Hate her, and like her
Returning to Licheng again, they walked into the night market at this time, and the shouts of street vendors gradually pulled back his distant thoughts.
He looked at the ginger tea in front of him who ran to buy squid skewers.
He hated her.
This hatred deepens every night. It is not intellectually controlled but by emotions, and the more hysterical the emotions, the more he will hate her.
And he has always been a person who is led by the nose by emotions.
She was standing there waiting for squid skewers, white smoke from barbecue floating around her, and Cheng noticed that her braids were wrapped in a hair ring of small white flowers.
She waited for the time and smiled back at him.
Cheng Maki looked away.
Now that I think about it, what does he actually hate about her?
Hate her for disappearing when he was most in pain? Hate her for not keeping her promises? Or do you hate her for playing with his true heart?
Neither.
He actually hated her more because she forgot about him.
Forget it all.
Cheng Ma's eyes became darker and darker.
Ginger Chacha quickly ran out, ran back with the bag, took out a squid skewer, and asked him if he wanted to eat it.
There was a clear look of disgust on his face.
Instead of answering no, he reached out and waved her hand away with a blank face.
Don't touch him.
Jiang Chacha had a look similar to injury on her face, but it only appeared for a second or two before disappearing.
She had a heartless smile on her face again, and she bought other snacks in this night market, and she wanted to come to everything she saw.
Cheng Ma kept staring at her inquiringly.
He couldn't understand her more and more.
The former vice president would never come to such a place. She will be disgusted with lack of hygiene, dirty, and even more disgusted by the fact that her character has been lowered here.
"Classmate Cheng, do you drink milk tea?"
She bounced over again and asked.
He replied to her with a cold expression of disgust.
His reddish lips pursed tightly, enough to express how much he disliked her.
All right. This was within her expectations.
Ginger Chacha didn't matter if he drank it or not, he still ran to the stall and asked for two cups of Hong Kong-style bubble tea.
She didn't dress very "golden" today, nor did she wear big-name clothes, and the whole person was still very integrated into this night market.
Compared to him......
An overly delicate face, wearing an overly grand white suit, staying in the night market, no matter how you look at it, it is disobedient and incongruous.
Luckily, she sold it out quickly.
Then he trotted over and continued his aimless walk with him.
She had a lot in both hands, but he didn't bother to help her carry a little.
They soon came to the river.
The riverside is a cool place in the summer.
It's a summer night, when the moon is in the sky, and many people come here for a walk, a night run, or a bike ride along the river.
Jiang Chacha chose a piece of grass in front of the river, which was not dirty at all, and sat directly on it.
She'd been used to it before, so there's nothing to dislike.
However, on the other hand, he was wearing a white suit, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the small facial details on his face seemed to implicitly tell his disgust.
"Why don't I help you find a blanket to spread out?" She smiled awkwardly, and she also felt that she was indeed a little wronged Cheng Jiaojiao.
He is too expensive, he is usually so picky and difficult to serve, he has to eat and wear the best, and even the temperature of drinking water is very particular.
Now let's sit on the lawn that he has been tripped on by I don't know how many people, it seems that he has really been wronged.
As a result, he only snorted coldly, but said nothing else, and with a long step, he sat directly away from her, separated from her by a distance.
Ginger Cha Cha was a little surprised.
But that's not the point, she still has business to do.
Today's plans must not be disrupted!!
She looked at the time on her phone and quickly sent the address to the store.
Once she was done, she put her phone at her feet.
She picked up the straw, plugged it in, and then picked it up and took a sip of cold milk tea.
She gestured with her chin to the other snacks placed on the lawn, as if to say, "Eat whatever you want, you're welcome."
Cheng Maki didn't move, he didn't even look at her, but looked at the vast river in front of him.
Half an hour later, she suddenly jumped up from the ground and said that she was going to leave for a while to find a public toilet, but he didn't even respond and gave her a look.
The wind ruffled the broken hair on his forehead, and his eyes were dark and heavy.
When he sees her now, although he hates her, it is undeniable that he still misses that Christmas very much.
He carefully took the lollipop she handed him, and then cherished unwrapping the clear plastic package little by little, and took the candy into his mouth.
He didn't expect that the candy dipped in a little snowflake would be so sweet.
Maybe it was a beautiful day.
Snowy nights, sweets, Christmas, white scarves, girls in red down jackets, all together shaped his impression of that night.
He listened to her very carefully.
He foolishly believed her.
Every Christmas and other festivals that followed, he looked forward to the possibility that the little girl in the red down jacket would suddenly appear, look at him with bright eyes, give him a gift, and then accompany him through one Christmas night after another.
But such an expectation was torn up by her last year's letter and then trampled under her feet and buried with her own hands.
Since then, he has never looked forward to Christmas every year.
He hated her.
Hate her for forgetting him, and still having such a good time.
Since then, hating her has become a daily thing as ordinary as drinking plain water.
The evening breeze continued to blow on the surface of the river, blowing layers of gentle ripples.
Today should be a special day.
Cheng Mao raised his hand and glanced at his phone.
Still not a few messages.
After a casual glance, he turned off the screen, and his phone made a sound when it locked the screen.
Footsteps could be heard from behind.
You don't have to look back, you know it's hers.
She ran behind him, and the footsteps stopped, and behind her she didn't know what the grunt was doing.
It's a bit noisy.
Cheng Maki tightened his jaw and looked away.
He didn't want to see her at all.
Sometimes the wind is quite strong by the river, and it blows people's hair messy.
The sound of the wind fills my ears, making the other sounds less realistic.
She was suddenly behind her, and her voice couldn't hide her joy, and she stopped him.
"Classmate Cheng!"
"Look at me!"
Cheng Ma's eyebrows were a little irritable, and there were pale cyan dark circles under his eyes, and he turned his head wistfully.
The dark riverside suddenly lit up in front of me.
It was a warm glow from a candle.
I saw her sitting on the lawn by the river, suddenly holding a cream-colored birthday cake in her hand, and under a beautiful candlelight, she smiled at him, and her eyes were illuminated by the candlelight, which was amazingly bright.
The birthday cake has two candles on top, both lit at this point, one with 1 and one with 7.
"Mr. Cheng, I wish you a happy 17th birthday!"
Cheng Ma's hand on his lap suddenly clenched fiercely, and his nails were about to tear his palm.