Chapter 184: Ambiguous Feelings (Fifth Update)
I held the cup in my hand, looked down at Jun Mochou in the cup, and when I heard Qin Weilan ask me this, I didn't dare to raise my head and meet her gaze.
Because...... This is a very ambiguous question, and even if it is a hint, it is already an obvious kind of "hint".
Seeing that I didn't speak, Qin Weilan immediately looked directly at me and urged: "Xue Jingfan, don't avoid my eyes and answer my questions." ”
Seeing that Qin Weilan asked me that, I pondered for a while, then raised my head to look at her, and this time I no longer avoided her gaze.
"Then tell me, a different identity, what kind of identity is that?"
Qin Weilan was also stunned for a moment when I asked her like this, her beautiful eyes trembled, and the expression on her face gradually became a little lost, but the expression was fleeting.
After a while, Qin Weilan smiled lightly and said, "Change to a better identity as a good friend, instead of being as plain as now, so that you can be more familiar with each other...... I want to see what my father can do to us. ”
Qin Weilan paused and continued: "Jingfan, start from you, from now on, maybe I have to be brave and strive to live the free life I want, instead of always being like a flower in a greenhouse, leaving everything to my father to arrange and control me...... Jing Fan, you'll support me, right? ”
I couldn't help but laugh at once, I knew what Qin Weilan must have wanted to say in my heart at first, but I didn't answer in the direction she spoke, so I temporarily changed it to something like this.
"What are you laughing at?" Qin Weilan muttered, this was a little annoyed, but it looked quite cute like this.
"Don't laugh! What's so funny. ”
I hurriedly waved my hand and said, "Okay, okay, I won't laugh anymore, it's just the way you talked to me just now, which makes me want to laugh a little......"
I cleared my throat and nodded to her, "Don't worry, I will definitely support you in this decision, but that's it...... Don't you think it looks a bit like you're going to 'deal with' your father with me? ”
Qin Weilan glanced at me and said with a disapproving expression, "So what? Anyway, the more she tries to control my affairs, the more I have to deal with him, if he thinks I'm messing around like a child, that's better, anyway, doesn't he just take care of me as a little girl? ”
"Your move, although a bit extreme, is ...... I hope it works, we are all adults, we all have our own ideas, and no one likes to be bound by life in the name of 'love' all the time. ”
"That's it! I don't care, it's decided anyway, from tonight, and in the future, your tavern here, I will come to you after work or vacation, as long as I have time, I will come to you. ”
Qin Weilan picked up the wine glass on the table and took another big sip of Jun Mochou, before standing up and saying to me, "I'll go to the bathroom, and I'll make an appointment with my assistant later, and ask her to drive me back." ”
I nodded to Qin Weilan and said softly: "It's okay, it's so late, you have drunk so much wine, don't make an appointment to drive on your behalf, if your assistant is convenient to come and pick you up, then let her pick you up." ”
"Well, I'll go to the bathroom first, and by the way, call her to see if it's convenient for her."
I opened my mouth, originally thinking of telling her that if her assistant was inconvenient, then wait for me to get off work, and then ask for a substitute driver to take her home, but at this time, Qin Weilan had already turned around and was about to walk to the door of the office with her back to me, so I had to nod "um" to her lightly, and didn't say any more.
After Qin Weilan left my office, I picked up my wine glass and drank it down, then got up and walked to the windowsill, silently bowed my head and lit a melancholy cigarette.
Recalling what Qin Weilan said to me earlier, in fact, we all understood what it meant in our hearts, but we all tacitly understood it and didn't take the initiative to pierce that layer of sandpaper.
And I also understand that in comparison, Qin Weilan is actually very proactive. I took a deep puff of cigarette, and recalled in my mind the things that the two of us had experienced together from the beginning when I met Qin Weilan until now, and by the way, scenes of the past appeared in my mind, as if it happened yesterday.
If I really don't feel anything about Qin Weilan in my heart, then it's not true, I still have a good feeling, but if I say ...... In the current state, if we choose to start together so rashly, it may not be long before there is no good outcome.
Because I know in my heart that with this self-knowledge, I only have a good impression of her at present, and Qin Weilan may only have a good impression of her in her heart because I have helped her several times before, so in her heart, the feeling of me is more grateful, not necessarily true like.
After smoking a cigarette, my inner thoughts also ended with the smoke dispersing, and it was at this time that Qin Weilan returned to the office.
She walked in, cell phone in hand, presumably just finished a phone call with her assistant.
Qin Weilan looked embarrassed, and whispered to me: "Jingfan, my assistant should have slept already, I called her twice and didn't answer ......"
I thought for a while, looked at Qin Weilan and said, "It's okay, then why don't you just rest here in the office, wait for me, I'll get off work early tonight, and I'll make an appointment to drive you home later." ”
Qin Weilan's expression was a little moved, she responded to me with a smile, then nodded her head lightly "um", and sat down on the sofa obediently.
I said to her, "I'll go out and see what's going on," and then we all left the office.
At the bar in the lobby of the tavern, I looked around and found that there was still a lot of traffic tonight, and then I entered the password in front of the computer to check the business situation tonight.
Sure enough, maybe because Qin Songze brought Mr. Yao and a few of them over to consume before, the business of the tavern tonight was quite good, with a turnover of more than 300,000 and almost 400,000 in one night, and the biggest contribution was naturally Qin Songze and others, who directly accounted for one-third, or even almost half of the proportion!
I couldn't help but smile on my face, if I went under this business situation again, maybe soon the tavern would be able to break through to unprecedented results! At that point, it's time for me to plan for more career development......
At the bar, I stayed for about twenty minutes, looked at the time on my watch, it was already more than twelve o'clock, and thought about it, since there is no problem with the tavern now, and Qin Weilan is waiting for me, then I should make an appointment to drive her home first, after all, she has also drunk so much.
After a while, I returned to the office, and I shouted "Weilan", and was thinking about saying "let's go back", but I saw that Qin Weilan was already leaning on the edge of the sofa and falling asleep.
I stepped forward and gently pushed Qin Weilan, and after a long while, she opened her eyes very reluctantly and looked at me with a worried expression.
"Don't sleep yet, I'll take you home, I just made an appointment for the price, and soon he will come over."
She said "um" to me, got up from the sofa lazily, she raised her hand to cover her head, and said softly: "Jingfan, I feel a little dizzy, maybe I drank too many different drinks at once......"
As she spoke, one of my centers of gravity was unstable and almost fell, but fortunately, I quickly reached out and took her into my arms.
At this moment, the two of us looked at each other, close at hand, and I could clearly see her delicate face, which was unflawed in my eyes.
An ambiguous feeling completely exaggerated the entire office at this time......