Chapter 15: Conscience

Why did things suddenly turn out like this!

Until he was put on the bed and tucked the quilt, Lingyu couldn't hold back a word, and he didn't dare to look at the person again.

These days, he takes good care of himself, like a child, looking at her inch by inch, for fear that she will bump into it, and three meals a day is even more urgent, such as now, Lingyu feels that he is a little overwhelmed, but under the burning eyes of the young man, he had to pick up another bowl of lotus seed soup, pull up a smile that is more ugly than crying, and drink it one by one.

Just when Lingyu thought she was going to be liberated, she was about to get up to help clean up, but she was forcefully pressed on the stool, and the young man lowered his body and stared at her mouth with dark eyes, as if he was going to eat her.

Just when Lingyu thought she had done something wrong and was about to apologize, she saw Fanyin take out a white silk handkerchief from her pocket and gently land it on her lips, she could feel his trembling, as if he was trying his best to hide something.

"You don't have to touch any of these things in the future. It's good to have me. I don't know if it's her delusion, but she always felt as if the handkerchief had become someone's hand, rubbing it on her lips.

Before she had time to think about it, the big hands with distinct bones had already been withdrawn to clean up the dishes and chopsticks in front of her, the young man should have soared for nine days, but at this time he was trapped between the rice, at that moment, Lingyu's heart was infinitely sour.

"You don't have to." She has lost her cultivation, and she may not be able to cultivate in her lifetime, she will be trapped like this, but the person in front of her should not.

The young man's hand holding the chopsticks paused for a moment, but it quickly recovered as before, Lingyu lowered his eyes, covering up the vulnerability he was about to expose: "I never thought about getting anything, let alone using it as a threat, if it is to get something in return, it is better not to pay from the beginning." Everything you do is just to be worthy of your heart, you have your world, and you don't have to be trapped here because of me. ”

The young man's hand holding the chopsticks couldn't stop trembling, the hand that should be holding the sword, should not be holding the dishes and chopsticks in the world.

"So do I." Fanyin looked at her, her eyes were better than the sun, moon and stars.

At that moment, Lingyu suddenly felt that no matter what she said or what she did, it would be useless.

After Fanyin left, Lingyu looked at the boundless moonlight outside, and couldn't let go for a long time.

He still takes care of her every day, no matter what she says, how angry she is with him, how she forces him to go, he doesn't say a word, he is always silent, and never defends himself.

Sometimes Lingyu felt as if he was just trying to repay his kindness, and more often, she felt that the young man was always deliberately hiding something and trying his best to suppress something.

After a long time, she felt that it was better to go with the flow, and when he felt that he had done enough, he would naturally leave.

From the very beginning, Lingyu knew that they never belonged to the same path, he was the bright moon hanging high for nine days, and he would not fall into anyone's arms, and after realizing this, she had never asked for anything.

Everything he did for him was just because he didn't want to see the moon fall.

Looking at the figure of the sword dancing in the courtyard, Lingyu was in a trance for a moment.

Qiu Xian asked, for what.

There is a common feature of those who have immortal fate and can travel thousands of miles a day in practice, that is, the six relatives are thin, and only by cutting off the love of the world can they enter the gate of the immortal road.

She thought that it was nothing if she lost her cultivation, and it was nothing if she couldn't cultivate, after all, she was originally an ordinary mortal.

But after a person has tasted the delicacies, it is difficult to swallow the coarse grains and rotten rice.

It is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift.

She went through all the books she could, tried all the methods she could, but she could no longer feel the slightest spiritual power.

She has always felt that she is optimistic, isn't she just unable to cultivate, what's wrong with being an ordinary person?

It was overcast outside, and although it was noon, the inside of the house was as dark as dusk, and the light that leaked in was biting cold.

Lingyu sat alone by the window, looking at the gloomy sky outside, watching the dark clouds gather on the top, obscuring the radiant sun and darkening everything around her.

The grass and trees were shrouded in the misty rain curtain, and they did not seem to be afraid of the gloomy and terrible sky, but enjoyed the quilt from the providence of heaven with great joy.

She watched the delicate flowers sway under the beating of the rain, but they always returned to their place, and looked at the yellow leaves on the trees, struggling, only to be swept away by the storm, leaving the bare trunks in vain.

She wanted to reach out to feel the invasion of the rainstorm, and wanted them to take away part of her body, for a moment, she wanted to stand outside in the rain curtain, like the grass and trees, after the rainstorm, what should leave will leave, and what should grow will grow.

The rain takes away the original extinction, but brings vitality. It gives hope to all things and gives life to all things.

The drizzle is silky, and the autumn is sad.

She didn't know how long she looked out until a helpless sigh rang in her ears, and the window was forcefully shut.

