After the parents of both sides met, until the fifth day of the first lunar month, Niu Yang did not appear during the entire Chinese New Year, his inner contradictions were very entangled, he loved Liu Mei, but because of love, he was not sure what to do with the child in her belly! If she is persuaded to stay, even if he can guarantee that he will always be good to the child in the future, but after all, blood is thicker than water, and the child grows up and knows the truth, how should he face this evil created by the previous generation? If the truth is never known, but is it possible? Genes are the most deceiving, the child's appearance will become more and more gloomy, how can you guarantee that you will not see Xu Mo and his family for the rest of your life, at that time, the most painful thing should be the child itself. However, if Liu Mei is persuaded not to want this child, he, how can he say it?

After all, it's a life that already exists!

The blank space of these few days should be left for him to think about for himself, and he should also give Liu Mei a space to think about making her own decisions, as for the end, no matter what Liu Mei decides, he respects her choice!

So in the past few days, he only sent a WeChat message to Liu Mei "No matter what choice you make, I respect you and be with you".

Liu Mei set off a monstrous wave in her heart, and while she carefully concealed this big secret, there were two people who kept clashing and fighting in her heart.

Now that they have decided to break up, will they tell Xu Mo the news?

Would he have thought that this was a ploy for her to keep the relationship?

But no matter what, Xu Mo, as the most important party, must know and have a positive attitude!

At this time, Liu Mei, who had no way out, had the decision to break the kettle, so she hid everything at home, fortunately, her reaction was not serious in a short time, and when she returned to Sioux City on the fifth day of the new year, Liu's father and Liu's mother were still immersed in the plot of their daughter's marriage with Niu Yang, although the white daughter would face an indecisive separation after returning to Sioux City, but after all, the children were older, and these were also the realities they had to face!

Niuyang couldn't return to school until after the Lantern Festival, so Liu Mei got on the bus back to Sioux City early in the morning.

This way, Liu Mei vomited and vomited, the whole person almost collapsed on the car, the long-distance bus was already bumpy and closed, and people with a bad stomach are generally unbearable, not to mention Liu Mei's current state!

However, because there is no one to rely on, she can only force a person to keep in her heart to keep insisting and persisting!

In more than ten hours, when I arrived in Sioux City, it was already brightly lit.

Liu Mei once again stepped on the land of Sioux City, the clear air was inhaled into her lungs, and her spirit was also lifted, although her footsteps had been vomited to the point of vanity, but she could only return to her and Xu Mo's "home" alone, if that could be called home.

The taxi quickly drove to the gate of the community, and she pulled the box and came downstairs slowly.

In just a few days, her life turned out to be completely subverted, and the feeling of being separated from the world was so strong!

The lights at home are still off, and Xu Mo should not be there. She didn't know if he wasn't there now, or if he had never been back these days!

Facing the man he has loved for more than ten years so close again, the feeling he has been waiting for so hard, Liu Mei's heart is like a knife!

She had been downstairs for a long time, and the long-distance bumps and stomach discomfort had made her almost collapse, but she just didn't want to go upstairs, maybe she didn't dare to go upstairs.

More timid about homesickness?

When I finally mustered up the courage to open the door, the familiar smell seemed to come to my face, the simple desk, bedside table, wardrobe, and the big bed that had been together for hundreds of days and nights, and Liu Mei's tears broke down instantly.

When she was in her hometown, no matter how uncomfortable she was, she had never been as heartbroken as she is now, and it was easier to forget and heal in a place where there was no common memory, no wonder so many lovelorn people must throw away all the old things, change things and houses, and even change new environments.

Turning on the table lamp on the bedside table, Liu Mei insisted on buying a table lamp with a yellow light source, she felt that the yellow light was warm, and those energy-saving incandescent lamps always felt cold and emotionless. Liu Mei looked at the soft table lamp, tears unconsciously slid down, she curled up on the bed, pulled over the neat quilt folded on the side and covered her body, put her hands on her lower abdomen unconsciously, and fell asleep groggily.

She's so tired!

These days, she has to bear too many things alone, and she has added a sense of guilt in the face of her parents and relatives who can't bear to hurt, and now, maybe she can finally take a short break and sleep alone.