Chapter 46 Feelings don't need to be humble in front of money

Han Yidao and Chen Xu came out of the Blue Ocean Leisure Club, stood at the door and looked at the taxi if there was no taxi, and the two of them walked forward, they should be able to get a taxi. It was a little late, and it was too late to take the bus and subway to reverse the time, so the two of them walked silently and did not speak. Han Yidao suddenly stopped, "Chen Xu, I feel like a failure. Chen Xu turned his head to look at him through the flickering lights, "Why do you say that?" Are our feelings cheap? I don't feel like feelings need to be humbled in the face of money. ”

Ma Mingchuan's car came from behind, found two people on the side of the road, rolled down the window and was about to call the two people to get into the car, when he suddenly heard the conversation between the two people, so he didn't bother, signaled the driver to drive slowly, and followed the two people.

Han Yidao was still very unhappy, "Anyway, my boyfriend is very unqualified." I don't think I've ever bought you anything you can get my hands on, I haven't dated you, I haven't even seen a movie with you. I ......"

Chen Xu took his hand soothingly, "Is there a fixed procedure and pattern for falling in love?" In fact, I don't think it's necessary to pursue those external things, and the most important feeling of being with people shouldn't be feeling comfortable? You know, I've never seen the world, and the ignorant are fearless! So I'm not ashamed to say that I don't care about those things, even though I don't know how good it is. But I don't care how good those can be. I'm happy with my current state of life and confident about the future, so I think that's okay. There's no need to worry too much about the future, and if you and I have to be unhappy about all kinds of things every day we are together, then what is the point of us being together? Han Yidao I hope you are happy every day with me, if not, then it is pointless for me to stay by your side. ”

Chen Xu took his hand and continued to walk forward, "My former elementary school teacher, she taught me a lot of life principles. Before I met her, I didn't know why I lived, I thought that being alive was the whole meaning of life, I thought that living was just to eat. My teacher told me that life is not just about living. Pain and joy are all life experiences, being respected, being needed, and realizing self-worth will make life more meaningful.

When I was young, I didn't even have material support, let alone the spiritual level, but Mr. Lin gave me such a goal. I want to live well, but not to pursue the ultimate material comforts. I hope I still have the ability to love, I hope I can be respected, needed, and become a better Chen Xu. Han Yidao, I know that your friends are different people from me, but I came out with you today, I just want you to understand that the amount of money others have can't make me feel embarrassed. It's true that I have too many that I haven't eaten, haven't seen, and haven't played, so what? The purpose of my life is not these, I want a very simple life, I hope that we will have a stable income in the future and have a lovely child, and at the same time have a vision for the future, I will not be discouraged at this stage, my ideal life is like this. Instead of doing money-burning sports, spending money on luxury goods to pass the time, I don't think my value is reflected by these. Admittedly, I didn't achieve financial freedom and I didn't experience the thrill of spending a lot of money, but those are not the life I pursued, and it doesn't matter what others think. Zifei fish, the joy of Anchi fish? ”

Han Yidao clenched her hand, "Chen Xu, you are so good, I feel more and more unworthy of you." Chen Xu smiled, "Fool, in emotional matters, there is no one who is not worthy of anyone, only suitable and unsuitable, willing or not." At present, I am willing to stand by your side, let's work together!

I couldn't get a taxi for half a day, so it looks like we're probably going to walk back tonight. Will it be dawn when we walk home? Han Yidao pulled Chen Xu Meimei, "I am willing to go on with you forever for the rest of my life." ”

Ma Mingchuan listened from behind, Han Yidao This kid is really late blooming, and he can still say such innocent words at the age of twenty-six or seventeen. If it was in the past, I might not have seen it, but at this moment, watching the two people holding hands in this bustling metropolis to go all the way home, I suddenly had a feeling of quiet years.

Seeing that the two of them were no longer talking, Ma Mingchuan shouted softly, "Yidao, get in the car and send you back." Han Yidao and Chen Xu didn't shirk and got into the car happily, because it would really be dawn when they walked back, and they had to go to work tomorrow.

After getting in the car, several people didn't speak, the car was dark, Ma Mingchuan didn't look at the two of them specifically, but he had an intuition, the two of them were still hand in hand, and what was the next sentence hand in hand, heart to heart. Ma Mingchuan was very blocked in his heart today, and he always felt that he was holding his breath in his heart, thinking about how he had persuaded Han Yidao to reconcile with his mother before, and persuaded Han Yidao to say goodbye too seriously, but looking at Han Yidao and Chen Xu today, he admitted that he was jealous. A pure relationship is precious in this materialistic society, but Han Yidao got it. Ma Mingchuan has no shortage of women, the women around him are very diligent, sexy, seemingly pure, and obedient...... Always start to feel attracted and after a few days it becomes boring.

Han Yidao has this guy's puberty been delayed? He has always been easy-going and broke with his mother for a relationship, if he can do it? Ma Mingchuan boasted that he had been among thousands of flowers, and the leaves did not touch his body, and he had long lost the ability to love others, and he always felt that it was stupid to hang himself on a tree. But tonight, he asked the driver to follow Han Yidao and Chen Xu behind, listening to them, he was in a trance for a moment, and suddenly felt that it was very beautiful. Whether it's today's wine or tonight's moonlight. Ma Mingchuan was a little annoyed, more than forty minutes by car, and several people actually had zero communication. When the car stopped downstairs at his grandmother's house, it was already half past eleven in the evening, and Han Yidao and Chen Xu waved goodbye to Ma Mingchuan after getting out of the car. Ma Mingchuan didn't respond, closed his eyes, and readjusted the navigation and set off on behalf of the driver.

The two of them opened the door lightly and entered the house, afraid of waking up their grandmother, but they didn't expect that their grandmother hadn't slept yet, and had been waiting for them. Chen Xu felt very upset. The old man should have rested early, in order to wait for the two of them, he insisted on it so late. The old man didn't blame them for coming back late, and when he saw them come back, he just said, "Go to bed early." "I'll go back to my room.

Because there was only one bathroom, the two of them went in to wash up one after another, and when Chen Xu came out, he saw Han Yidao standing outside, and asked puzzledly, "Why don't you sleep yet?" Han Yidao was a little embarrassed, but he pretended to be calm, "I haven't enjoyed the privilege of a boyfriend once, I have to do it today!" Chen Xu looked at him, "What do you want?" ”

“Good

ight kiss.” Saying that, Han Yidao leaned down, Chen Xu instinctively wanted to hide, but when she saw Han Yidao's affectionate eyes, the ghost raised her head and cooperated to meet her. Han Yidao didn't kiss deeply, his lips parted in a short moment, and then Han Yidao quickly ran back to his room, Chen Xu touched his lips and quickly went back to the bedroom, as if the two of them had done something terrible.