Chapter 115: I don't know what to do
After ending the chat with Chen Xu, Han Yidao stood silent in the messy new house for a long time, until Liu Jingsheng called and asked where he was. Han Yidao positioned Liu Jingsheng.
Liu Jingsheng found this place more than half an hour later, and when the renovation worker left, the door was not closed, and Han Yidao stood at the window in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking. Liu Jingsheng walked over and asked him a little angrily, "Han Yidao, what do you want?" You don't care about Chen Xu's matter at all, don't you want to go down with her? I didn't expect you to be such a cowardly person. Chen Xu is so bitter, she just wants a stable job, isn't it the same if she didn't get admitted to Longcheng here? It's not far away, if you really love her, you can go to Dragon City. Or after a while, transfer Chen Xu over. Just because Chen Xu returned to Dragon City, you look like you are dead. Are you intentionally making Chen Xu uncomfortable? ”
Han Yidao didn't look back, still looking at the lights outside, "You don't know anything." I suddenly felt as if I didn't have the ability to give Chen Xu happiness, since I couldn't give her happiness, why did I have to hold on to her? You also said that Chen Xu is so bitter, I still hope that she is happy, it is not necessarily what I give is happiness, sometimes letting go is a kind of fulfillment. ”
Liu Jingsheng looked at the sawdust all over the ground and felt very choked, so he pulled Han Yidao and said, "Let's go, let's go drink." Han Yidao shook his head, "No, you can't drink while driving." Liu Jingsheng said: "Then go and drink tea, I have something to say to you." Han Yidao shook his head and said, "I don't want to go, I don't want to talk to people I don't know, can I go to your house?" Liu Jingsheng nodded.
When the two of them were sitting on the sofa, Liu Jingsheng looked at Han Yidao and said, "The place where you sit is where Chen Xu usually likes to sit." He poured Han Yidao a cup of tea. Han Yidao said: "Liu Jingsheng, I suddenly understand why Chen Xu likes to come to your house. It's quiet here, as if you can get away from the noise and helplessness of the world. ”
Liu Jingsheng looked at Han Yidao and said, "You are a man, don't be like this, you can't lose confidence just because Chen Xu chose to return to Dragon City!" Chen Xu was also forced to leave. Han Yidao sighed and said, "I know! She was under a lot of pressure, and neither of my moms accepted her. Liu Jingsheng listened to his words and was stunned, "What? Two moms? ”
Han Yidao looked at Liu Jingsheng, "Chen Xu treats you as a brother, and I also treat you as a good buddy, so I might as well tell you." I haven't told anyone that this is a very bloody thing, and it actually happened to me: Meng Xiangyu and I were born in the same delivery room, and we were held by the wrong person after birth. But my biological mother, Meng Xiangyu's current mother, found out that the child was held by mistake when I was about ten years old, but for some reason, she has been quiet, and has been matching me and Meng Xiangyu since then. The child was held by mistake because my current mother found out, and she quickly recognized Meng Xiangyu. Meng Xiangyu didn't think there was anything, but I was more resistant to this, so I didn't recognize each other. My biological mother expressed her attitude and was unwilling to accept Chen Xu, and even went to my grandmother's house to demonstrate to my grandmother. The stupidest thing I did was to monitor in front of Chen Xu, when my mother's various slanders and dissatisfaction with Chen Xu were presented to Chen Xu in front of her, how could she be embarrassed? You know that Chen Xu is a very stubborn and proud person.
