Chapter 417: Listen to your heart
Laiyang was in a trance, and I don't know how long time has passed. In short, when he looked at Gao Yunjian again, the tears in the other party's eyes disappeared, replaced by a complicated feeling.
After a long time, Lai Yang said, "Are you really an orphan?"
"My mom left early, and my dad brought it up, but then ...... He's in an accident, too."
As he spoke, Gao Yunjian's eyes were a little red. He quickly covered his face with his hands, and said in a trembling voice: "Don't talk about this, Laiyang, let me ask you, is it ...... Chizakura knows about it, too?"
"Well, she's still missing, and no one knows where she is now."
"Did she go to the house she rented?"
Lai Yang shook his head, "I don't even know where she rented?"
The two looked at each other for a few moments, and then Gao Yunjian took out his mobile phone to take a taxi, and pleaded with Laiyang while waiting, if Qianying was too emotional, remember to help him talk.
He said this very unconfidently, and in his words of pleading, there was also a kind of helplessness to endure.
Laiyang didn't agree, but he didn't refuse either.
In this silent night, the two took a car in the direction of Xujiahui.
Gao Yunjian's location is not far from Yunbin Building, after all, Qianying's original company is very close to Boxiao Club, so she will appear in front of everyone.
When the car came to this area, Laiyang was not very surprised, but when he drove by the street below Yunbin's building, he looked at the door of the club that had been demolished and the lock on the glass door, and his heart was mixed.
It was as if I had traveled back in time, and many images flashed through my memory.
At this gate, Laiyang saw himself at the beginning, Yuan Qing and Li Dian handing out leaflets to passers-by together, with a pessimistic expression and an occasional laughing look; also saw the picture of Tian Jing chasing to the door and talking to her after watching the performance for the first time......
Also, in the early summer when the buds are flying, Aru lent his favorite motorcycle to him and let him ride to the airport to pick up Tian Jing, and Chizakura shouted at the door for the first time, saying that she wanted to learn talk show......
The flowing wind flew in through the car window, ruffling Laiyang's hair and waking him up, so the door became farther and farther away.
Until the car made a turn, obscured by a few colorful buildings, and disappeared completely.
After arriving at the downstairs of an unknown community, Laiyang followed Gao Yunjian's gaze and looked up at the dark floor, where there was a window on the middle floor that emitted a slight yellow light.
Gao Yunjian looked at it for a few seconds, and after giving Laiyang a sure look, the two entered the building together, and when they reached the door on the 21st floor, Gao Yunjian's raised hand suddenly hung in the air.
Lai Yang probably understood his mood, so he whispered, "Knock it, you can't escape from it." Besides, Sakura has survived this point while pregnant, and she must be waiting for redemption."
Gao Yunjian stared sideways for a long time when he said this, and then he took a deep breath and knocked on the door, but there was no sound inside.
Just when both of them were confused, the door suddenly "creaked" and opened.
Then Laiyang saw a face that made him extremely heartbroken.
Qianying is still the same Qianying, but the makeup on her face is not good, and the clothes on her body have not changed, so she should have come directly after the end of Yunlu.
Her eyes were extremely red and swollen, and most of the hair on her forehead was sticky, and she was in a free state, as if she was about to vomit dry.
This scene was not only shocked by Laiyang, but Gao Yunjian's tears soared instantly, he stepped forward and hugged Qianying, but in exchange for a slap after struggling away!
"Let go—"
Chizakura shouted heartbreakingly, and the sensor lights in the corridor were all lit up at once.
Her trembling fingers pointed at Gao Yunjian, crying silently, and the word "you" was repeated countless times in her mouth, but she couldn't say the next word.
"Thousand Sakura...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......."
Before Gao Yunjian finished speaking, Qianying pushed him to the door like crazy, but after pushing several times to no avail, she slapped Gao Yunjian again, turned her head and ran towards the house.
Gao Yunjian also chased in, and it came out of the house again
There was a quarrel.
Laiyang was completely stunned at the moment, and after a while, he sat down on a small pink sofa in the living room.
There are a lot of headshots posted on the opposite wall, some with Gao Yunjian, some with the original intermediary company, and a few talk show performances.
Laiyang lost his mind and unconsciously thought of the house he shared with Gu Qian at the beginning.
The place was about the same size as here, and there was a stainless steel kettle on the coffee table, messy makeup, drinking glasses, headshots on the wall, and a refrigerator with a single door......
