Chapter 9 Another Lost and Found Cry

In the past few days, Liu Mei's working state has not been very good, he has done things with his head up, without saying a word, and today he is even more in a trance, always forgetting everything and forgetting the future, looking at the front and the back, completely losing the usual shrewd and capable appearance, and also losing the smile that is always gentle to others.

Several of her subordinates saw that the situation was wrong, and they all kept silent one after another.

As soon as the time to get off work in the afternoon, Liu Mei bounced up from her seat, picked up her bag and rushed out, and Xiaomi's better meet in the shopping mall opposite, she had to rush over as soon as possible, there were too many things in her heart to vent and dump, she had to say these as soon as possible, otherwise she would be pressed and couldn't breathe.

Ignoring the shuttled vehicles, she quickly crossed the road, now she seems to be a little afraid of the road, she is afraid that she will see a familiar figure at a certain intersection not far away, and there is a woman she doesn't know next to that figure, she is afraid that a whistling car on the road will take Xu Mo away, and then she will not return all night, she is afraid that Xu Mo will leave her like this, no matter what the reason and explanation, she can't accept it. If he hadn't accepted her emotions at the beginning, and they had never been together, then she wouldn't have had the luxury of this unforgettable love for her, but the reality is that she has loved her for more than ten years, and they have finally been together, and they have spent more than a year of very happy and sweet days together, and they are already planning to go home together to meet their parents to discuss the engagement, isn't it?

She didn't dare to think about it, she couldn't think about it, just thinking about the way Xu Mo turned around and never looked back, her stomach would ache intensely, and her heart would be like being pulled repeatedly by a sharp thin thread.

Sitting in the lobby of Pacific Coffee on the first floor, she asked for a cup of black coffee, and then looked at the black liquid in the beautiful cup in a daze.

She has always been unable to drink coffee, and for a person who will lose sleep in the middle of the night after drinking a cup of milk tea, a cup of coffee is almost fatal. But now she just wants to drink, drink this kind of bitterness, and see if she can cover the bitterness in her heart.

"Little eyebrows!" Still crisp and fiery voice, she raised her head, and Xiaomi came.

Xiaomi's belly is already very shaped, but she is wearing a wide cashmere shawl, and the big tail hem covering her belly is not very obvious, and her ears are short and her eyes are big, as if she is still the same as in the past.

Xiaomi sat opposite her and looked at her deeply: "What are you doing?" Like losing your soul? ”

The waiter walked over, and before he could speak, Xiaomi tilted his head and said, "A glass of white water, thank you."

"Mi Lier, Xu Mo ······" Liu Mei looked at Xiaomi, and tears fell down first.

Millet sighed, "Alas! You have been like this since you were a child, you originally looked like an invulnerable strong woman, but when you talk about Xu Mo, you immediately become a little woman made of water! You're hopeless! “

Liu Mei sat without speaking, tears falling down her cheeks.

"Tell me, what's wrong?" Millet reclined on the soft sofa, her right hand unconsciously resting on her stomach.

There was silence for a long time.

Liu Mei took a deep breath, picked it up and covered her eyes so far, sucked up her tears, then picked up the cup and took a big sip of black coffee!

Well, sure enough, my heart is too bitter to sing the bitterness of coffee!

She squeezed out a smile and looked at Xiaomi's belly, "How are you?" It's been five months now, so I shouldn't vomit much, right? “

"I haven't vomited for a long time, but now I'm eating it, haven't you seen that I've gained more than a dozen pounds?" Xiaomi touched her stomach, "It's just that when I see another look of oil and salt in our family, I want to lose my temper, and I can't help it, so our family is often full of gunsmoke now."

"At this time, he can't let you?"

"At first, I let it, but then I had a lot of temper, and I couldn't look at it a little bit, so I shook my face, and then fanned the flames, and he didn't let it", Xiaomi said lightly, "I, whatever he wants, I can't bear it anyway, it's a big deal that I will divorce when this child is born!" Anyway, the child must follow his mother when he is young, and I can't see their grandson! “

"You, don't always say divorce easily, it's better to have no children, if you have a child, you can't let him give birth without a father!" Liu Mei looked at the millet opposite, and her heart was also full of bitterness.

"Gotta get it, I'm here today to talk about you, and we'll discuss my business another day!" Xiaomi glared at her, "What's wrong with Xu Mo?" Is it a split? “

Hearing the name Xu Mo, Liu Mei's mouth closed again.

"Oh, who are you going to die in a hurry, don't you just have to find a way for me to come! Say it! "Xiaomi's voice is an octave higher.

He ····· He probably didn't come home last night! “

"Huh? Don't come home at night? Do you know where he went? “

Liu Mei shook her head.

"With whom?"

"A pretty girl!"

Xiaomi's eyes widened and she couldn't hold back, "Damn! "Boom!

"And you're going to let him go?"

"That girl said there was a case to find him!"

"There's a case, talk about it all night?" Millet picked up the cup and took a big sip of water, "Liar! Did Xu Mo explain to you today? ”

"He came back this morning to change clothes, I pretended to be asleep and didn't talk to him, and we haven't seen each other yet!"