That day, I went to the Organization Department of Longcheng to fill out the form and came back to live at your house, I found that Chen Xu's luggage was placed here, and I suddenly thought that Chen Xu had already retreated, and the reason why her luggage was placed here was not only because my grandmother's room was small and there was no place to put it, but that she didn't want to be too embarrassed when she took it away one day. It's me who is incompetent, I don't know how to deal with it at all, although I have shown my attitude to my biological mother and my adoptive mother over and over again, and declared to the two families that I am bound to Chen Xu, but it is useless. No one cares what I think, everyone does it according to their own ideas, I have a headache, and Chen Xu can't help it. Originally, I thought that if Chen Xu could work here, the two of us could go to register our marriage at all costs. But if I am so far away, I don't have confidence at all that the feelings will fade as the distance increases. I don't dare to promise anything now, and I don't have confidence, what do you want me to do? If the matter on my side is not handled well, can I let Chen Xu wait for me all the time? How many years is a girl's youth? I don't know what to do next at all. ”
Liu Jingsheng looked at him and nodded, "I finally understand why Chen Xu decided to go back to Dragon City." Han Yidao looked at him and didn't understand what he meant? Liu Jingsheng stood up, walked back and forth in the room twice, and sat down irritably, "I don't know if Chen Xu told you, I guess he didn't say it." With Chen Xu's character, he doesn't want to embarrass you. On the day Chen Xu took the civil service exam, your biological mother approached her. I guess it was a phone call before she entered the examination room in the morning, because when she came out of the examination room at noon, Chen Xu told me that Meng Xiangyu's mother asked her to dinner. At that time, I wondered how she and Meng Xiangyu's mother could eat together, but because the restaurant I booked was also the same one, I didn't take it to heart. When I arrived at the hotel, about half an hour later, Chen Xu came to the private room I had booked. She didn't eat and was in a very bad mood. Now that I think about it, it must have been your mother who said something nasty. Chen Xu didn't eat a few mouthfuls of food at noon, and he didn't seem to have any appetite at all. It was I who forced her to eat a few bites of food, on the way to the exam room in the afternoon, she had been absent-minded, and she said that she didn't do well in the exam that afternoon, I guess it has a lot to do with your mother. To put it mildly, if you're not afraid of getting angry, your mom is a bit sinister. She deliberately chose this time, just because she didn't want Chen Xu to do well in the exam. The call in the morning will have some impact on Chen Xu, but it may only be an appointment on the phone. Noon is the key, and the blow to Chen Xu is not small. I guess Chen Xu must be waiting for the results to come out, see if he can be admitted and then reposition the relationship between the two of you. Because he couldn't get here, Chen Xu gave up facing you and fled here to Dragon City. It's not that she escaped because she has suffered too much, but the matter between the two of you has reached an impasse, and you can't get out for a while. The so-called is not broken and not standing, Chen Xu is calm in everything, she wants to find a way out for the future of the two of you, so you don't want to look like this, you have to cheer up and think about how to solve the problem? ”
Han Yidao suddenly burst into tears in front of Liu Jingsheng, he lowered his head and let the tears fall to the floor without raising his head, "Jingsheng, don't laugh at me, I've wanted to cry for a long time, I really don't know what to do?" I can't leave here now because my grandmother is here. Grandma is over 80 years old, and I can't be left alone, if I want to go to Dragon City, my grandmother will definitely support it, but I don't worry. If I take my grandmother away, I am afraid that she will not adapt to an unfamiliar environment for a person of my grandmother's age. ”
Han Yidao covered his face with his hand, "It's very difficult for me to do it now, I quarrel with them, I quarrel with them, and it doesn't work at all." I can't change anything no matter what I say, and it makes me very powerless. I am now in a dilemma: I don't want to delay Chen Xu, but I am reluctant to give up her, and the reason why I dare not send her is that I am afraid that I will become a permanent solution. I don't know if the new house I bought will still come in handy, but I have to stay there every day to feel a little bit of confidence. I'm so incompetent, but I really don't know what to do. Can anyone tell me what to do? ”
For a while, Liu Jingsheng was also silent, let Chen Xu and Han Yidao get married? Can two people who are not blessed be happy?
