Liu Jingsheng gently opened the door and came in, and saw that Chen Xu was still sitting on the sofa crying silently, Chen Xu didn't notice that he went out at all, until Liu Jingsheng walked back, Chen Xu looked up at him a little stunned. Liu Jingsheng sat down, took out a tissue and handed it to Chen Xu, "Don't cry anymore!" Chen Xu, everyone's life is not so complete, there will always be setbacks, and there will be unsatisfactory places. What others see is the appearance, and they only see how gorgeous the appearance is, but the inside is full of holes and can only be borne by themselves. It's like before I knew you, I didn't even have friends, and everyone said that I was 'good-looking' when they saw me, but they didn't know how lonely I was in my heart, and how repulsive I was to the term 'good-looking'. I hate it when people call me a sissy, but it was my grandfather who first said it, and he said I was a sissy who was raised from a wrecked bag. I don't have a girl's femininity, but just because I didn't want to climb the tree and climb the wall with a group of Tao boys when I was a child, just because I played with Zihan, I was said to be a sissy, and it was my grandfather who said this! At that time, I just saw that Zihan had no friends, and I felt more sorry for her, remembering the loneliness and loneliness I felt when I was a child, and I felt a little sympathy, and I was more willing to take care of this little sister, but I got such a result. You are the same, you are good-looking, but you have a bad fate, and you have suffered a lot that others have not suffered. But you know what? Others don't necessarily have a better life than you. People like Zihan, Han Yidao, like Meng Xiangyu, Ma Mingchuan, who you know, everyone has unknown suffering. So I can make you cry for a while, but you can't keep falling into this emotion, cheer up, if you need help, you can open your mouth, but the key is still on your own, many things can't be solved by external forces. The fate of the two of us is very wonderful, I don't want to be a stranger to you in my life, whether you want to be my friend or my sister, you choose. I will always be the one who is willing to help you and stand behind you and want you to be happy the most.

Chen Xu stopped crying. But after listening to Liu Jingsheng's words, his eyes burst into tears again, "You can be my brother, I have no relatives, although my parents are still alive." But they wish I had never existed, and they wouldn't be sad even if I disappeared from this world. Fortunately, there are you, maybe we were really brothers and sisters in our last life, I don't even have a female friend, but I can be friends with you, you are right, this fate is really wonderful. ”

Liu Jingsheng smiled and handed her another tissue, "Silly girl, don't cry, you didn't eat well at noon, take you out to eat something good at night." You have just graduated, you have had a lot of fun these days, you have been too hard and tired over the years, relax for a few days, whether you want to continue to study for the public examination, or whether you are willing to find another job is up to you. If you want to find a job, what are the requirements for salary and environment? If you don't dislike it, you can go to my company. ”

Chen Xu shook her head, she pressed her swollen eyes with her hand, "It's still not necessary, there is no shortage of people in your company at all, if I go, it will be equivalent to taking money for nothing, don't set up a special position for me, I think you can consider finding an easier job first, even if you don't make a lot of money, so that you have the time and energy to continue studying." I still think that the work in the system is more suitable for me, and people like me who pursue stability and security are not too aggressive, and I feel that my strength is almost exhausted in the past 16 years of study, so ......

Liu Jingsheng took his words, "No matter what choice you make, I will support you." As long as you don't torture yourself with self-pity. I called Meng Xiangyu just now, and Meng Xiangyu said that she didn't know that her mother was coming to you, and she said: I don't have any thoughts about Han Yidao. It may just be the thoughts of the old men on both sides, as long as Meng Xiangyu is unwilling, there is no need for them to continue to match. Chen Xu was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Liu Jingsheng to do this for her, she said sincerely: "Brother, it's good to have you, but don't worry about me in the future, I was just a little fragile just now, and I didn't dare in front of others." Liu Jingsheng said: "It's okay, you don't have to be tense in front of me, you can do whatever you want." ”

