Chapter 100: I'm Confused

When Chen Xu came out of the exam, she went to the place where Liu Jingsheng was waiting for her at noon, and found Liu Jingsheng and Han Yidao standing together waiting for her. Chen Xu tried to pull out a smile but failed. Han Yidao and Liu Jingsheng both saw that Chen Xu's mood was not very good, and the two of them hurriedly pulled her to find the car. This time, Han Yidao sat in the back seat with Chen Xu, he looked at her face and asked with concern, "Aren't you tired?" ”

Chen Xu shook his head, "The test is not ideal, and I don't feel that there is enough time." Liu Jingsheng comforted her while driving, "It's okay, this time it's time to practice." Next, there is the national examination, and the "Shen Lun" of the national examination gives a long time, three hours. Han Yidao also said: "Maybe you are not the only one who feels this way, other people probably also feel that there is not enough time, let's put it down after the exam, let's relax today and eat something good." ”

Chen Xu was not very interested, and pressed his temples and said, "Originally, I should have invited Jingsheng to dinner, but I'm not in the mood today, let's do it another day!" I want to go back early today to rest. Liu Jingsheng hurriedly answered: "What are you polite to me, what kind of food are you eating?" Wait until you go to work and make money, and then invite me to dinner! ”

Liu Jingsheng drove the two of them home, and when he was about to get out of the car, Chen Xu probed Liu Jingsheng and said: "If it's convenient, can I put my luggage there first, my grandmother's house is not big, there is no storage room, there is no place to put it." Liu Jingsheng hurriedly said no problem.

When Chen Xu returned home, Wu Sixian asked her how she did in the exam, and Chen Xu said that it was not too good. The old man comforted her, "Let it be, you've worked hard." Maybe everyone is not as good as you. Chen Xu reluctantly smiled and went back to the house where she lived, and at dinner she said that she was not hungry and did not want to eat. Wu Sixian quietly said to Han Yidao: "Go and persuade." Han Yidao knocked on the door and walked in. Chen Xu sat at the table in a daze. Han Yidao walked over and held her shoulder, "Silly girl, this is nothing, there will be more opportunities in the future." Chen Xu said weakly: "It's not because of the exam. Han Yidao was stunned, "Why is that?" Chen Xu was speechless for a while. What can she say? said that Han Yidao's new mother was embarrassed for her? can't say that Han Yidao was already guilty, if he told him the truth again, I'm afraid the relationship between mother and son would not be better, and Han Yidao couldn't be troubled. Chen Xu stood up, "It's so stuffy in the house, let's go out for a walk." ”

Han Yidao hurriedly responded, "Where to go?" Chen Xu suddenly said, "I want to go to our house again." Han Yidao said: "What's so good about a rough house!" Chen Xu was stubborn, "But I want to go." Han Yidao had no choice but to get the house key. The two of them got on the bus and arrived at the place after more than 40 minutes. Many people in the community are decorating, two people opened the door, Chen Xu walked in first, the walls and ground were abrupt. Chen Xu looked at each place seriously, originally this place carried his yearning for a better life in the future, but do he and Han Yidao have a future? The sky was a little dark, Han Yidao turned on the light, and there were only old-fashioned light bulbs in the room, which did not have much effect. Han Yidao felt that Chen Xu was a little strange today, he thought that he didn't do well in the exam, which caused him to be depressed. So he said tentatively: "I've been a little busy lately, how about you keep an eye on the decoration after studying?" Chen Xu said: "But I don't understand this." Han Yidao smiled, "There are a few that you really understand, you can take a look at it on the Internet, and you can also look at the decoration style of the surrounding neighbors, and refer to it." Chen Xu was noncommittal, and Han Yidao said: "Upstairs, your fellow scholar doesn't know where the renovation has progressed, I'll go up and see if there is anyone." He ran out as he spoke. Chen Xu leaned against the wall and forced back the tears that were about to gush out. Within a few minutes, Han Yidao ran back, "Chen Xu, come on, your classmates and they are all living in, let's go see their decoration effect." Chen Xu was dragged upstairs by Han Yidao, and Fang Jia had already opened the door and was waiting for them.

Chen Xu walked in and saw that the house had been cleaned up. There was a bed in the master bedroom, and a half-eaten meal was on the dining room table. Chen Xu said in surprise: "Why did you finish the renovation so quickly, it's been less than a month." Fang Jia smiled, "In addition to the down payment, the money that our two families have together is less than 100,000 yuan, so we can only make it simply, and after the floor tiles are laid, we will install the bathroom and kitchen." Buy a bed, dining table, pots and pans, and buy the rest slowly when you earn money! Now the school is leaving, and there is no place to live. The two of us moved in, but fortunately, now that the weather is hot, we can open the window to ventilate and disperse formaldehyde. Chen Xu nodded approvingly, and Fang Jia suddenly asked, "How did you do in the exam today?" Chen Xu sighed, "It's not good." What about you? Fang Jia scratched her head, "It's okay!" Chen Xu knew that she did well in the exam, but because he said that he did not do well in the exam, he said it modestly. Chen Xu patted her arm, "Not bad." Chen Xu saw the two of them accompanying her and Han Yidao, put it down after eating half of the meal, and said, "You guys eat, let's go back first." The two of them said goodbye, and Chen Xu returned to the house downstairs and walked around the rooms. Then turn off the lights and lock the door to leave. Chen Xu's abnormality today made Han Yidao very uneasy. He took Chen Xu's hand, "Chen Xu, don't be discouraged. There I am! Everything will be fine. Believe me. Chen Xu nodded silently.

The next day, Han Yidao wanted to take Chen Xu to the company to relax, and Chen Xu said that he still had to study. After Han Yidao left, Chen Xu called Liu Jingsheng, "What are you busy with?" Liu Jingsheng wiped his sweat with a towel, today is Sunday, resting, just coming back from a run. What's your two going to do today? Chen Xu said that Han Yidao went to work. Liu Jingsheng thought for a while and said, "What about you, where do you want to play?" If Han Yidao is not free to accompany you, I can take you there. Chen Xu said, "Liu Jingsheng, can I go to your house now?" I want someone to talk to. Liu Jingsheng threw the towel away, "Wait for me, I'll pick you up, and I'll call you when I get there." ”

Chen Xu hung up the phone and went downstairs to sit in the street park and wait. Waiting for others to always feel that time passed very slowly, Chen Xu looked at the time on his phone over and over again. More than half an hour later, the phone rang, and Chen Xu hurriedly ran over and got into Liu Jingsheng's car. As soon as I saw Liu Jingsheng wearing a running tracksuit, he came out. She was a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I've been very annoyed for the past two days, I don't know what to do?" I'm looking for you. Liu Jingsheng smiled, "Just look for me." ”

When he arrived at Liu Jingsheng's house, Liu Jingsheng said to change his clothes and let Chen Xu sit casually. Chen Xu walked to the balcony and looked at the flowers he bought during the New Year, but now the flowers have bloomed, and only green leaves remain. Chen Xu tried hard to think about what they looked like in bloom, but his impression was very vague. She slapped her head hard, what happened these two days?

Liu Jingsheng came out, saw that Chen Xu was abusing himself, and hurried over, "What are you doing?" Does it hurt so hard? Chen Xu shook his head and sat on the sofa dejectedly, while Liu Jingsheng sat opposite, "What happened?" Is it because Meng Xiangyu's mother came to you yesterday? ”

Chen Xu avoided his question and said, "Liu Jingsheng, I'm very confused now. I don't know if Han Yidao and I have a future, I can't find the direction, I don't know if I should persevere, and my sense of powerlessness has never been so strong as it is today. ”