?" I asked, confused.
"It's just... You see, our two old classmates are so good, and they are still single..."Dong Yiling glanced at me and said hesitantly.
"Are you—" I snorted meaningfully.
"Of course not! I have a boyfriend! Besides, I also have self-knowledge, how can people take a fancy to me..."Dong Yiling blushed and waved her hand again and again.
"Oh? Who is your boyfriend? Why don't you introduce us to each other? I gently pushed Dong Yiling and smiled ambiguously.
"He works in the sales department... I'll take you to meet him another day... Okay, let's get down to business, I think you can get in touch with them a lot, maybe you'll find a good fit after chatting? ”
"Thank you for your concern, but I'm as self-aware as you are...", I replied bliantly.
"But they're so nice to you... It can't even be a chance..."
"They're just... It can't be anyway..."
Just as I was thinking about how to explain it, Mei Fangxun took over the topic. "Their conditions are really good, but feelings are a very complex issue, and there are so many factors to consider... I think it's better to let it be..."After speaking, Mei Fang glanced at me faintly.
I immediately turned white, she and I have the same idea - in our minds, Xu Yinyao can only be friends forever.
Although I don't plan to have further development with them, this does not prevent me from occasionally asking Mei Fangxun and Dong Yiling to go to Xu Yinyao's café with them for a small gathering. I thought that my life would always be so peaceful and smooth for the rest of my life, and I didn't want the person I didn't want to face would appear in front of me again.