He and Jiang Chacha walked aimlessly in Licheng.

The two have no destination, and Licheng is a tourist city near the river. At night, the night is thick, and the river breeze blows onto the shore and blows on people's bodies, diluting the heat of summer.

But Cheng Ma's heart is like a river that has been blown by the wind and has given birth to layers of ripples, and it is not calm.

He suddenly remembered a long time ago.

It's been so long that this memory is lonely in the depths of memory, and it's almost dusty.

His mother is not only a world-class musician, but also a common art, she is a pure bony beauty, born with a high-end movie face, has acted in several movies in China, and most of them have won awards.

She has quite high popularity in both the music industry and the domestic entertainment industry.

However, in his childhood, his mother gradually faded out of the screen.

Even her beloved piano, she rarely touches it again.

Every time, I flicked it a few times, and finally I would withdraw my hand with regret, and look back at him with gentle eyes in the golden morning light.

In his memory, his mother was a very gentle person.

He had just learned to walk, and he was unsteady when he walked, but he was still in a hurry to behave in front of her, which would eventually cause his body to lunge forward and fall to the ground.

At this time, elegant high heels covered by a long skirt will be revealed in front of him, and his mother will pick him up and pinch his face with her fingers.

Mother's fingers, with the dry smell of the sun.

Later, this beautiful woman, who always behaves dignified and elegant on the stage or screen, was so angry with his father that she went to the hospital again and again.

Her anger, her depression, her mania, all came from marital infidelity.

This powerful woman who seeks perfection in everything has a very high moral and emotional cleanliness. This symptom of hers was best verified after her husband's cheating.

As her husband and mistress went in and out of her hospital room day after day, her beautiful face sank day by day, her skin seemed to stick to her bones, and she became old and self-pitying, no different from the woman in the market who was busy calculating firewood, rice, oil and salt.

Her temper was getting more and more grumpy, and she was crying, resentful, angry, and spilling things in the ward to vent.

In the end, the atrocities of decompression were inflicted on her once most precious son.

"Come here, Maki."

When she woke up, she sat up, leaning back against her pillow, and kept her eyes on the scenery outside the window.

Later, she gradually realized that there was another person in the house.

A boy who has been huddled in a corner and shivering with a doll in his arms.

The eyebrows and eyes are a bit like hers.

"Come here, Maki." She smiled softly at him, like a beautiful woman at the beginning, and in the air, she stretched out her hands full of needle holes.

The hands that had taught him to play the piano.

The hands that gave him love and tenderness.

Obviously, there were bruises on his arms, and he knew that it was dangerous to get close to the woman who was already delirious, but Xiao Cheng Mao, who lacked love, still had slightly bright eyes, and he stood up awkwardly and approached her step by step.

"Mom, Mommy......" he opened his arms, trying for her to hug him.

He hadn't been hugged by his mother for a long time.

As a result, he is like a pathetic doll thrown on the ground, with empty eyes and lifeless.

His mother was choking him by the neck, and the gentle smile on her face was the same as she had smiled when she had hugged him.

"Maki, mom is so miserable, mom wants to die ......"

"If I want to die, how can you still stay in this world! You don't want someone else to be your mother, do you? You only have your mother's in your heart, right?! ”

"Then die with my mother, okay?"

Her hand around his neck became harder and harder, and Xiao Cheng looked at her mother helplessly, with a little baby fat finger weakly trying to break her big hand.

Finally, the nurse who was passing by the door heard the movement, and when she came in to see it, she was startled, but she did not expect that the woman who had gradually improved her mood in the past month suddenly had another seizure.

Soon, a group of nurses and doctors rushed in and rescued him from the point where her men were on the verge of suffocating.

Since then, Xiao Cheng has never been able to get close to his mother.

He could only look at her quietly through a door, with a pair of loveless dark eyes.

And every time, all she left him with was a strange and indifferent back.

She sat on the edge of her bed, dressed in a one-yard wide hospital gown, with the window open, and she was getting thinner and thinner under the cold winter wind.

Xiao Cheng stood at the door again today and stayed for a long time.

He stayed for a long time, for hours, for an afternoon.

Restlessly and expectantly, he called out to his mother, mother.

But she never looked back.

Today is no exception.

Xiao Chengma's beautiful eyes darkened.

He glanced at her back with a lonely and unloving look, and then moved his feet, which were about to take root in the ground, and he dragged the heavy sackcloth with his steps, turned around, and bowed his head in despair, trying to resist the urge to cry, and sniffing so that he could not let himself shed tears.

Because I didn't look up.

Suddenly, a playful figure in front of him ran over, and he didn't pay attention to him on the other side, so he accidentally bumped into each other.

Both were young, only six years old, so they both fell backwards.

Xiao Cheng Maki hadn't raised his head yet.

I heard the girl on the other side scolding him, "You don't have eyes when you walk?!" ”

He was stunned, sat on the ground and endured the pain, and looked up.

In front of me was a cute little girl, as if she was as big as him. She was also wearing a hospital gown, and she was leaning against the wall at this time, standing up from the ground in a huff.

Xiao Cheng was stunned.

Because she was the best-looking little girl he had ever seen.

However, she has a bad temper, and it is obviously her fault, but she blows up at all, and blames him unreasonably.

After she finished scolding, she snorted coldly, and her ponytail was thrown behind her, and then left.

He watched her walk into the VIP room next to his mother's hospital room.

With a cold face, he got up from the ground and left.

The next day, he didn't expect to see her again.

He was in his mother's hospital room at the time, and he kept a long distance from her.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door outside.

It was a sweet voice.

"Hello, is Cheng Maki here?"

Xiao Cheng was stunned.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and a head entered.

When I saw him here, those eyes lit up instantly.

Xiao Cheng looked at her stupidly.

It's yesterday's little girl.

But she ...... It doesn't look like yesterday.

- Author's message

I'm afraid that some people won't understand, so let's explain, yesterday's is the original owner, and today's is Chacha.

Depression, nightmares every day for a month, the author has a nervous breakdown QAQ