Chapter 20: To marry or not to marry
Niu Yang, who got the approval, jumped out of the house like a rabbit, leaving behind the crying and laughing Niu Dad and Niu Mom.
He wants to return to the county seat from his home in the city immediately, and he must talk to Liu Mei face-to-face about this matter as soon as possible, and then finalize the time for the parents of both sides to meet as soon as possible. This kid is really afraid of long nights and dreams!
Even if he knows that Liu Mei still has someone else in her heart, as long as she is willing to marry, he will marry, and he believes that after marriage, she will be able to slowly warm her cold heart, people's hearts are flesh and blood, but she is such a kind girl!
But when he braved the cold again to return to Liu Mei's house, in Liu Mei's warm room, one face was eager and excited, and the other was as calm as water, Liu Mei hesitated!
In the afternoon, she impulsively said to Niu Yang that she wanted to get married, but she didn't expect him to take it so seriously, so she immediately drove home and discussed the matter with her parents. She thought, what if, what if, after the Spring Festival, she regretted it and wanted to return to her?
What if, if he goes to Sanya this time, he should really go on vacation with customers arranged by the leader?
Looking at the enthusiastic boy in front of him, who was already excited and rushed, Liu Mei felt that he was really too much of a jerk!
"No, that, Niu Yang, marriage is not just a matter of two people, have you really thought about it?" She asked in a whisper.
"Of course!" Niu Yang bent down, knelt in front of Liu Mei with one leg and held her hand, "Xiaomei, you know, I have never liked other girls in the past ten years, I have always been by your side to protect you, it doesn't matter if you are not with me at the original time, but you must be happy!" But now······ You trust me! We get married, and I will make you the happiest girl in the world! “
"But aren't you graduating next year?" Liu Mei looked at the boy with a sincere face in front of him, and a sense of relief of being cared for and pampered floated up, and his heart softened.
"It's okay, now that the undergraduates are married, I'm about to graduate from graduate school, there's no problem with the school", Niu Yang grabbed her hand vigorously, "Don't worry, I've thought about it all on the way back and forth." You see, a year ago, we arranged for the two adults to meet and discuss, and after the year, we both went back to Sioux City, so I applied to the school, and then we went to get the certificate, and then we bought a small house and wrote your name! Then find a planning company to plan the wedding, I must have a special grand wedding, so that you can be the most beautiful bride! “
Liu Mei's tears fell again, and during this time, she simply shed all the tears in the past few years, all for Xu Mo! With Xu Mo, she is always worried and afraid, maybe because she loves too much, maybe because Xu Mo gives her too little sense of security, so, why not start a new life? Doesn't it mean that marriage and love are two different things?
Liu Mei raised his hand, touched the tears that had slipped, and held Niu Yang's fingers with his backhand, his fingers were slender, and at first glance he was used to being pampered, but wasn't she the same?
"Thank you, Niu Xiaoyang, let me calm down, okay? One night, just one night today, and I'll give you an answer tomorrow morning! “
Niu Yang's eyes flickered a little, and he looked intently at the reddened eyes of the willow eyebrows, which had no pride and confidence that had always existed, so weak, so tired, and so drifting.
"Okay, tomorrow morning, I'll wait for your answer!" He stood up and turned to leave.
This night's Liu Mei tossed and turned, she flipped through the photos in her mobile phone, one by one to see the expiration, almost all of them were photos she took for Xu Mo, very few were selfies of two people, almost no Liu Mei herself, Xu Mo in the photo was radiant, long and jade, more than ten years of time, but only faded the greenness on his face, with a little maturity and perseverance, the others did not leave any traces.
Xu Mo's WeChat is still a little pitiful content, he has always been like this, he doesn't like to post things in the circle of friends, and he will reprint some special articles very rarely.
How is he doing now? In the past few days, she didn't answer his phone at first, and then there was no phone call again, no WeChat, no text messages, and it seemed that this person had evaporated from her world without a trace.
Liu Mei's heart twitched and ached, and there was a feeling of retching coming up, it must be that the stomach was tossed and broken, I barely ate much food these days, and I didn't sleep well, I had nightmares almost every night, I was chased and killed, I was scared but there was nowhere to hide, I was angry but I couldn't shout, and I woke up every morning and I was exhausted.
She looked at the ceiling, and scenes from the past appeared in front of her, Xu Mo's smiling face, Niu Yang's shadow, love and being loved, it was always difficult to choose.
Liu Mei clicked on WeChat's circle of friends, paused, and added Chen Rui's WeChat friends, when she saw Chen Rui's mobile phone number from Xu Mo's mobile phone, she saved it, she thought she would never use it, but now, it is curiosity and verification, and she can't take care of the so-called self-esteem.
Almost at the same time, Chen Rui agreed to her application to add.
Liu Mei's WeChat has always used her own avatar, Chen Rui will not know that it is her, since she agreed to add WeChat Moments so quickly, then she is also making her own attitude public!
In Liu Mei's heart, there was anxiety and a wave of anger flowing in her chest, and she clicked on Chen Rui's circle of friends!
Really!
In recent days, the logs are almost full of vacation photos, looking at the blue sea and blue sky coconut trees, where is Sanya not? There are indeed a bunch of people in the photos posted, but Xu Mo is next to her in every photo, holding hands, holding arms, and putting their chins on their shoulders to make a coquettish shape, Xu Mo just stood in the photo with a faint smile.
It's like a stranger, the most familiar stranger!
Is this the boy she has loved for more than ten years?
In this way, without a word, the relationship between them came to an end, and her Liu Mei was already defeated without even having a chance to resist!
Liu Mei threw her mobile phone in the corner, covered her head with a quilt, and cried!
It's been so many days, and she hasn't cried a single time!
In the living room, Liu's mother took Liu's father's hand, sighed and said, "It's okay to cry!" ”