This kind of scene is very common, but for some reason, Laiyang was deeply pulled into the vortex by time, the kind of sudden life that makes people sad and makes him sensual.
A few minutes later, the quarrel stopped, and looking at Gao Yunjian walking out with a lost face, Laiyang basically understood the situation, he got up and passed Gao Yunjian, walked to the door of Qianying's room, and looked inside the house.
"I don't want to talk to you anymore, get out of ......"
Chisakura, who was lying on the head of the bed, looked back at the person who came, and her voice stopped abruptly, and then she sobbed on the quilt again.
Seeing this, Lai Yang turned his head and waved his hand at Gao Yunjian, signaling him to go out first.
After Gao Yunjian left, Laiyang entered the bedroom and closed the door, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the whitish wallpaper in silence, and said with a snort.
"Master said a few words...... I'm not trying to persuade you anything, I'm just trying to help you analyze it."
Seeing that Qianying didn't respond, Laiyang continued.
"You have the right to break up, but you can't just let him go. After all, you have been pregnant for so long, and it is not realistic to have a fetus at present, although I don't understand it, but I think the damage to the body must be not small. Since he wants to give birth, he must come up with a large part of the money financially. You can consider the amount, I will talk about it, and he should not refuse. But...... It is estimated that the emotional damage will not be resolved in the short term, and you have to think about your life for the rest of your life."
Qianying cried even harder, and Laiyang sniffed and sighed.
"And you choose to forgive, I don't know if he said it, he's divorced, legally freed...... There was also a price to pay. Of course, this is his business, if your original relationship is a bad fate, then the current pain, even if it is the only way to correct the fruit, the cultivation is only now officially started, it depends on whether you are willing to continue."
After saying this, Laiyang paused: "No matter how you choose, the master will stand on your side."
"Teacher... Tutor...... Master......"
Sakura burst into tears, her eyes full of tears, "Why is this happening...... Will I run into it? Why? For...... Why did God hurt me so much! Why?"
"Cry, cry, cry well."
Laiyang patted Chizakura on the back, and it wasn't until she cried and retched that he got up and pulled out a few tissues and handed them over.
"When I was just sitting outside, I thought of Gu Qian...... Oh, it's my ex-girlfriend, already married. I... I also thought of many things in the past, such as the hoarse quarrels we had again and again, and the despair in difficult situations again and again."
Lai Yang looked at the wall in front of him, his eyes fell into memory, and his voice became calmer and calmer in the silent night.
"I kept thinking, why would I fall in love with such a person? Why won't she be considerate of my hard work and not tolerate me? When I tried my best to survive in this magic capital, she always hated me for not having time to accompany me, and when I came back from a tired day, she had a cold war with me! I'm really angry and regret how I could have fallen in love with such a person?"
Laiyang bit her lip and frowned: "Later, she decided to give up this dark life, give up her relationship for many years, open a house with a rich man, and cheat on her......
Chizakura sobbed, but raised her teary eyes and stared at Laiyang.
"When she and I had a complete showdown, my heart was completely dead! I even thought about suicide, I regretted it, I resented God! Hate yourself for being blind! At that moment she was the devil in my heart, the dirtiest thing in hell, the most... The cheapest woman."
After Lai Yang said this, his chest cavity collapsed heavily.
"But time is like a mirror, it will always be revealed after a person is far away
out of her full picture. When she was farther away, I suddenly realized that her shortcomings were blurred, and her appearance was blurred, but some memories gradually became clearer. So I also remembered the day she graduated from college, and she decided to leave my hometown with a worried and determined look like she was going to live with me...... I also remembered the first time I came to Shanghai, she looked at the bright streets, her eyes were confused, but she pretended to be happy and made a bet with me for a landscape tree...... Every time I got off work, she would warm the water for me in a cheap stainless steel kettle and cook a meal for me. Then he would sit on the edge of the bed and get angry with me...... But in the hardest time, she also tried to find two jobs to make ends meet. So she's the devil, but she's also the angel who has lived me, and it's me who thinks too well of her when I'm in love, and thinks too badly of her when I break up. She's just a mortal, very ordinary person. I even wondered if we would have had a different ending if she had a good family background......
Lai Yang looked at Qianying with red eyes: "Hey...... I just want to say that there are many people, but the choice is unique. When anger covers our eyes, we need to close our eyes and listen to the answers in our hearts."
With that, Lai Yang slowly handed the last tissue in his hand to Qianying's eyes.
"I didn't have a choice, and you didn't ......."
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