The glow sticks emitted a faint red light, reflecting Laiyang's face in three dimensions, the protruding bridge of the nose was rendered by light and shadow, and the deep eye sockets were hidden in the shadows.

Sister Wei seemed to be drinking, and there was a sound of cups touching each other on the phone, but she didn't say a word until Laiyang fed her several times, and then asked drunkenly.

"Why do you think it's Mr. Tian?"

"It must be her, I seemed to see her that night, actually... I don't know if it's a dream or not, we seem to be ......."

"Huh? What else are you doing? Sister Wei's voice was a little charming.

"Kissed."

There was laughter on the other end of the line, and she took another sip of her wine and grunted.

"You think it's her just by dreaming? Laiyang, did you drink too? ”

"Sister! Can you not go around with me? I received news that Yun Bin was going to sell a piece of real estate in Xi'an a while ago, which was near the TV Tower, so it must have been her that night, why didn't you tell me when you saw it? ”

"Laiyang."

Sister Wei put away her frivolous tone just now: "If you drink, then I will tease you, and if you are very sober, then I will tell you clearly...... Someone quarreled with me that night, but unfortunately, it wasn't Mr. Tian, I didn't see her. ”

"Impossible!"

"How could it not be? Think about it, with what you know about her, will she quarrel with someone on the road? ”

“……”

Sister Wei's words really made Lai Yang unable to refute, indeed, Tian Jing is the kind of person who is calmer the more in a crisis, but ......

"Hey~"

Sister Wei sighed, let out a few more grunts, smacked her lips and said, "I met your girlfriend that night, oh no, it's your ex-girlfriend." It was the one who stayed in the same room with you that night in Zhoushan, and you said it was your girlfriend at the time, what was it called... Yuan Shengda, yes, it's her. ”

Laiyang's mouth opened unconsciously, and he couldn't close it, as if a hammer had been smashed into his chest.

"She didn't know where she came out of that night, and thought I was a bar girl, and she was going to do something with you. But it was me who made it clear that it was me and figured out what was going on, so it wasn't so fried, and then she carried you into the hotel, wiped your face and vomit on your body, sat for a while and left...... Well, if you don't believe it, if you don't feel ashamed, you can ask her. ”

These words were like the tide rushing ashore, pushing out the shellfish shells in the lake, sweeping away the cigarette butts and sparks on the shore, and the excitement of Laiyang just now was like a doused cigarette butt, wilting.

He didn't tell Sister Wei that Yuan Qing had left, and everything that night could not be forged.

There is nothing to talk about here, Laiyang persuaded Sister Wei to drink less wine, he smiled, and said that there is wine today and drunk today, which made Laiyang happy, sad to take a plane to Chengdu, she asked for a drink.

……

As soon as the phone hung up, Laiyang saw that Li Dian had made several missed calls, and after dialing it, Li Dian went straight to the point, he said that Yunlu couldn't be contacted, and everyone in the club tried it again, but they were all blocked.

Laiyang didn't plan to smoke anymore, but at this time, he frowned and lit one again, and "hissed".

"She won't do anything stupid, she also kowtowed to her second father a few times when she left, I will be very empty!"

There was also the sound of a lighter from Li Dian's side, and after more than ten seconds, he let out a long sigh: "No, I think it may be that Aunt Yuan just left, and she felt guilty about leaving her uncle alone for the New Year, so she did that." ”

"Are you sure?"

"You should be more sure of Laiyang than me, don't forget that she is Yuan Shengda, the strongest woman I have ever met, I firmly believe that she will not mess around, maybe she will suddenly come back one sunny afternoon, giggling and smiling at us, everything is like it didn't happen."

Lai Yang even had such a picture in his mind, but then, he deeply admired Li Dian.

"Dude, seriously...... I was convinced of you, I thought you would be mad, even so sad that you would cry. But I didn't expect you to be as calm as ever. Do you want to change your name, don't call Li Dian, call Li Dan? Maybe the bad luck will be gone after changing the name. ”

A wry smile came from the other end of the phone, and then he said.