In the afternoon, Han Yidao called and said that he would take Chen Xu to see the flowers after work. Chen Xu was very happy, so he asked, "Is it the place where we went to see cosmos last time?" Han Yidao smiled, "Remember, yes, that's the place." Chen Xu said: "But it's only June now, remember that it was August when we went last year, will it bloom now?" Han Yidao smiled, "Believe me, okay?" I watched my friends post on Moments today, and they went this morning. Chen Xu was immediately interested when he heard this, "Great, I'm here with Liu Jingsheng, let him drive us together." Han Yidao on the other end of the phone muttered, "We're going on a date, why do you bring a big light bulb?" Liu Jingsheng couldn't hear what Han Yidao said next to him, but he could guess that Han Yidao was not very happy. So he approached Chen Xu's phone and said loudly: "Han Yidao, I have recognized Chen Xu as my sister, you will be polite in the future, there will be your benefits." Coax me to be happy, I can be a driver, I can be a photographer, and I can pay the bill. ”

At this time, I only heard Han Yidao's dog-legged voice on the other end of the phone, "Big brother, what you say is what." Chen Xu was amused by Han Yidao's words at that time. Liu Jingsheng drove Chen Xu to pick up Han Yidao from work, Han Yidao wanted to sit in the back seat of the car with Chen Xu, but Liu Jingsheng didn't let him, "You stinky boy, do you really treat me as a driver?" You accompany me in the front, and the distinguished seat in the back can only be left alone for my sister. Han Yidao didn't argue with him, and sat obediently in the co-pilot.

When he came to the wetland park in the suburbs, Liu Jingsheng parked the car and took out his camera, sometimes he photographed Chen Xu and Han Yidao, and sometimes took pictures of the scenery. He will not affect Chen Xu and Han Yidao. Chen Xu and Han Yidao held hands and turned around on the edge of the artificial lake, at this time the lotus was in response to the sentence "the little lotus shows sharp corners", there are not many tourists, Liu Jingsheng walked in front of them, and pressed the shutter from time to time.

Han Yidao knew that what Chen Xu was thinking about the most was the large sea of cosmos flowers, and the two of them walked over. At dusk, there were flowers all over the mountains, and as soon as Chen Xu saw the shadow of the flowers, he threw down the two people and ran over excitedly, and both of them laughed in the back. Han Yidao looked at Liu Jingsheng and said, "Jingsheng, I have been with Chen Xu for a while, but only by bringing her here can I see her most relaxed smile, I really don't know what magic these flowers have?" But she's happy, I don't have the ability at the moment, if I can buy a big house in the future, I want to bring a yard, I must plant this flower in the yard. Liu Jingsheng nodded, "I believe you can do what you say." Liu Jingsheng raised his camera to capture photos of Chen Xu among the flowers from time to time.

Han Yidao looked at Chen Xu, and she would unconsciously laugh out loud. He said to Liu Jingsheng: "I was like this last year, after bringing her here, she simply forgot about me, and she was simply addicted to it." These flowers are probably really magical. I see her eyes are a little swollen, she is crying today, right? ”

Liu Jingsheng nodded, "She is very confused, and now she is also very fragile, I want to comfort, but to no avail." You still have to tie the bell to the bell, maybe only you can appease her. Han Yidao, Chen Xu has been a person since he was a child, and he is already very bitter, don't let her suffer anymore. I know your mom has always been very opposed, but if you can't give her happiness, don't give her promises. You are a man, you should do what a man should do, don't always let her bear those hurts, she is a hard-working girl. It's time for you to re-examine your relationship and not cause more harm because of you.

Han Yidao nodded, "I know." "I know that I know, but now that I have two mothers, I have made a mess of everything, and I can't handle these emotions by myself, how can he tell Liu Jingsheng?

