The wind blew in through the unclosed windows, sweeping away the temperature in the living room, and the curtains rattled with it.

The wine in his hand seemed to be a little colder, and Laiyang lit a cigarette, but Yuan Sheng's eyes fell on the silver lighter.

After a few seconds, she smiled, raised the bottle and took a big sip, the yellow wine falling down her pointed chin, and after she wiped it off, her eyes began to become resolute.

"You know what? After the show, I went home that night only to find that I lost the key, I couldn't get in, I had to call the landlord to ask for a spare key, where he lived is four kilometers away from here, I couldn't get a taxi that night, Aru he was afraid that the landlord would sleep, so he ran over to get the key, and then ran back...... Eight. kilometers he took less than twenty minutes and when he came back......"

Yuan Sheng paused and took a deep breath: "His whole person is like rain, and sweat is falling down from his face in a line...... From that moment on, I suddenly realized that I seemed to like him. ”

The corners of Laiyang's mouth opened slightly, looking at her.

In the past, he participated in sprint races when he was in college, and one kilometer is considered qualified for ordinary people to run in three minutes and forty seconds, and professional athletes can run in two and a half minutes.

According to what Yuan Shengda said, Na Aru is basically in a state of hurricane.

If you don't have burning love for someone, you can't do such a thing.

Laiyang didn't know what to say, so he asked rhetorically after taking a sip of wine; "So...... You're touched? Went out for a night of wine with him last night? ”

"Laiyang...... You know what came to my mind? Before, when we used to go to Huashan, I was thirsty halfway through, you ...... You ran up the hill like a fool, and after ten minutes you ran down and bought me a bottle of water, and then I walked with you for forty-seven minutes......"

Yuan Shengda seemed to be a little drunk, her face turned red, and her chest rose and fell violently.

"Laiyang...... I'm sorry, I've liked you. ”

“……”

I have thought about our future countless times before, and I thought like a fool that you would confess to me, I waited for that day, and waited for a long, long time, but in the end, after you went to college, I waited for the news that you were with Gu Qian. ”

Yuan Sheng burst into tears, she wiped it away, but the tears continued to overflow.

"The thing I regret the most in my life is that I didn't go to school well in high school, I couldn't be admitted to Shaanxi University of Science and Technology, I couldn't be in the same school with you, when I heard that you were with Gu Qian, I ...... Cut off the long hair and slowly start to alienate you, four years of college were the time when we had the least contact from childhood to adulthood because ...... I want to forget you! ”

The cigarette had already burned to the end, and a little spark burned on Laiyang's fingertips, and he sent his hand painfully, letting the cigarette butt fall.

What Yuan Shengda said, he didn't feel it.

At that time, his energy was all on Gu Qian, and he also thought that Yuan Shengda had a new friend, so he ......

"Later, when I graduated, I contacted you again, and you said that you were doing a talk show in Shanghai, and asked me if I wanted to come...... Me, I...... I thought about it for two days and one night, and I knew that coming to Shanghai meant that I had to see you together every day, and it would drive me crazy, but...... But in the end I came, because ...... I want to see you, even if it's as a small person...... Oh, only the identity of Fa Xiao, that's enough. ”

Yuan Sheng drank the wine in his hand, and then slammed it to the ground and glared at Laiyang fiercely.

"I admit to losing to Gu Qian, because she is with you in college, but ...... What about tranquility? …… She just appeared out of nowhere, and then she took everything from you, and I asked me countless times...... What the hell did I do wrong, why did I do so much and you don't feel it, and she just stood there...... You, you're completely in love with her...... Why? ”

Laiyang wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be pinched by a big hand, making him lose his voice.

“…… Laiyang, let me tell you, I don't like talk shows at all, I don't like it at all, and I don't like to stand on the stage and force a smile, the reason why I do this is just because you like it, and I want to be what you like...... However, until one day I saw the crockpot for cooking soup in your room, I thought you were for me, and I waited for a long time before I finally realized that you were cooking for Tranquility. At that moment, I felt like the sky was falling. ”

Yuan Sheng slapped his head with both hands, and said heartbreakingly: "The only person I care about in this city is ...... Only care about another woman, you know...... Know... How heartbroken am I? So from that moment on, I told myself that I... It's time to give up ......"

Laiyang thought about it, that night she took the initiative to become friends with Tian Jing, and when she returned to the community that night, she also talked about her childhood.

She said that she used to be full of imagination, fantasizing that there was a flying saucer in space and a dragon hidden, but now she doesn't.

It turns out that the phrase stands for ...... Childhood illusions are completely shattered.

Not only herself, but also her.

But what Laiyang didn't expect was that Yuan Shengda said that he didn't like talk shows...... He never thought of that.

Yuan Sheng covered his face with his big hands, buried his head in his lap and whimpered.

Such a picture of a man and a woman crying is presented in the room like this, and Laiyang's heart seems to be pressed by a bluestone slab, which is particularly depressing!

After a long time, Yuan Shengda took a deep breath and looked up, her hair mixed with tears, sticking to her cheeks and the corners of her mouth, she bit her lip, her voice trembled.

"Right...... I'm sorry, Laiyang, I shouldn't have said that...... I'm now... Completely relieved, just when I came to dinner the night before, I found that you had changed... Don't have low self-esteem like before, when you were competing with Yubos, I saw a ...... The new you, you are also starting to become more atmospheric and confident, but ......"

Yuan Sheng cried again, her heart was repeatedly entangled in control and release, abandonment and unwillingness.

This entanglement is like a chain, tightly strangling her neck, making her suffocate a little more and tighten a little when she breathes......

"But this change ...... I didn't bring it to you, and Gu Qian didn't have it, only tranquility made you change, so I ...... It's really, really knowing! I asked Aru to drink, and I wanted to give myself to him while I was drunk, so that I would never think about you again, but...... I can't do it, because my mind is full of you when I'm drunk, and I regret why I didn't confess to you when Gu Qian just broke up with you, I thought you would take the initiative to tell me one day, and I would ...... I will always be with you, I don't want a house, I don't want a car, I don't want anything, I don't want a bride price, I will go wherever you go? When we don't have money, we talk about a talk show on the street, and when you have money, you take me to have a good meal, just like when you took me to eat Pizza Hut in junior high school, that's enough...... That's all I want, that's it......"

The night permeated the whole of Shanghai.

In this brightly lit city that never sleeps, a heart that has not bloomed and is already full of devastation flows out endless whimpering, whimpering into fire, and also burning another ice heart.