Chapter 113: I'm Selfish

Chen Xu completed the qualification review and returned to the training institution to work there. Candidates who have passed the qualification review and are preparing for the interview have entered various training courses. Chen Xu tirelessly receives candidates who come to consult at the front desk every day. Although Chen Xu's time is fragmented, she still listens to the lecturer at the door of the classroom when no one consults. There is an older lecturer who likes Chen Xu very much, and he will also give her a private touch when he has time. Chen Xu would practice by himself every night before going to bed in front of a dressing mirror on the table.

Candidates came to sign up one after another, because the amount of tuition is different, the training hours are also different, when all the candidates are gone, the training class has no training business for the time being, and the person in charge settles Chen Xu's salary. Chen Xu felt that she had gained a lot, although she did not sit in the classroom, she felt that she had not only earned money, but also learned relevant knowledge, which was very cost-effective. During this period, Chen Xu and Liu Jingsheng also contacted several times. Liu Jingsheng knew that Chen Xu had been very busy recently, so he didn't dare to disturb her. After the interview was scheduled, Chen Xu found that he was scheduled for the second day of the interview. Some people feel that the interview was a bit of a loss the first few days and the preparation time was short. But Chen Xu thinks it's good to fight quickly, and he doesn't have to worry about it all the time. After the interview time was confirmed, Liu Jingsheng said that he would invite Chen Xu out to dinner alone. After eating, Liu Jingsheng saw that it was still early, so he said to go to my house to sit down, and the weather outside was a little hot. Chen Xu readily agreed.

At Liu Jingsheng's house, Chen Xu said to Liu Jingsheng: "Brother, I am selfish in this matter. I knew that Han Yidao was reluctant to give up on me, and I pretended not to know his feelings. I couldn't take care of that much, I read sixteen books just so that I could live an upright life. But here, I was never recognized, and I was to be insulted and belittled by his mother. In the long run, I will slowly lose confidence, without the self-confidence that is easy to build, then all my efforts will be in vain, I can't let this happen, then I am sorry for my mentor Mr. Lin and sorry for myself. I've been suffering for over twenty years and don't want to go any further. I don't want to be belittled all the time, otherwise what's the point of my efforts? When I returned to Dragon City, I gave up facing difficulties with Han Yidao and pursued the life I wanted. On the other hand, I have withdrawn, but I don't know how to face the inevitable result that is coming, I think the love between the two cities is unlikely to last long, and the relationship will fade slowly. ”

Liu Jingsheng looked at Chen Xu distressedly, "Has anyone ever said that you are very sincere?" Chen Xu shook his head, "No!" Some people say I'm pretty; Some people say that my life is not good; Some people say I'm cheap; Some people say I'm scheming...... No one has ever said I'm sincere. ”

Liu Jingsheng sat next to Chen Xu, "Chen Xu, you go back to Dragon City, although it is a little far away, but my brother still said the same thing: I will support all the decisions you make." If you go ashore as you wish this time, you can just calm down and think about what kind of life you want, and also give Han Yidao's kid a sense of crisis, and let him deal with things here as soon as possible. ”

Chen Xu lowered his head and said: "I suddenly don't have the confidence to go down with Han Yidao, I know that he is very good, but since I decided to be with him, I have felt all kinds of dislike before, I don't like such a low self-esteem life." I worked hard to live, just to get rid of the fate of being disliked, I went around in a big circle, and I jumped into this pit again, which I didn't want to, but I didn't have the courage to break up directly, it was cruel. When we live and work in a different place, let's both calm down. I don't know how long I can last. Brother, you are really partial, I am obviously a very selfish person, but you say that I am sincere. ”

Liu Jingsheng looked at her helplessly, "Silly girl, the so-called sincerity refers to true self-presentation, not pretending, not asking for more great things." You grew up in that environment, but you never make excuses for yourself, you don't complain about others, you don't even know how amazing you are. By the way, if you go back to Dragon City to work, can I visit you often? Although you and I are not related by blood, and there is no formal worship ceremony, but I really regard you as a relative, don't refuse my approach, okay? ”

Chen Xu nodded, "How could you refuse?" It's so easy for someone to be my relative, how can I refuse? It's something I've been longing for for more than twenty years, but I'm sorry, you've always been the one who comforted me and took care of me, and I felt like I took advantage of you. Liu Jingsheng pinched her nose with his hand, "Stupid." It's settled, no matter where you are? I can't refuse my brother's visit and concern. Whether you can go to the end with Han Yidao or not, you are my sister. You're back in Dragon City, it's okay to send me an emoji when you get home from work, tell me you're home, you're a girl, you must protect yourself. ”