It was late at night when I got home after eating. Liu Jingsheng directed the photos taken today to the computer and sent them to Chen Xu with QQ, and he looked forward to uploading these photos in Chen Xu's space. But clicking on Chen Xu's QQ for several days in a row is still last year's talk. Liu Jingsheng is like a real brother, very worried about his sister. He knew that Chen Xu had temporarily forgotten her troubles in the sea of flowers, but the things that bothered her had not changed when she returned to reality.

Chen Xu accompanied Wu Sixian to take a walk in the street garden early in the morning, and met Mr. Meng here, the old man was in good spirits, he came over and asked Chen Xu with concern, "Girl, how did you do in the civil service exam?" Chen Xu was a little disappointed, "The test is not too ideal." The old man put his hands behind his back and said: "It's okay, don't be arrogant or discouraged if you win, continue to work hard next time, I'm optimistic about you." Chen Xu reluctantly smiled: "Thank you, Grandpa Meng." A five or six-year-old child was kicking the ball, the ball suddenly rolled on the road, the child wanted to pick up the ball, Chen Xu quickly stopped the child from running on the road, she said: "Child, you stand here and don't move, I'll get it for you." Chen Xu, who said that, looked at the cars on both sides of the road, ran quickly to the other side of the road, picked up the ball, and then ran back and handed the ball to the child. The child's grandmother said thank you repeatedly. Chen Xu walked towards Wu Sixian and Old Man Meng, because there were more people in the street park, and people came and went, and the two of them didn't notice that Chen Xu was coming. I only heard the old man Meng say: "Alas, I don't know what Fanyi's daughter-in-law thinks, it stands to reason that she is a person who teaches and educates people, why is she so uninformed?" Now the child doesn't recognize them at all, and she has to interfere with the child's lifelong affairs there. If you make a mistake with your child and didn't raise it by your side, you should feel guilty and sorry for your child. I didn't expect her to have to take care of everything. Besides, what did she say? The main thing for a child to engage in is his character, how can he just look at the background of his family! Alas, what about people nowadays, their eyes are looking at money. In my opinion, Chen Xu's kid is good. A few days ago, I met Chen Xu to print the admission ticket, and I specially asked her what position she applied for? The child said that he would report to the procuratorate of our district, and I also told Fan Yi and the two of them, if this girl is really admitted, what else do you have to say, and what else is Chen Xu not worthy of? Yidao doesn't even have a serious job now. Alas, as soon as Fanyi's daughter-in-law heard this, she simply told me that Chen Xu couldn't pass the exam! At that time, I was so angry, how could I still take such a small look! That kid also graduated from a prestigious university, and I heard that his grades are usually good, so how do you know that people can't pass the exam? I think she is looking forward to her child not being able to pass the exam, who is this? This is a daughter-in-law, I can't help it, to put it deeply, people don't like to hear it. If you say it shallowly, you don't go to the heart. ”

Wu Sixian also sighed, "Don't mention it, we can't manage that much." Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, let them deal with it themselves. No one can be someone else's master, I saw that Chen Xu was a good boy, and Zhilan didn't want to be at that time, Chen Xu was so good, why couldn't they see it? I don't think they pay attention to people's conduct at all now, and they want to drill into the eyes of money. ”

This time, Chen Xu confirmed the dark conclusion in Li Lanfeng's heart, Li Lanfeng called Chen Xu that morning, and Chen Xu had not yet entered the examination room at that time. But after Chen Xu turned off the phone, he was busy looking for the examination room, so he left her influence behind. The "Administrative Vocational Aptitude Test" in the morning was not affected, but the unpleasant conversation at noon did make a difference. Wu Sixian looked up and saw Chen Xu, a little unnatural, she didn't want Chen Xu to hear these things to increase her troubles. Wu Sixian stood up, "Xiao Xu, accompany grandma for another walk." Chen Xu smiled and helped Wu Sixian up and said goodbye to Old Man Meng. Old Man Meng sighed in the back, what a good child, how many children can be so sensible now, why don't you like it?