Chapter 149: Doubt

"It turned out to be Brother Jin, and the little sister is polite." Lian'er didn't seem to see anything, smiled and blessed her body, and then looked back at the steward behind her, and saw that the other party was still staring at the slave in the east corner trough, so she whispered:

"Brother Jin, wait a while, you can hide at the root of the West Wall first, don't teach others to see it."

She pointed to Jin Gui's forehead: "You're still bleeding." ”

Once the steward found out that the stone had changed people, he would never be able to make a noise, and he would only beat Jin Gui again to confuse the stab wound on his forehead, and in the end it was Jin Gui who suffered.

Jin Gui knew that she meant well, thanked her, and sighed again: "Fortunately, my father died early, and my mother's eyes can't see it, I am not a human, a ghost is not a ghost, and I don't scare them." ”

There was a faint tremor in his voice.

He was driven from the fort to the White Frost City by the Jin army like a cattle, and he was afraid for a day, for fear that the bad luck of "being a slave for use" would befall him and make his mother lose his support.

Now, fate has finally forced him here, but he feels that this is actually good.

At that time, he was the same as now, he couldn't do anything, he could only kowtow, kowtowing desperately, and those Jin Jun were also the same as Fang Cai's Ali, watching him kowtow and bleed, laughing and amusing himself.

He didn't have the courage to go through it a second time.

That's it.

He thought.

It's better to not see your mother and relatives like this, not knowing life and death, and keeping the thought of "she (he) alive somewhere else" in your heart than watching your relatives die in front of you.

Jin Gui finally grinned and laughed "ho-ho".

Looking at the smiling face that was uglier than crying, Lian'er hesitated for a moment, moved closer again, and said in a gnats: "Brother Jin, I'...... I might be able to help you......"

………………

"And then? How can you help him? ”

An hour later, under the wall at the north corner of the firewood house, there was a loud snoring around them, and the voice of the guard and steward was the loudest.

And even so, Wei Shu's voice was not covered by this noise, but was like a pipe of water, clear and cold, and diffused into Lian'er's ears.

She buried her head in her chest, not daring to look at the woman opposite.

The brazier in the four corners of the firewood room has been removed, and the eldest lady feels that these Mu Nahei Tai will leave tomorrow, and he will not die if he freezes on the last night, so that the brazier in the house at this time is not lit, even if the candle is not lit, it is so dark that he can't see his five fingers, and Lian'er can't see the situation on the other side even if she opens her eyes to the maximum.

But she still didn't dare to raise her head.

A well-known killer, she is naturally very afraid.

After being silent for a while, Lian'er said in a low voice: "You don't have to help, just ask Sister Aqi to go...... Take a look and ...... One more word, let Brother Jin's mother rest assured, and ...... That's it. ”

Wei Shu said "hmm" in a low voice, and was noncommittal, and suddenly changed his words and asked, "What about you, Lian'er?" What are your plans? Goode wants you to stay with him, are you willing? ”

Lian'er was shocked, and subconsciously blurted out: "How do you know?" ”

As soon as the words came out, she realized that she had acquiesced to Gude's previous retention, and she couldn't help but sweat coldly, and her heartbeat increased a lot.

Could it be that when he met Gude in the deserted courtyard at the next day, Aqisi was actually watching from the sidelines?

In this life, not only did her face turn pale, but her body trembled gently, and she said in her heart that this person was not a ghost? Why is there no sound at all in the action?

Seeing her face full of shock, Wei Shu couldn't help but hide her lips and chuckle: "I said, you don't have to be afraid of being like this, I won't eat people." ”

But you can kill.

Lian'er silently added a sentence in her heart.

However, if you put aside the next thing and just talk about Aqisi's recent words and deeds, Lian'er thought again, maybe the other party is really not the kind of fierce god, at least the people who died in Zuo Shuaifu these days were not killed by Aqisi.

Thinking about it further, the lives of the people under Aqisi's hands can be compared to the golden slave stewards like the Mangtai family and Shierbi Ali?

Lian'er sat in a daze, and her heart suddenly felt like an empty piece.

The gentle whisper that had disturbed her heartstrings at the next hour was snatched out by her as soon as the iron was raised, leaving a void.

At this moment, something was suddenly popping out of the hollow, surging upwards and surging until it reached her throat and eyes, so that she would not vomit or be unhappy.

Almost involuntarily, she opened her mouth and muttered to herself.

Or maybe she's talking to the woman who can kill.

From the time she was sold into Zuo Shuai's Mansion at the age of eight, she talked about how she survived the first days, about the errand of Baihuayuan, about the purchase of Gude, about her growing age and ignorant heart, about the heavy rain on the day when she was branded with the mark of leaving the slave, about the breeze that blew when she opened her sleeves to present the secret letter, about the whisper she heard and her own heartbeat, about the flower seedlings of the moon season and the flower hoe that forgot its use......

She kept talking, as if she wanted to say all the words of this life at this moment, and as if she wanted to pour out all the things that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, a long time, and never leave a trace of it.

It wasn't until she spoke of the sack that had been carried in, and the man who had been dragged out of it, that she finally stopped, looked up, and looked blankly ahead.

The night engulfed the whole world, and all she could see was darkness.

So she asked the darkness:

"Alive...... Why is it so difficult? ”

She frowned, staring earnestly and expectantly ahead. Even though she couldn't see anything. But she still stubbornly watched, puzzled.

In the thick mud of the night, her breath was so thin and light that she could not smell it like a fish out of water, and her next words were like bubbles from the fish, shattered under the squeeze of the night:

"I'm just...... I just want to live......"

It was her only wish.

That's all.

However, no one answered her.

The night breeze ruffled her hair, and she sat quietly, knowing that the man who could answer her was no longer around.

Just as she said the last words, she heard a soft sigh, from near to far, and in the end, what was left for her was endless silence.

It seems that this is really a problem, and even the seemingly omnipotent Akisi was stumped by this problem and walked faster than anyone else.

In the darkness, Lian'er pulled the corners of her lips and laughed silently.