12. Mother

That period of time was indeed my own, the best time, although the surroundings were not so peaceful.

Loki was rightfully defeated, and then she returned to her hometown to retire. This is a matter of necessity, for how could that evil fool defeat Lohin? and, though small, human beings are a good force in it.

And as a representative of these, I was surprised that it was actually Lilith. That,Not long ago, she was still being instilled by herself what "love" is, and she was still thoughtful, and even buried her head in the heart for several days.

Later, she found herself and asked herself how to feel "love". I also thought about it for a long time, and I reluctantly found a way to help her, no...... This method is probably achieved by herself.

She couldn't remember who her parents were, so naturally, there was no way to get the "love" called "affection" from her parents. She doesn't have any friends, at least that's what she thinks, and such subjectivity also leads her to really don't have any friends, so Lilith naturally can't get the "love" called "friendship".

As for "love", although she and Lucifer always let themselves smell a little bit wrong, they don't seem to have that kind of relationship.

Compared with those couples who are tired of being together every day, the relationship between Lilith and Lucifer is more like a relationship of mutual dependence and trust. I'm afraid this has most of the reasons why Lucifer chose to be with Lilith.

Moreover, they are not destined to be together. This is a rule that Lohin has had a long, long time ago. So. "Love". Lilith probably didn't have one either.

"It's distressing now, I really don't know what to do. ”

At that time, I seemed very helpless, first, because I couldn't spread "love" to Lilith and felt powerless, and second, because I couldn't help her "friends" and felt lost.

Although, Lilith may not consider herself her friend either. But, in fact, she already has many, many friends. However, with her strange personality, she has been denying this, even when it comes to Lucifer.

"I thought of a possibility, but I didn't know if it was 'love'. ”

Lilith gave herself her answer, although she didn't react for a while, "Kewpie, go to a place with me, and then, can you help me judge?"

......

Where Lilith took herself to go. It seems to be a place called an "orphanage" by humans. It's just the homeless kids who are taking in them.

They ended up here for a variety of reasons. Some of them died unexpectedly, some of them because their parents simply abandoned them, and because of this uncertainty, even if they were themselves, they could not put forward their own opinions here. But what is certain is that the human beings who can take in these children, she must have understood part of the "love" about family affection.

Lilith came here with herself, did she want to ......

"It's not a take-in...... And I don't have that time to take it in now. ”

Lilith said as she crouched down and touched the heads of the little ones one by one, even though some of them were taller than her. She seems to have been here for a while, and it seems that the reason why she went out a lot a while ago is this?

"Oh!" one of the little boys suddenly shouted, "New little sister!"

Ay?

Hey, what do you say!, little sister, you're too young to be your grandmother!

"Well, don't argue with them. ”

After skilfully coaxing the little ones away, Lilith stood up. Maybe it's my own delusion, I always feel that at this time, the feeling of fear on Lilith is much less.

If she was always entangled with uncertainties before, now she looks like she has relaxed and become an ordinary human being. In fact, she is, but she is not now.

What I learned from Pandora was that Lilith had been invited to go to Lohin, and regardless of how she had been with that guy in Babylon, she was technically different from humans now.

It must have been so, because after coming back from there, she seemed even more ...... It was deep, as if she was worried about something, and the relaxation just now seemed to be just a flash in the pan, and soon she frowned slightly.

"Kewpie, I have an idea, if it works, I think I can get 'love'. ”

"Really, but it's hard to understand your 'love', family, friendship, love or something......

"Yes...... Concerning...... Family affection. ”

Lilith looked at the children who had run away into the distance, "After coming here, I think I may have understood a little bit about the meaning of family affection, but they are a little older after all, and they can't let me experience more." Therefore, if I can, I hope to take care of a life from the beginning of its birth, so that I can experience the definition of family affection. ”

At the beginning of its birth, wasn't that ......

"That's a baby!"

What are you kidding, is Lilith going to rob someone else's child? though if you think about it, she doesn't seem to have to, and with her current status, she can easily get it. But in that case, wouldn't it be bad?

"It seems that you think too much, even if there is no way, I will not rob other people's children, and I am not a villain. ”

Lilith pursed her lips, and then looked at herself sternly, "Cuppy, if I think of a way to create a life that is no different from a human being, can I experience 'family affection' from it?"

But the only way for humans to do this is ...... Ay!

"Lilith! you said you wanted to ...... yourself Create a life?"

No, let's not talk about whether she can succeed or not, but this kind of thing is forbidden......

"I've got permission from Lohina, so don't worry about those constraints. You just need to tell me if you can get 'affection'. ”

"Theoretically...... It's feasible, as long as this life that came out of the creation is no different from humans. In other words, your 'daughter'. ”

"Daughter...... Uh-huh. ”

Lilith pondered, and, unconsciously unconsciously relaxed.

What, this human who doesn't usually laugh very seriously can also show a good smile.

It looks like she will be a good mother, so I don't need to remind her anymore that as a mother, she should do something to her daughter.

How will Lilith change when she becomes a mother? (To be continued......)