Chapter 237: I'm going crazy
On the bustling streets, Laiyang is like a marionette, walking mechanically.
The road is bustling with pedestrians, including white-collar workers waiting for the bus, young couples holding hands with each other, and parents taking their children out for a walk.
Especially when a pair of young parents walked past Laiyang with their children in their arms, he suddenly felt that the whole world was collapsing.
Li Rouhe said that Yubo sent Tianjing back to the villa, but that night, they had sex after getting drunk.
Since the image of tranquility and his lingering image appeared in Laiyang's mind, he imagined that her clothes were unbuttoned, her hair was messy, and her eyes were misty......
These images are like a sharp knife, slashing his heart piece by piece!
Laiyang was so painful that his hands and feet were numb, and the base of his tongue was sour, which was exactly the same as when Gu Qian cheated!
Even, more intense, more painful.
He couldn't walk anymore, so he sat on the ground and called Li Rouhe and asked if Tian Jing was in the company?
Li Rouhe said that she didn't go to the company all day, and she probably won't go tomorrow, because the work has already been explained to herself.
"Why did she do this to me?" , Laiyang suddenly roared: "Why! ”
"You...... What's wrong with you Laiyang? Have you finished meeting Mr. Yu? ”
Laiyang's eyes turned red instantly, he propped one hand on the ground, the dust stuck to the palm of his hand along the sweat, he didn't care, he breathed heavily, the corners of his mouth opened and closed, and the saliva was drawn.
"Can you tell me where she lives? I really...... I'm really going crazy. ”
“…… What the hell is going on? I really can't say Mr. Tian...... I can't say, don't force me. ”
"Okay, I won't force you, now she won't answer my call...... Just tell me how I can find her? ”
Li Rouhe paused for a while before he breathed.
"Go to Pudong Airport at five o'clock tomorrow afternoon, the old chairman is leaving, I will drive, Mr. Tian will definitely send it too, do you want to wait for the old chairman to leave, and then pretend to pick up the airport or something, meet by chance?"
"Okay! I'll be there tomorrow at five o'clock. ”
"Hey, remember to pretend it's a chance encounter, don't embarrass me......"
"Got it."
After spitting out the last three words with difficulty, Laiyang hung up the phone.
He never thought that one day, it would be so difficult for him and Tian Jing to meet, and this meeting, will it be the last time they meet?
The indifference that Tian Jing has shown in the past two days is also making herself adapt in advance.
Cool your heart down first, and then find a chance to meet yourself and completely cut off all contact?
Is that so?
Laiyang smashed his fist on the ground, and a burst of pain hit him, but these pains were nothing compared to the brokenness of his heart.
October hasn't arrived yet, is the story of himself and tranquility about to come to an end completely?
I've been waiting for so long, and I've finally waited for such an ending?
How can I accept this!
Lai Yang lay on his back on the ground, tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, there was not a single star in the night sky tonight, only the bottomless black sky.
After a while, a kind passer-by came to ask him if he needed help, Laiyang was so painful that he couldn't speak, but seeing that there were more and more onlookers, he could only get up and leave.
……
This night, Laiyang had a dream.
In the dream, he came to the door of a church again, and when he pushed the door open and entered, countless guests turned their heads to look.
Laiyang's eyes passed through the crowd and saw the tranquility of a wedding dress in the front, and the groom beside her was Yubo.
Just as he was about to run forward to stop the wedding, he saw Yubo take out a child from the baby stroller next to him, and then smile at himself......
Call~
He woke up from his dream and breathed heavily.
At this time, the night was deep, and the visibility in the room was very low, he shivered and breathed for a while, and reached out to touch his forehead, a dense layer of sweat.
Laiyang felt like he was going crazy.
The depth of the night made him miss tranquility to the extreme, and he wanted to call her to tell her how painful he was, how inseparable he was from her!
But after these thoughts were generated, the picture of the child in the dream was like a spell, sealing his hand so that he could not make a call.
In the extreme pull of pain, Laiyang cried again.
……
Early the next morning, the ticket was already issued at the studio.
Everyone in the theater went to the theater to set up, adjust the microphones and spotlights.
Chizakura also made a poster introduction for each person's appearance, which can be played on the big screen during the performance.
Everyone is looking forward to this performance, but only Laiyang is the only one who sits in the last row of the theater with big black eyes and a bearded face, watching everyone busy with their work.
After adjusting the microphone, Li Dian walked up the ladder and sat next to Laiyang.
"Everyone asked me to come over and ask you, did you quarrel with Mr. Tian again?"
Laiyang looked at him with a smile, and said with his Adam's apple moving: "This time it's not a quarrel, it's that we may really be over." ”
"Why do you say that?"
Laiyang swiped his hands heavily across his face, and then briefly said Yubo's words, and told Li Dian that until now, Tian Jing had not returned a single phone call or message.
Li clicked his finger on the switch button of the microphone, up and down, and looked up after a few seconds.
"Do you think what he said is true? I don't believe it anyway. ”
"But she did deliberately avoid me, maybe she didn't think about how to tell me, and the more this happened, the more it proved to be true?"
Li Dian didn't refute this, but leaned back in his chair and looked at the people under the big screen who were fiddling with the microphone stand and the standing headlights.
"Whether it's true or not, I'll go to her in the afternoon, and I'll know the answer then." Lai Yang said again.
"If it's true, you...... You're not going to do anything out of the ordinary, are you? ”
"What do you mean?"
As she was chatting about this, Xu Mo walked in from outside the door of the theater, she carried a bag of drinks, and handed them to everyone under the screen one by one.
After Lai Yang saw her, he sighed again: "What's wrong with you and Xu Mo?" I find you weird too. ”
Li Dian stopped flapping the switch, looked at the audience and froze for a few seconds, and suddenly sighed.
"I'm not going to kid myself anymore, I don't like her and I'm going to break up recently."
Laiyang gasped: "Don't like it? So, why did you spend time with people in the first place? ”
"Thank you."
"Thanks?"
"Well, because she was with me when I was in pain, out of gratitude, I agreed to be together at the time, but now it seems that she is deceiving herself."
Li Dian took off his glasses, and a trace of pain rose on his expression.
Lai Yang's expression was extremely shocked, and he asked after a while.
"What are you suffering for? And also...... Why did you say the same as what Tian Jing said, she said that she was good to me because she was grateful, and I said what you said...... I'm starting to wonder if she has any love for me. ”
"I don't know what Mr. Tian thinks, but Laiyang, after this incident, I can understand that if love makes you feel extremely painful, then it's really better not to."
Li Dian patted Laiyang on the shoulder, got up and said, "And thanks, it will never become love, no matter how painful you are, it will be useless." ”