Chapter 248: Fire (1)

This is not the result that Laiyang wants to hear!

He thought that Tian Jing was here to reunite, but he didn't expect it to be completely separated.

Looking at the crystal ball on the table and the oil painting of her and her mother on the beach, Laiyang's heart twitched violently.

He had already regretted it and wanted to keep it, but there was an invisible force that choked his throat.

Moreover, he knew that once Tian Jing said the next words, they would really disperse between them.

"You want to say it now, but I don't want to hear it!"

Lai Yang was angry and continued: "Also, what did you mean when you just said that you lost? ”

Tian Jing wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and a trace of pain rose in her expression.

"Laiyang, the first time you and I met you, we really changed a lot and became optimistic...... Tough, but you're still very impulsive about feelings, which makes people feel very... Unstable, I've thought about helping you change slowly, I want to wait for you to get better, and then ......"

Tian Jing suppressed the words behind her, her eyes that had just dried were moist again, and she brushed away the hair that was sticking to her cheeks and continued.

"But...... I only now understand that there are some things that cannot be changed, so I said I lost. ”

“……”

The sunlight reflected behind her, and Lai Yang's eyes narrowed slightly, but in this light, Lai Yang suddenly understood a lot.

It turns out that what Tian Jing once said about having the ability to keep the people around her does not mean career success, but inner growth.

She saw with her own eyes that after she broke up with Gu Qian, she wrapped herself like a hedgehog, becoming irritable and inferior.

She wants to change that......

Laiyang's palms clenched unconsciously, and he thought that Tian Jing had no sense of security about her relationship because her parents were divorced, which was what she hoped would change.

And after she really wanted to do it, did she decide to be with herself?

He's completely figured it out now, but it's too late!

Lai Yang took a heavy breath, looked up at the blue sky, and let the tears that almost burst out of his eyes flow back.

After a while, he sighed and bowed his head and said, "You came to me just to give me something back?" ”

"Thank you for taking care of me before, Laiyang, I'm leaving......"

As soon as Tian Jing's body stood up, Lai Yang slapped the table: "The things have already been given to you, you don't want to throw them away!" Don't give it to me! ”

"Then you throw it."

"Then I'll break this crystal ball too, it's useless!"

Lai Yang held up the crystal ball, his expression becoming hideous.

Tian Jing had stopped crying, her eyes flashed with disappointment, and then she picked up the houndstooth handbag on the table and said lightly.

"Whatever."

After the words fell, she walked towards the door with her long legs, and Laiyang was like a stone man, her hands fixed in the air.

When she just walked to the door, Jiaqi's voice suddenly came.

"Sister, are you leaving?"

At this time, Laiyang didn't look back, only listened to the conversation through his ears.

When Tian Jing said that he was leaving, Li Liangxin said that there were no flights today, why don't you leave tomorrow?

"Yes, sister, it's still the tourist season, Zhoushan is small, and the hotels are basically booked, why don't you stay here for one night, and we'll send you away tomorrow?"

Laiyang is basically sure that Li Liangxin and Jiaqigang have been eavesdropping at the door, and now they want to help themselves keep her.

But Tian Jing was already disappointed in herself, so what was the point of doing this?

"Laiyang, you talk, the bad people are also coming to you, the nearby hotel is really full, will you stay here at night?"

Li Liangxin's words made Laiyang turn his head, looking at the quiet and slender back, Laiyang swallowed like a blade, and said.

"Stay one night, I'll take you to the airport tomorrow."

After thinking quietly for a while, he looked up and said to Li Liangxin and Jiaqi, "It's troublesome."

"Don't bother, let's go, sister, I'll take you to my room."

Jiaqi smiled and pulled Tian Jing into the house, Li Liangxin then walked over and took the crystal ball from his hand, and carried the painting in his hand.

"Some things are easy to break, easy to throw away, but it's hard to get them back and restore them. I'll take these for you first, so calm down. ”

……

The night came without any expectations.

When the street lamps of the joints are lit up in yellow, the whole city looks even more lonely, like a brightly colored seven-star ladybug.

Whoever thinks that the dream is beautiful, whose soul becomes more and more lonely.

Laiyang wandered the streets for some unknown amount of time before he got into a folk tavern, which was small and had few customers.

The boss said he could smoke, so he sat in the corner and drank wine, sipping out unspeakable torment.

At the thought of returning to Shanghai quietly tomorrow, Laiyang's heart was like a knife.

But now between myself and her, it is not something that can be solved with an apology.

At this time, the owner of the bar hugged his guitar, sat down on the small stage of the bar, tuned the strings, and sang in an old and sad voice.

Lai Yang had no intention of listening to it, but when his first lyrics came out, he deeply absorbed Lai Yang's heart.

"Pick up the pen and want to write down some fragments about you, those memories are like yesterday's moon, broken on the water~ and it is difficult for me to remember your face completely."

"I still remember that time~ You slammed the door late at night, I rode out and followed you four streets~ People thought I was a hooligan, do you know~"

This lyric reminded Laiyang of his first low blood sugar, and after waking up, he was at Tianjing's house, and he didn't leave that night, and he really looked like a hooligan.

And then the moment the power went out, her panicked and charming expression came to mind at this time.

When I thought that she would have nothing to do with herself in the future, I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

Laiyang's whirling tears finally fell, he raised his wine glass, and all the yellow and clear wine poured into his throat, and then, the song lingered again.

"The garden road echoes with us~ fierce quarrels, the moon on the twelfth floor, and those ordinary vows, and I can't let go of it is not because ~ I didn't meet a better person, but I met but I wasn't blind~"

"I don't want to experience that kind of torture that I can't afford to pay, in addition to being able to give my life for you, what else can I do for you, in addition to giving you freedom, what else can I give you~"

Laiyang had already burst into tears, and the last lyrics made him unable to stay any longer.

So after settling the payment, he disappeared into the night.

……

Walking on the way back to the house, Laiyang's head was a little dizzy.

Stepping on a patch of yellow light, he felt as if his memories had been cut into countless pieces, messed up and thrown under his feet, making it impossible for him to distinguish between what was real and what was fictional.

In the mess, he even wondered, has there really been a picturesque woman like Tian Jing in his life?

This thought was suddenly interrupted by a phone call, which was made by Li Liangxin.

Laiyang glanced at the road, and there was only one corner left from his house, so he connected it unhurriedly.

As a result, the screams from the other end almost tore Laiyang's eardrums.

"Laiyang! There's a fire in the house, and your girlfriend is still inside and hasn't come out! !! ”

When Laiyang heard this, he was not nervous at first, but was stunned, and then felt untrustworthy and vain.

But it wasn't until his wobbling eyes looked around the corner again that he saw the bubbling black smoke in the faint light......