Fanyin squatted down, her eyes were slightly red, she looked up at her, and said infinitely reverently: "It's going to be okay, it's going to be, believe me, okay." ”

At that moment, she felt that in the eyes of the young man, she was the heaven and earth, and this seemed to be said to her, and it seemed to be said to heaven and earth, he was asking the sky, and he was doing the opposite.

Lingyu hurriedly put away her worries just now and pretended to be happy: "Of course, this is not a big deal, isn't it?" She didn't feel anything, and she didn't want the teenager in front of her to feel anything.

It was only when those white and slender hands gently touched her face that she knew she was crying.

Why do you cry, you can't cultivate immortals, experience the life of ordinary people, and slowly wait for old age, what's there to cry about? Hasn't she been living this life before?

Fanyin looked at the sad expression on the woman's face, and his heart seemed to be tightly gripped, and he couldn't breathe.

"I'm going to eat roast duck." Lingyu wiped away her tears and looked at him with a smile on her face.

She doesn't think of herself as a person who drows easily in pain, and she doesn't think that happiness defeats pain.

Sanskrit almost didn't say a word and took people to the original fly restaurant.

It's just that today it seems that because of the rain, there are only two of them in the restaurants that couldn't line up one after another in the past.

Lingyu bit the fragrant roast duck, but she couldn't eat the original taste.

"Hey, since those Taoist priests from Shushan disrupted the River God Sacrifice, this business is really getting more and more difficult to do." The proprietress sat at the door, looking at the outside as thin as a silk thread, but the uninterrupted rain washed the empty and uninhabited streets, thinking that the dishes prepared today were afraid that they would not be sold, not only worried.

"Now the river god is angry, and the people in the city are getting fewer and fewer day by day, I heard that some time ago, the daughter of the county lord's family was entangled, and I don't know who the next bad luck is." Xiao Er thought about the bride who had just given birth at home, and he was also worried.

"You said that those Taoist priests, why do you have to do this porcelain job without that diamond diamond! Don't say that you lost your life, you still hurt us like this! ”

At this moment, there was a thunder in the sky, mixed with lightning, and the sound of rain outside changed from sparse to rattling.

Lingyu suddenly felt that the duck in her hand had lost its taste, because she saw a familiar person at the door.

In the rain curtain, a ghostly figure suddenly appeared at the mouth of the alley, but in an instant it was in the restaurant, the person who came did not have an umbrella, but the body was not stained, the proprietress looked at the person who suddenly appeared in the store, I thought it was a blue-faced fanged monster drinking blood.

But I don't want to come to the person with a long figure, green shirt and white clothes, thick black hair is tied high on the top of his head by a simple jade crown, a few strands of black silk hang down mischievously, and the young man who is lined is even brighter and brighter, and he looks fairy.

Looking at the young man's beautiful male and female face, the proprietress suddenly understood why the man kept saying: Peony flowers are also merry to be ghosts.

Even though she knew that the boy was not a mortal, she still dispelled her original doubts and fears because of the boy's appearance, and greeted him attentively: "What do you want to eat objectively?" ”

But the visitor only looked at the only table of diners in the hall, opened his teeth lightly, and said slowly in the obsessive gaze of the proprietress: "It's the same as them." ”

Sanskrit instantly became vigilant, his hand on the sword, ready to unsheath it.

"Sister, don't come unharmed." The young man walked slowly and walked in the direction of Lingyu with a smile.

You're fine!

Of course, Lingyu didn't dare to speak, she dared to be angry now.

"But I haven't seen each other for a few months, and my sister seems to have changed."

Can it not be changed, the spiritual root has been taken away by you, and it is difficult to change it.

Although he thought so in his heart, he didn't dare to leak a little displeasure on his face, after all, for Yun Yiming, now they are like ants.

"I still remember a few days ago, my sister was still here to put down her arrogant words, saying that she wanted to be that heavenly way, and now she ......" Yun Yiming sat next to Lingyu, picked up the teacup on the table, and rubbed it repeatedly, but he didn't drink it.

Lingyu was silent, Fanyin frowned, and clenched the hilt of the sword on his body.

"Sister still thinks that she can do that Heavenly Dao now?" Yun Yiming put down the teacup, his eyes flipped over, and he glanced at the Sanskrit sound next to him, although he was still smiling, there was no smile in his eyes, but it was cold and shivering.

Lingyu put down the roast duck in her hand, she knew that although the face of the person in front of her was like Guanyin, her heart was like a snake and scorpion, and she didn't know why she came this time.

It's just that she thinks that she has no value to use, after all, she even gave him the spiritual root, and now she is just an ordinary mortal.

Lingyu, who was immersed in his own thoughts, didn't notice that Fanyin was holding the hilt of the sword with trembling white hands.

After losing the spirit jade, her heart went from unwillingness at the beginning, to helplessness later, and then to looking at the rain curtain outside today, she seemed to understand everything, and she didn't seem to understand.

For a moment, she felt that she had realized enlightenment, but only for a moment.