Chapter 43: A Fork in the Road in Marriage

Looking at the anger on Niu Yang's face, Liu Mei's brain appeared blank for a short time, she didn't speak again, her eyes were thrown to the man who was still lying on the bed like a skate, all her strength was condensed on her fingers, and she pointed to his forehead, "You ...... you", but she couldn't say anything, turned around and opened the door and walked out.

Doudou was already playing with his grandfather in the living room, and when he saw his mother, he said with a smile: "Grandpa, my mother is a lazy worm, it's better for Doudou to get up early." Liu Mei squeezed out a smile at her father and Doudou and went into the bathroom.

She walked into the bathroom, stood in front of the sink, and looked at herself in the mirror with an angry and sad face, tears dripping uncontrollably.

I just stood like that, I don't know how long, until my mother knocked lightly at the door, "Xiaomei, are you okay?" How did it take so long? ”

"Oh, it's okay, Mom, it's okay right away, I'm not used to the water and soil at home now, and my stomach is a little uncomfortable", Liu Mei said in a normal voice, then turned on the faucet and washed her face a few times.

When she came out, Niu Yang was already sitting in the living room playing with Doudou, and he also looked fine.

It seems that there is still a tacit understanding between the two people, and there is something bad that cannot be known to the elderly and children.

However, even if the emotions of adulthood are not written on their faces, how can parents who have passed more than sixty years not see them? But they didn't say anything, thinking it was a quarrel between the two of them, after all, they had confirmed with their own eyes how reliable Niu Yang's child was, and over the years, whether it was at home or outside, Niu Yang had done something that made people unable to make mistakes, Liu Mei's parents were often full of praise, especially the mother-in-law looked at her son-in-law, the more she looked at it, the more she was happy, and once said to Liu Mei, "This is a rare good man."

At the end of the day, the taste of Liu Mei's psychology gathers in all ways.

She always thought that she didn't love this man, but when he chased him tightly and she was at her most vulnerable, she married him. Even after getting married, the two of them have been in a high position emotionally, and Niu Yang has always spoiled her, like a child. Gradually, Liu Mei also got used to this kind of acquisition.

Once a Chinese woman gets married, no matter what she loves or not, she is family-oriented, especially after having children, Liu Mei never thought about separating from Niu Yang. She thought that it was impossible for the person she loved most in this life to be with her, so it would be good for a family of three to live a stable life with Niu Yang for a lifetime.

But he never thought that Niu Yang would have such an attitude.

Yes, she thought that he might be out there, but that was only the condiment of loneliness in a foreign place, and he would never have any excessive attitude towards her.

So after the morning scene, although Liu Mei was angry in her heart, she didn't really regard it as a major and irreparable thing, she thought that as long as she brought it up, as long as he agreed, and broke off with the people outside, their days would return to the original track.

She was so naΓ―ve.

Because of this incident, Liu Mei felt that it was not good to live in her mother's house all the time, and she wanted to talk to Niu Yang well, so she took Doudou and the three of them back to their small home in Suzhou City the next day.

In the dead of night, Doudou fell asleep, and Liu Mei sat on the rocking chair on the balcony in a daze.

When she saw Niu Yang coming out of the bedroom, she beckoned him to come over.

The two men sat facing each other and were silent for a long time.

In the end, it was Liu Mei who spoke out first: "You either break off from the outside and we live a good life, or we will separate." When saying this, Liu Mei took it for granted that Niu Yang would definitely admit his mistake with her, and then said, "Wife, I was wrong, let's live a good life."

However, Niu Yang was silent for a long time, and this silence made Liu Mei's heart sink again and again.

"Let's separate," Niu Yang began.

He kept his head down, but his voice was resolute.

A thunderbolt exploded above Liu Mei's head, and she subconsciously thought of a lot of things, "Did something happen to you outside?" Got in debt? She was suffocated nervously, "Or does someone else have a child?" ”

"Nothing, don't think about it" Niu Yang continued to lower his head, "I'm just tired, Xiaomei, for so many years that the two of us have been together, you have been lukewarm, and you treat me and my mother too, but whenever we have any quarrels, I am a big man who bows his head first, you never take the initiative or compromise, I am tired."

Liu Mei was speechless for a while, "Are you tired?" Am I not tired? Since I took maternity leave, I have to take care of the children alone, I have to go to work and take care of the children, since you went to xenophobia, I live like a single mother, am I not tired? I also get up early in the morning day after day to wash Doudou and make breakfast and send it to school, I go to work by myself, and then I rush to the evening nursery to pick up Doudou after work, and when I go home, I have to get her dinner, wash the pots and dishes, accompany her to do her homework, play with her, bathe her, brush her teeth, and sleep with her, am I not tired? ”

"I admit that you are also very hard, but since Doudou was born, you have been devoted to Doudou, do you still have me in your eyes?" Niu Yang's tone was calm and excited, "Since you are pregnant, the two of us have not slept in the same room, and now Doudou is five years old, I have repeatedly said that she can sleep by herself when she is older, but you refuse, do you not want to let go of the child or do you not want to come back and share the bed with me?" ”

"Doudou is your biological daughter, what's wrong with me hurting her? I like children, you don't know, what kind of jealousy do you eat with your daughter? ”

"I'm not eating my daughter's vinegar, but you know, I'm a big man, and I also need care and love."

"So you're out looking for someone else?" Liu Mei's tone was a little desperate.

Niu Yang was silent, and he didn't admit or deny it.

At this time, Liu Mei thought that Niu Yang was angry, she continued: "Niu Yang, I admit that I neglected you when I had a child, but you know that people's energy is limited, I have to work and take care of my children and prepare to continue studying for graduate school exams, I am already tired and I can't hold on, even if I don't do well, it's not a reason and excuse for you to find someone outside." She stopped and took a deep breath, "I'm still the same sentence, I never thought that a man would only love one woman for the rest of his life, and I don't think this kind of thing is so big that it is unforgivable, such as your dad like my dad, who didn't have a lot of romantic debts when he was young, but since I know, you should stop and return to the family to live well, otherwise how can the two of us face each other again, how can we continue to live?" ”

Liu Mei stood up and weakly held on to the sliding door, "Think about it yourself, it's still the same sentence, you either break us off from the outside and live a good life, or we will separate, if you really want to separate, I'll find a lawyer, you talk to the lawyer." After Liu Mei finished speaking, she walked to her and Doudou's small room.

Niu Yang said behind him, "Is it necessary to find a lawyer?" ”

"Yes", Liu Mei said, "I can't face you myself in this matter".