Lonely Bian Jichen
She has seen the angry Bian Jichen, the lonely Bian Jichen, and the occasional gentle smile.
Jiang Chacha thought that he had seen all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and tasted them all once.
But she had never seen such a sad expression on that cold jade-like face.
Yes, the rest of his human emotions, she had the pleasure of seeing.
But really, he had never seen her with sad eyes.
After growing into a stunning teenager, he learned to hide his emotions, he never showed them to the outside, neither let others worry, but only let himself bear it alone, and he couldn't dissipate it, so he quietly stuffed in his heart.
He built a tall building in his heart and trapped himself only in it.
The young Bian Jichen, Jiang Chacha felt that he couldn't get into his heart no matter how he went.
But she went to see Bian Jichen when she was a child.
Xiao Bian Jichen, who was harshly criticized by his adoptive mother and could only be trapped in the dark study of the western-style building to tutor his homework in his childhood, even when he saw him at that time, he never had a sad expression on his face.
Xiao Bian Ji Chen's face only has numbness that does not match his age, and the cute face that obviously has a little baby fat is all Q bomb when pinched, but he no longer sees innocence in his eyes, nor is it like other children whose eyes are shiny and only confused when they first see the world.
At a young age, he learned to be silent, with a delicate face that did not smile, like a glass doll, his perfect container, whatever you wanted to give him, he would contain it, and his soul was molded into the shape that others wanted.
Jiang Chacha was stung to the heart by the light of his broken eyes, and for some reason, she avoided his eyes, afraid to face him, so she hurriedly ran away.
As she ran out, she could feel the man behind her following her back, but she didn't have the courage to look back at him.
Hachi, who was staying in the living room, saw that she was leaving, and was about to follow with her tail and tongue, but before she could run a few steps, she was picked up by the man behind her.
The noble man bent his knees, half-squatted down, hugged it on his lap, and stroked its back with his hands, as if to comfort it.
The Samoyed in his arms probably sensed that the cold master seemed to be in a sad mood tonight, and he whimpered, and his ears drooped, and he lay obediently on his master's lap, and his dark eyes rolled uneasily, as if he was worried about his master.
After Jiang Chacha, who fled in the wilderness, returned home, she had insomnia all night, but she still didn't digest the fact that Bian Jichen liked her.
She covered herself with a quilt, revealing only one pair of eyes.
She's a very ordinary girl.,Even after wearing the game.,Her ambition is small.,Never delusional that the male protagonist in the game would like her.。
This night, she tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep.
It seems that as soon as she closes her eyes, the look that Bian Jichen looked at her when she was about to leave will appear deeply in her mind again.
She was like a sponge, constantly sucking in the bitter sour water.
On this National Day night, she listened to the sound of fireworks outside the window and couldn't sleep.
And downstairs for her, there is also a person who looks at the fireworks by the river outside the window like her, keeping vigil alone and enduring the loneliness of the night.
Watch another brilliant firework bloom in the night.
Bian Jichen stretched out a hand, lowered his head and stroked Xiao Ba's head.
Ginger Cha Cha really had insomnia all night.
She felt like she was half-asleep all the time, which made her head hurt.
She thinks about a lot of things.
She thinks that after returning to the real world, technology has reached unprecedented development in this century, and the virtual network world has only appeared in recent years, and no one knows how long a piece of software can last.
In recent years, all kinds of novel software have sprung up like mushrooms after a rain, some have been popular for a while, and some have not been able to stir up a little wave, like a long queue, one after another because of negative returns and one after another collapsed.
Only the software developed by the Internet companies that occupy a monopoly position at the top can stand in an evergreen position for a long time.
Jiang Chacha thought, now that the B game of "Love in Love" is gaining momentum, what if it can survive one decade after another?
Perhaps, after she returns to the real world, she can continue to watch this game shine and go further.
Perhaps, when she is old and becomes an eighty-year-old grandmother with her children and grandchildren around her knees, one day, she may remember that when she was a girl, she played such a game that she had loved for a long time.
She may have been thinking about the account password for a long time because of nostalgia, and finally logged in to this game.
She thought that this game was still there, but the male protagonist in it may have been eliminated by the market audience, and a new popular male protagonist has appeared.
She may have gotten dizzy and need to squint through reading glasses to barely see the screen.
Perhaps her hands were already shaky and she couldn't hold the mouse, and she could barely log in to the game with the help of her granddaughter's operation.
So when she saw the male protagonist of the game that she was obsessed with at the age of her teens, he still appeared in front of her eyes with the same appearance, dark and gentle eyes, moon-like temperament, people like Zhilan, and it was the most prosperous age of teenagers.
And she was already gray-haired, and her face was old.
When he looked back at her, he was there, and the only thing that remained constant was the gentle and sad look in his eyes when he looked at her.
This broken look seemed to pull her in.
Her heart felt like it was cramping.
Jiang Cha Cha was suddenly scared awake.
When I woke up, I couldn't stop crying.