Chapter 202: An unbearable past
The funny thing is that if what Fang Chao said is true, then it means that he has not been green once, and the time is not just for a while......
Facing my questioning, Fang Chao was the first to react, he glanced at Lin Shile next to him who was begging him, and sneered.
"When people ask you, you speak! How? Now that you can't hide it, are you scared first? Why did you go earlier? Let me tell you, today, with the strength of this wine, Lao Tzu wants to poke out everything, do you know how long I have been depressed in my heart?! ”
Immediately afterwards, Fang Chao turned his head to look at me again, stretched out his index finger again and poked his chest hard, and frowned.
"Xue Jingfan, in the final analysis, in fact, you and I are both people who have been green by her, do you know? Looking back now, I've had enough of it, I don't want to take this plate anymore, and I don't have the time or energy to do it! Take her away......"
"Are you still human when you say such things?"
I watched silently as the two of them argued with each other in a cold voice, and under my sharp gaze, after a long while, Lin Shile finally looked up at me, and his eyes were full of despair.
"Yes, I can tell you very clearly that what Fang Chao said is true, but what he didn't tell you is that the reason why I was forced to do that in the first place was because of the small broken company that several of us opened together at that time!"
Lin Shile said and spoke, he also became emotional, and the expression on his face gradually stopped being so desperate, but like Fang Chao, he seemed to become fearless, and then took two steps closer and continued to talk to me.
"I still remember that when our company was about to go bankrupt, we urgently needed to find a bank loan for money, and a big customer who was ready to talk about cooperation with us, surnamed Zhong, you all remember? But can you imagine that the man surnamed Zhong and the manager of the bank are in a gang, and they have made unspoken rules to me in an embarrassed way......"
"As the company's treasurer, I deal with them the most, and when they ask me to go out for drinks and socialize, where are you? How much do you know when I give so much to the company? When I was wronged and didn't dare to tell you, did you consider my feelings?! ”
"I'm a woman who came from a small city and the countryside to work hard, and I'm not as disgusting and dirty as you think! I haven't taken the initiative to do those things that I'm sorry for you for the sake of money! ”
At this time, Lin Shile burst into tears, full of bitterness, so that I didn't know what to say for a while.
These shocking amounts of information rushed into my mind in an instant, leaving me at a loss. In my panic, I refilled a cigarette to relieve my complicated emotions.
There was silence for a long time, and after I had smoked half a cigarette, I spoke to the two of them in a low voice.
"Why are you not telling me these things until today? If this is true, then I was at the hotel and saw the two of you opening a room, so what is it? ”
Lin Shile looked away from my gaze in pain, and his head shook like a rattle, as if he didn't want to think about it and face it again.
After a moment of silence, I smiled wryly and continued.
"True and false, it has become those unbearable past, let it go...... Maybe this was a misunderstanding from the beginning, but seeing is believing, what I saw at that time, what can I do after it happens? ”
After finishing speaking, I looked at Fang Chao with cold eyes, and at this time he had reached the point where he was almost unconscious. I took the last puff of my cigarette and stepped forward and whispered to Lin Shile.
"Don't think about it, so be it, I'll make an appointment for you to go back, it's late at night, there are many people outside, and it's not good for everyone to watch...... Go back and forget all that happened tonight. ”
With that, I threw away the cigarette butt and walked to the side of the road, where a taxi passed by and with a wave of my hand, he drove up.
Immediately after, after Lin Shile nodded to me, I joined her and helped the drunk Fang Chao to the taxi.
After sending them to the car, Lin Shile hesitated, and was silent for a while before saying to me.
"Jing Fan, you're right, no one should take tonight's events to heart, everything is dusty and dirty, these are all my own doing...... No one owes anyone in the future, if Fang Chao still comes to the tavern to make trouble for you, you can deal with it as you want, I won't care about him anymore. ”
She sighed abruptly, looked at the flickering neon sign ahead, and continued in a resolute tone.
"Perhaps, it's time for me to think about living again, like this kind of life like falling into the quagmire, no matter how much I struggle, I might as well be resolute...... I'm leaving, you can go back to your business, I've caused you trouble tonight, I'm disturbing. ”
After saying that, Lin Shile closed the car door heavily, and after the driver got the signal, he drove away. I've never said a word since I got them in the car, and I just watched the taxi disappear from my sight.
Those unbearable memories were brought up again, and on this night, it became a nightmare for each other! This comedic and bloody life happened to us!
After a long time, I turned and walked towards the door of the tavern, and at the same time, in the other direction, I saw a familiar figure walking towards me.
It was Gao Hangfeng, he came, but he came from the convenience store more than ten meters away from the tavern, and I saw him walking towards me, tearing open the package of the box of cigarettes in his hand, he should have gone to buy cigarettes.
Fortunately, Gao Hangfeng hadn't come to see the "terrifying" scene just now, otherwise, it would have been absolutely impossible for Gao Hangfeng, who was at the scene, to let Fang Chao leave here so unharmed.
"Hey, why did you get out?" When Gao Hangfeng walked up to me, he asked with a smile at me, and then handed me a cigarette and guessed, "I guess you're out to smoke, right?" I happened to go there and buy a pack of cigarettes. ”
At the time of this meeting, I had already smoked two or three cigarettes, and looking at the cigarettes handed over by Gao Hangfeng, I had no desire to smoke.
I responded with a smile from Gao Hangfeng, shook my head and said, "Don't smoke it, I just finished pumping, let's go in." ”
When I entered the tavern, I first put Gao Hangfeng aside, went to the bathroom, and washed my face fiercely, so that I could sober up a little and get rid of those messy emotions and unbearable memories.
After washing my face, I looked up at myself in the mirror with a watery face, but I laughed helplessly at myself.
"What's this all about? What bullshit life? ”
After a long moment, I shrugged my shoulders and exhaled heavily, this time opening the door and leaving the bathroom.
At the bar of the tavern, I looked around the hall, but I didn't see Gao Hangfeng, and then asked the bartender.
"Hey, didn't Lao Gao come with me just now? Where did the others go? ”
The bartender looked embarrassed, he leaned into my ear, and whispered to me: "Brother Fan, what happened at the door of the tavern just now, the impact is really bad, some customers, and some other employees, are whispering about this matter, I guess Brother Hang should have heard some rumors just now, anyway, I see that his face is quite ugly, and then it seems that he went into the office inside." ”
"Brother Fan, you ...... You okay? ”
My heart sank, these, as long as Gao Hangfeng is still in the tavern for a few days, he will inevitably know about it.
After thinking for a moment, I patted the bartender on the shoulder, responded with a smile and said, "What can I do?" Got it, keep busy, I'll go inside and see him. ”