Chapter 184: Emotional Breakdown
Li Dian said that he would not go to the theater tonight, and let Laiyang keep an eye on it, and by the way, think about what to do in the future?
Laiyang's mood when he left was indescribable, everyone was asking for a future for themselves, but who should they go to for their own future?
Back in the theater, only Aru and Chizakura are hosting tonight, and Beard also sent a message saying that something can't come.
There are very few people who will participate in the open mic.
Laiyang knows in his heart that most of the newcomers who are interested in talk shows now will basically go to other labels, and only a small number of old viewers may want to practice jokes here.
Alu said hello to Laiyang, he seemed to be in a good mood, he shouldn't know about Yuan Shengda.
Originally, Laiyang wanted to ask Aru how his business was recently, but his butt was not hot on the stool yet, and his mother called.
Walking out of the door of the theater, Laiyang lit a cigarette and connected it.
"Hey, Mom? What's wrong? ”
"Hey~ Mom has nothing to do, I just miss my son, I want to talk to you for a while."
This sentence is so simple that it can't be simpler to care, but it makes Laiyang, a big man, a little emotionally collapsed in an instant.
He suddenly remembered that when he was a child in a chemical factory, he would run with his schoolbag every day after school, and shout loudly, "Mom!" I am back! ”
At that time, my mother was still very healthy and young.
When I was out of school, the factory had just finished work, and my mother would come out of the back factory with a group of aunts, and when she saw herself, she would smile and open her hands and call her name.
When she runs into her mother's arms, her gentle arms will hug her tightly, and the aunts next to her will laugh and say that this child is really clingy, and she will become a little man in the future, what should she do if she is so sticky to her mother?
Every time I hear this, I will always be a little shy and put my head into my mother's arms and make a babbling sound.
Mother smiled, and everyone laughed......
About 20 years have passed since that time.
An aunt who had a good relationship with her mother at the time died of cancer three years ago.
Life is really like a white horse, fleeting.
After coming back to his senses, Laiyang asked his mother if she had eaten? Will this be at rest?
"After eating, I'll be home alone, your dad works the night shift and hasn't come back yet."
Laiyang sighed and asked her how she has been doing in all aspects of her body recently, and whether she has gone to sing with the group?
"I sing less now, I'm older, and no one listens to singing, it's just a hobby."
"Hey~ Mom, you could sing the best in our factory back then, I still remember Uncle Yang who can play the erhu, his erhu can't play well every time, which affects your performance, and now it should be quite powerful."
"He is now holding his grandson at home all day long, how can he have time to pull the erhu."
“…… Oh well. ”
Laiyang was a little speechless, and after a few seconds, his mother's voice came.
"By the way, you give your mother an account, with Qingqing, are you two really hopeless?"
"Mom...... Didn't I tell you everything, we just had a small relationship, I really don't have any other thoughts, didn't my second mother tell you something? ”
The mother sighed and said no, and her voice became lost.
"So what are your plans for the future? Have you been staying in Shanghai? ”
Laiyang suddenly felt like a fish in his throat.
He didn't know how to answer this question, although his parents never said anything, but of course they hoped that he could return to Xi'an for development, because his home is in Xi'an and his roots are in Xi'an.
This time, Yuan Shengda's incident can be regarded as a wake-up call for Laiyang.
As he was silent, his mother sighed again.
This is the second time she sighs tonight.
She had never been like this before, her mother was a very strong woman, Laiyang didn't know what was wrong with her tonight?
"You're not young anymore, let's not talk about where you live, let's talk about getting married, you really have to think about it, while my father and I are still strong, I can still take care of the children for you, if it takes a few more years, we will really be powerless."
“…… Well. ”
"Mom is not urging you, life is a flick of a finger, it is very short, you have to think about what you want first, when you want it, in order to plan your life, otherwise you suddenly find that the time has passed, it is too late to say anything, if that is the case, Mom will feel that this life is a special failure, a special failure......"
Lai Yang's eyes were red, and he couldn't say anything except to say um.
This sentence in his mother's mouth was particularly unsuccessful, which made Laiyang so depressed that he couldn't breathe.
In this mood, the mother hung up the phone after a few more pleasantries.
Laiyang sat on a bench at the entrance of the theater, lost his soul for a long time, and he looked at his hands, which would be reflected orange by the street lamp next to him.
In the midst of the orange and yellow, he remembered that when he first came to Shanghai, Gu Qian picked up a withered yellow plane leaf and asked himself if it was a plane tree leaf?
She also has to make a bet with herself, and the bet is herself.
In a distraction, the mobile phone vibrated on the bench, and Laiyang picked it up and looked at it, showing that it was WeChat sent by Hu Xuan, a college classmate.
But after he unlocked and opened the page, the picture that appeared made Laiyang's eyes tremble!
This is a photo of Gu Qian and another man at the wedding scene, she is wearing the wedding dress she once dreamed of, very pure and beautiful.
Another man in a suit was kneeling down on one knee and putting on a diamond ring for her love......
Because the shooting distance was a bit far, Lai Yang couldn't see Gu Qian's expression clearly, but at this moment, he suddenly reacted to why his mother would say these words to him tonight.
It must have been that she heard that the woman who had been with her son for many years was married to another person.
Hu Xuan only sent a picture and didn't say anything, and Laiyang didn't reply to anything.
He felt that he had ...... in recent years Utterly defeated!
After the opening microphone ended, Laiyang took a taxi and returned to the community in a daze, returning to the house where he used to live with Gu Qian.
With heavy footsteps, Laiyang took out the key to open the door, but when the door opened, his whole person suddenly froze!
The room is brightly lit, the corners are clean and tidy, the floor is not mopped, and the garbage bags in the living room are also renewed.
And just when he was stunned, Yuan Sheng's big head poked out of the kitchen, and after a loud sound, he walked quickly with his long legs, pushing Laiyang to the kitchen.
"Lai scolds you dogs! I just made a hot bowl of tofu brain and you're back? Taste it, this is specially brought by my sister from Xi'an, just this bowl of tofu brain, it took nearly a thousand kilometers to reach your house. ”
Yuan Sheng pushed Laiyang into the kitchen, and when Laiyang saw the bowl of white jade-like steaming tofu brains on the kitchen counter, all emotions reached their peak in an instant.
"Come, open your mouth."
Yuan Shengda scooped a spoon and handed it to Laiyang's mouth, looking at him with big watery eyes.
Lai Yang's trembling mouth opened slightly, and he swallowed the hot tofu brain.
Subsequently...... He couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed out of his eyes.
Yuan Sheng pinched the spoon and looked at him with complicated eyes.
"Your uncle, I took the trouble to bring it with my old nose, and I made you cry nauseously!?"