Chapter 112: Cowardice

When I was in a daze, I saw a belt around my head, which was a little irregular, loose and unreliable. For a dying person, would they care about this?

Just stick your head in and kick your legs, and your life is over......

Yes!

Su Shi suddenly woke up from the bookcase, his temples were already soaked with cold sweat, although he was awakened from a dream, he seemed to be unaware, his eyes looked at the ink-stained rice paper in a daze, and he sighed for a long time. I walked to the stove and started to light the fire and make tea.

Sitting in front of the bookcase again, my mind calmed down, but my mind was empty.

It seems that as long as you look at the snowflake salt sent by your apprentice grandson Li Kui, you can't help but think of the encounter more than ten years ago. Lifting the pen several times and putting it down a few times, his calm mind once again suffered great fluctuations, and even became restless for a while. Tossing and turning, every time it comes time to put pen to paper, it is in vain. Facing the white paper, he smiled bitterly, he didn't expect that he would also write when the six gods were masterless.

When he looked up again, the sky was already white.

The old wife of the family had already gotten up and started to cook porridge, and smoke rose from the small courtyard.

"Hey, why are you up so early?"

"I woke up from the wine and couldn't sleep."

The conversation between the old husband and wife was quite bland, and the wife just asked casually, and then began the busy day: "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Millet porridge, pickle gnocchi. Clear your stomach and intestines. Su Shi said casually, and then asked about Li Kui's visit to the house yesterday. Su Shi has a wife and a concubine, and for the scholars of this era, Su Shi's life is too bland. But being able to stay in poverty and even in prison is not a great comfort for him.

When he was proud of the spring breeze, he was quite generous in the capital, and there were singers in that family. A good friend Wang Shu often sends people to his house......

Although his wife is old, she is also the wife who has experienced hardships and hardships, and although she is introverted, she has never been less concerned about him.

The old man and wife said on the edge of the kitchen stove: "Yesterday, my disciple's student came to the house, did you see it?" ”

"Yes! It's an honest half-sized boy. It's just that my temper is not very good, but I'm just guessing, don't worry, I don't think I'm an outsider. His wife said with a smile: "Among your friends and children, you can eat up all the rice jars at home with a smile, and I have seen Li Kui for so many years." ”

Honest, too sincere.

Stubborn personality.

Rice bucket attributes.

Anyway, after Su Shi pieced together all the information, he found that Li Kui was simply a mysterious teenager. I can't think of Li Kui's character, Su Shi doesn't care, the concubine Chaoyun said, this kid is still here today. Su Shi smiled: "It's okay, let Guo'er buy some food today, buy more and come back, I have to take a good look at the origin of this kid." ”

"You, you have friends all over the world, but there are few confidants." Halfway through the conversation, the wife was worried about her husband's vision. Su Shi is obviously a very smart person, but his eyes make people anxious.

Su Shi has the ability to be friends with anyone, and he also has the ability to tear down the stage and turn against each other at the next moment.

It's like after Sima Guang came to power, he wrote an article that praised Sima Jun as rare in the sky and nothing on the earth, so he almost said that Sima Guang was the savior of the Great Song Dynasty. Sima Guang, whose head was congested, promoted Su Shi to the official and promoted him to the capital, and Su Shi, who had forgotten the pain after the scar, angered Sima Guang again.

At that time, Sima Guang began to accumulate strength in order to completely negate the new law and destroy the core of the law change, the Qingmiao Law.

At first, Sima Guang thought that this was Su Shi's Sichuan dialect, and he went back to ponder for a long time before he figured out that Su Shi was talking about the grievances between the new party and the old party as an old turtle kicking an old turtle, and no one could reach it. Sima Guang knew that Su Shi's mouth was damaged, so he finally couldn't bear it.

But as soon as he turned around, he called Sima Guang Sima Niu behind his back, and Sima Guang, who couldn't bear it, could only put small shoes on Su Shi. This is the beginning and end of being degraded from Beijing again.

Those who understand him regard him as their true nature; People who don't understand him regard him as a repeated villain, and his position is not firm. He didn't explain and went on his own way.

In fact, after the Wutai poetry case, he has reined in a lot, especially after being demoted to Huangzhou, he has experienced a short life, and he is so poor that he farms to subsidize his family, which is not common among civil officials in the Great Song Dynasty. Su Shi has indeed changed a lot, and even it is difficult to find traces of politics in the poems.

But his efforts were not recognized, but some people thought that he was selling his reputation, showing off his literary brilliance, and comparing himself to others. But this is not something he can change, who makes others inferior to him in poetry?

It's not a matter of attitude, it's a matter of strength.

Su Shi resolutely can't agree with his wife's suspicion of his own vision of seeing people, the upstart in the literary world who was once proud of the spring breeze in the officialdom, and the helplessness of the ups and downs of the Huan Sea, some friends came and left, but those who stayed were true friends. Su Shi added a handful of straw to the stove and burned the fire, and then he spoke: "Who said no, Wang Shu is not a good friend?" ”

Wang Xu, the captain of the horse, was naturally a good friend, and asked him to go out to play, but Wang Shu bought it.

But the question is, is Wang Shu a good person?

Wang Shu is dissolute and uninhibited, and even the princess can't control him. would rather accept the stubbornness of derogation than admit mistakes to the princess, even the emperor has nothing to do with him. This person hooks up with his husband and stays in the party all day long, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a friend.

His wife Wang Runzhi took a sip and said, "Don't mention this person, most of your bad luck has something to do with him." ”

In Yingzhou City, Li Kui blocked Qin Wenguang's request to follow.

This made Qin Wenguang's boss unhappy: "Brother Li Kuixian, although I saw the bachelor yesterday, but the bachelor was drunk yesterday, so it can't be counted." ”

"Okay." Li Kui agreed: "But today is the day for my Sumen disciples to meet their ancestors, and you don't want to be an outsider." ”

"I'm not an outsider...... If you and Qingqian are ......"

At the moment of idols, his wife and sister can sell favors, and Qin Wenguang is naturally willing to do it.

Fortunately, Han Dahu was more sober, and hurriedly stopped the nonsense of his eldest brother-in-law: "Li Kui is right, I saw him in a hurry yesterday, and I didn't have a chance to speak." Today, I am afraid that there is a private matter between Zhou County Ling and the bachelor to discuss, and Brother Li Kuixian is just a messenger, so don't make it difficult for him. ”

"This, it's okay, but Brother Li Kuixian, you can't forget to introduce a bachelor to your brother." Qin Wenguang felt that Li Kui was not very reliable, so he couldn't help but tell him again and again.

Li Kui, who was annoyed, was so annoyed that he left in a hurry.

The shadow of the famous tree, in front of Su Shi, Li Kui stirred up the ink in his stomach for a while, and his heart trembled. What if Su Shi really regarded himself as his ancestor and came to test his knowledge, but he couldn't answer, what should he do?

Wouldn't it be that his glorious image was going to collapse, and he didn't want to be a scholar?

With this apprehensive mood, Li Kui rushed to the car, took Zhou Yuan and the gift he prepared for Su Shi, and went outside the city. I saw Su Shi's small courtyard from a distance, and as I got closer and closer to Su Shi's home, Li Kui's heart was also raised, poof, poof, and beat wildly.