"You can't see me, how do you know I'm not crying? I, I'm just used to it, just too many times sad, disappointed, hopeless, used to it. In fact, love is unreasonable, moving is not love, in the end, only you move yourself. When I left Xi'an, I fantasized that she would stay, and when she left Xi'an, I also fantasized that she would look for me, but the result was ...... I was mentally prepared, so... Acceptable. I just suddenly didn't know what to do, where to go in the future. ”

Lai Yang chewed the last two sentences repeatedly, his mood was the same as Li Dian, after making sure that night was not quiet, he didn't know what to do in the future, where to go, what to pursue?

Looking up, Laiyang vaguely saw a floodlit buoy floating on the water, which rose and fell on the water like duckweed, and it was also like his own life with the flow.

Li Dianhe said that he hung up the phone slowly, Laiyang also extinguished the smoke, got up and walked around the waterfront to the end of the buoy, after walking about one or two hundred meters, he found that there was a slope road, which led straight to the most edge of the water, and to his consternation, in the middle of winter, in this semi-hidden edge area, there were actually more than a dozen anglers.

They were old and young, but the youngest was about the same as Laiyang, just sitting quietly by the water, the moonlight draped over everyone's shoulders like a tulle, and they wore headphones to listen to songs and fish, so comfortable.

Laiyang's heart was healed by this scene, he sat on the grassroots behind the gang, and took out a lighter to light a cigarette, but the next second everyone turned to stare at him.

"Hey, brother! Is it okay to be quiet? The fish were scared away. A fat man about the same age as Laiyang frowned.

"Uh, I'm sorry, the lighter seems to be out of gas, I'll press it lightly."

"Don't, don't! Give you matches. ”

The fat man threw over a pack of matches, Lai Yang was stunned for a few seconds and picked it up, and then pulled out a puff and stroked, and when a flame rose in the dark night, the indescribable warmth also wandered to his fingertips.

When the tobacco is ignited, it makes a slight "crackling" sound, and then a light smoke of tobacco permeates the air, the white of the moonlight and the brown of the lake, and the blue smoke blend together, becoming the quietest color in the world, when Laiyang exhales the smoke deeply, looking at everything in front of him, he thinks of Van Gogh's world-famous painting, the starry sky.

He felt the feeling of a hundred years of loneliness, and his soul also asked frantically at this time, people, what are they pursuing? What do you live for?

There was no answer, only the lonely wind was replying, and after Laiyang smoked half a cigarette, he felt more and more lonely, so he talked to the fat man.

"Dude, how long have you been fishing?"

"Shh~~!"

The fat man turned his head and put his index finger to his mouth to glared at Laiyang: "Don't you talk, okay?" The fish all ran away. ”

"I'm very quiet~" Lai Yang whispered.

"Fish ears are very smart!"

"Oh, but the fish can't understand people's words, and they think it's an ambient sound."

"But the ambient sound will scare it so much that it won't eat the bait!"

"But the fish only has seven seconds of memory, and after seven seconds it dares to eat again."

The corners of the fat man's mouth twitched, and after a few seconds, he said, "Brother! Do I call you Brother Cheng? I see that you are out of love like a deflated calf, can you go and talk to your woman? ”

"I couldn't find her, and the phone blocked me."

"Ahh

The corners of the fat man's mouth made a crashing sound, and he scratched his head like a madman: "You did it on purpose, right?" Do you make up your own text messages? Will you be quiet? ”

"Cheng, I want to be quiet, I ...... I really want to be quiet, you said that people's memories are only more than seven seconds, so that I am not so sad. I should have gone to her, but I couldn't let go, I was waiting, and I thought maybe she didn't want me to look for her, because I always caused her trouble. She had a better choice, and she misunderstood me in her heart, you know that feeling? It's just that the ambient sounds around me are too complicated, so ......"

When Lai Yang was halfway through speaking, he found that the row of people all turned their heads to look at him, and their dark eyes were actually reflected in the night.

There was also a tall thin man sitting next to the fat man, he looked at Laiyang, but his face slowly rushed towards the fat man, and whispered.

"Why do you tell him so much? Draw the rod in the face, go! ”