Han Yidao thought about it seriously, "I only went to kindergarten when I was five years old, and at that time I lived at my grandmother's house, and I came back every day to run around in the community, play with Meng Xiangyu and them, and my grandfather would take me to the zoo or playground on weekends; When I was ten years old, I was in the third or fourth grade, because of what happened before, since then I have become a little more sensible, no longer naughty, my mother always wants to take me home, but I want to be with my grandparents, at that time I was trying to be a good child every day, sometimes I helped my grandmother do some housework, sometimes I practiced calligraphy under my grandfather's teaching, and my grandmother would teach me some poetry when she was free; When I was fifteen years old, I was picked up by my mother, and I pretended to go out to play ball on the weekends, but in fact I secretly ran back to see my grandparents, and I went to high school at the age of sixteen, and I learned to play ball and roller skating every day at that time. It's all ordinary things, isn't it boring? ”

Chen Xu's eyes were a little sour, "No, I think it's funny, I always dreamed of living like that." She didn't dare to look into Han Yidao's eyes, for fear that she wouldn't be able to speak, "My parents divorced when I was five years old, and my parents gave up on me. I was taken by my father's stepmother to go to the garbage dump every day to pick up the rubbish for a living, and one day I had a fever and couldn't pick up the rubbish, so my grandmother wouldn't give me food, let alone medicine; Han Yidao was so shocked that he opened his mouth wide and couldn't speak. Chen Xu continued: "Later, my aunt asked my grandmother to send me to my mother, and my grandmother threw me outside the hotel where my mother used to work, but my mother was no longer there at that time, I couldn't find my mother, and I couldn't find a home. For the next five years, in order not to be abandoned, in order to be able to eat, I worked hard to rummage through the garbage heap, no matter how dirty and smelly. When I was 10 years old, I had to meet my savior, because Mr. Lin from our nearby primary school pulled me out of the garbage pit and took me to the primary school to register, in order to let my grandmother allow me to go to school and give me food at the same time, I spent the whole elementary school picking up books and papers thrown by my classmates at school, going to the school leader's office to clean up in exchange for old newspapers and magazines, and going back to give them to my grandmother; I was bullied by my neighbor's brother at the age of fifteen until he was arrested and imprisoned; When I was sixteen years old, my teacher unfortunately died suddenly, I lost the only person who cared about me, fortunately, the teacher contacted me before his death to live in the junior high school, exempt from tuition and miscellaneous fees, I went to the junior high school every day to help the cafeteria to eat, that year when I came home during the winter vacation to find that my grandmother did not allow me to go back to live, homeless since then I began to go to the hospital to work as a nurse during the winter and summer vacations to support myself. ”

Chen Xu wanted to say lightly, but accidentally burst into tears, "Han Yidao, you said that we live under the same sky and live in the same country, but do you really think that we are people of the same world?" ”

Han Yidao hugged Chen Xu violently, "I'm sorry, Chen Xu, I'm sorry, I was the one who aroused your sadness." I didn't know it was like this, I'm sorry, I really hate myself for not meeting you sooner. Chen Xu wanted to push him away, but at this time, the gap between men and women in physical strength was fully reflected. Chen Xu refused several times to no avail, so he stopped struggling meaninglessly. Han Yidao's embrace was very warm, Chen Xu was greedy for this warmth, she cried silently, since Teacher Lin died, she has not shed tears for many years, because no one cares. Tears flooded today, just because Han Yidao hated not to meet her earlier.

After a long time, Chen Xu pushed Han Yidao away, "Han Yidao, I know you are a very good person." But such an unbearable me and you are not suitable at all. I may not be able to go to see Grandma Wu again in the future. I thank you both for the importance you have placed on me, but allow me to retain a little dignity. Now I need to make a living, not love. I don't need sympathy anymore because it's all in the past. ”

Han Yidao said with red eyes: "I'm not sympathetic, I'm sorry for you." ”

Chen Xu looked at him and said sincerely: "Han Yidao, thank you!" But we are really not suitable, we have known each other for more than a year, I have never seen your mother at Grandma Wu's house, a mother who has raised her for more than 20 years is not forgiven, do you think she can forgive my past? Han Yidao, you are so kind, you must not want some harm to be brought by you, right! ”

Han Yidao tried to keep his eyes open so that his tears did not fall, "Chen Xu, I know that I can't give you a home in the near future, but I will work hard, believe me!" Until I'm not qualified to say I love you, please don't run away. Please also visit my grandmother often, and I will not appear in your presence again until the day when I am eligible. Chen Xu, everything will be fine, believe me, and believe in yourself. ”

Chen Xu had a terrible headache, she didn't understand what Han Yidao's words meant, forget it, don't want to.

Han Yidao sent Chen Xu back to school, neither of them spoke on the road, and at the moment when Chen Xu pulled the car door and was about to get out of the car, Han Yidao suddenly said, "Chen Xu, you have to be good, eat well, sleep well, everything will be fine." Chen Xu nodded and left. Han Yidao looked at Chen Xu's back, and silently thought in his heart: Chen Xu, wait for me.