"Then you didn't go back from work, and he didn't call?"

"We rarely call to go home together after work, and you know that the lawyer profession is different from us, and there is no fixed shift point."

"I'll go! I don't have much more to say! Xiaomi glared at Liu Mei and frowned, "Then what do you want to do?" “

Liu Mei turned her head and looked at the pedestrians walking outside the transparent glass curtain wall.

"You say, Xu Mo shouldn't be that kind of person, right?"

"Men are all kinds of people!" Xiaomi replied angrily, "You, you are shrewd in everything, but on the issue of Xu Mo, you will always lie to yourself!" I told you a long time ago that whoever loves deeply in love has already lost! Look at you, I've loved him for more than ten years, and I'm finally together, but I always suffer from gains and losses, what about him? Does he care so much about you? “

Liu Mei didn't speak.

"Anyway, I look at Xu Mo, let's not talk about his character, just one point, he definitely doesn't love you as much as you love him! Moreover, he is also ambitious, in case the girl you said has a bit of background or something, you just wait for him to kick you and break up! ”

"That girl····· She has a good background, her father is a well-known barrister in Sioux City, and he is also a partner in that first-class law firm! Liu Mei said quietly.

"I'll go!" Xiaomi sighed and was directly speechless.

"However, I still think that Xu Mo is not that kind of person, and we all said that we will discuss with our parents about getting engaged next year when we go home from spring break!" Willow eyebrows frowned slightly.

"Don't kid yourself, O you! However, if you don't go home one night, you can't really be sure what happened, so you'd better go back today and ask him to see what he has to say! ”

Liu Mei nodded, only feeling infinite sadness in his heart.

Whoever loves deeply and who is passive, it's really good.

First anger, then weakness, and finally fear.

She was afraid that if she really held on to it and got to the bottom of it, would Xu Mo find out if she left her, then what should she do?

In Xiaomi's sigh, the two separated, and sent the pot-bellied Xiaomi into a taxi, and she turned around and walked home. She likes to walk, walking quietly in the faint darkness alone, and only then is it completely her own.

When I went downstairs, I found that the light in the kitchen at home was on, and the other roommates who shared the house never made a fire to cook, so it must be Xu Mo!

Liu Mei pushed the door open, and the hard smile on his face looked poignant.

"Little eyebrows?" Xu Mo showed his head from the kitchen, "I came back early today and cooked two of your favorite dishes."

Is this a lack of heart?

Liu Mei silently approached the kitchen to help serve the dishes, and also boiled her favorite millet porridge.

The two of them sat face to face at the narrow dining table to eat, Xu Mo pretended to be unintentional and said, "Xiaomei, drink some of this millet porridge, don't you have a stomach ache these days?" Millet nourishes the stomach".

Liu Mei smiled and obediently picked up the bowl and drank porridge.

"Eyebrows?" Xu Mo looked at her, "What's wrong with you?" Didn't sleep well yesterday? “

"Huh? No, I'm too busy working during the day today. I fell asleep very early yesterday", Liu Mei also pretended to be unintentional and said, "Hey, by the way, when did you come back?" I woke up this morning and saw that you had already gone to work, and I didn't see you."

"I didn't come back last night", Xu Mo replied dryly.

"Boom!" A stone slammed into the heart of Liu Mei. He said it so neatly that she didn't know how to answer for a while.

"Yesterday I went out with that Chen Rui, she said she wanted to introduce the case to me, and she took me to a bar to drink with a group of friends, and in the end everyone got drunk and slept in the bar, I woke up this morning and came back to change my clothes and went to work." Xu Moyun finished speaking lightly, and also drank a big mouthful of porridge, "It's still delicious at home!" ”

Liu Mei put down the bowl, and after listening to Xu Mo's explanation, which seemed to be an explanation and an explanation that was not an explanation, looking at his casual expression, the stone in his heart fell to the ground.

She chose to believe Xu Mo, for a day and a night, what she was most afraid of was not that he didn't come home, but that he would lie to her! And now, Xu Mo took the initiative to say the whole process, although it was only two sentences, but it was enough to make her believe that her Xu Mo was still hers, and his love was still hers!

In such an instant, all the emotions that had been intercepted in her heart for a few days burst out, and she suddenly couldn't cry, tears poured out!

Xu Mo hurriedly put down his chopsticks and came over to hug her, "Oops, what's wrong?" What's going on? Crying like this? ”

Xu Mo······ You ····· Don't go with others in the future... Good no good? Don't you go home, okay········?" Liu Mei sobbed and said intermittently, she hugged the man she loved tightly, as if she was holding a lost and recovered baby.

"Okay, good, good, don't cry, silly girl!" Xu Mo stroked her long black and smooth hair, and his heart was inexplicably sad.

If one day in the future, he really does something sorry for her, can he be at ease in the name of his career?

This night, two honest young people, after experiencing speculation and confession, felt that each other's hearts were a little tighter again. Liu Mei was naturally full of affection, and after a few lingering moments, she hugged Xu Mo's arm tightly and fell asleep.

Xu Mo, but in the dark, looked at the ceiling that shone into the light through the not thick curtains, and watched it silently for a long, long time before falling asleep.