Liu Jingsheng said after a while: "Since your mother has long known your life experience, but she doesn't find out, she just matches you and Meng Xiangyu, is it possible that it is for the Han family's property?" ”
Han Yidao nodded, "I think so." Seeing the Han family's family business getting bigger and bigger, maybe someone will really be tempted! People often talk about billionaires, but how many people actually see how big a pile of money is a few hundred millions? It's not surprising that some people covet it. ”
Liu Jingsheng nodded, "Thinking like this, the thinking is clear, and it is not surprising that she would deliberately choose the day of the exam to destroy Chen Xu's mood and prevent her from doing well in the exam." After all, if Chen Xu is admitted to the procuratorate of this district, although it is just an ordinary civil servant job, it can be regarded as a decent job. In that case, if there are other elders who support it, your mother's opposition will be relatively small, so she deliberately made an appointment to meet Chen Xu on that day with malice. ”
Han Yidao hugged his head in pain, "So I don't know what to do now." I can't stop her from seeing Chen Xu, I can't prevent it. Because of this, I agreed to Chen Xu leaving, but when Chen Xu really left, I was very sad. I don't know what else I can do now except to open the company and renovate the house. My grandmother is now in her last years, and I can only accompany her here. If I insist on being with Chen Xu, my biological mother will continue to harass my grandmother, which is not good for the health of the elderly. Now I suddenly find that my grandmother has cultivated my humble and gentlemanly style, which really hurt me. If I could be as willful as Yu Yangyang, or as domineering as Ma Mingchuan, the result might be completely different, but I just can't do it. ”
Liu Jingsheng didn't know how to comfort Han Yidao. Today's amount of information is really a bit large, I never thought that Han Yidao would have such an encounter.
Liu Jingsheng's father, Liu Weiguo, was an officer in the army at the beginning, and because he was stationed in a difficult environment, he could only go home to visit his relatives once in a few years. Han Hui was alone at home with her children, and Liu Weiguo felt sorry for his wife and children. After repeated consideration, he gave up the opportunity to be promoted and transferred to work in the people's armed forces department, although he was still an active soldier, but he was furious with Liu Jingsheng's grandfather. He thinks that a good man should be ambitious in all directions, and should not be greedy for family. Therefore, he has always spoken ill of Han Hui, and he has also beaten and scolded Liu Weiguo. For many years, the two of them had lingering fears about going to Beijing. Liu Weiguo didn't feel that he had done anything wrong, but it was his father, and he had no choice. Now, Han Yidao is the same, no matter how much he wants to fight for his happiness, but the fact that he can't change is that Li Lanfeng is his biological mother. More importantly, Han Yidao is a person who values love and righteousness, and he can't do things that are disobedient and unfilial. Liu Jingsheng is very worried about the future of the two of them, if Chen Xu leaves Han Yidao, what will Han Yidao do? Suddenly I found that I seemed to have become the brother of two people all of a sudden, alas, it seems that the brother of the other family is not so easy to do.
There were fewer cars on the street late at night, Liu Jingsheng drove Han Yidao back, originally he wanted to stay with Han Yidao to live in his house, but Han Yidao said that if he didn't return at night, his grandmother would worry about him, so he had to send him back.
It was already more than 11 o'clock in the evening when he got home, Han Yidao walked in lightly, but he didn't expect that the light in the living room was still on, and Wu Sixian was still waiting for him. Han Yidao hurriedly walked over and said, "Grandma, it's so late, why haven't you rested?" Sorry I came back late and worried you. ”
Wu Sixian looked at his grandson and said: "After Chen Xu left today, I thought about it for a day, I dragged you down, I know that your two mothers don't accept Chen Xu, but now that Chen Xu has gone to Longcheng to work, you can also go with her." You can go there and find a job, you can go into business, you can even get a civil service or something. But you didn't go with her because of me, right? I'm so old, and I still have a few years to live, so I can't hold you back. So Yidao, don't think of me, don't miss Xiao Xu, this is a rare good child. In this life, choosing a partner is a big deal, choosing the right one for a happy life, and choosing the wrong one for ruining a life! Child, go and pursue your happiness, you are happy, and grandma is happy to see it. If you go to Dragon City, I'll hire a full-time live-in nanny. ”
Han Yidao shook his head firmly, "No! Grandma, I can't do that. Please fulfill my filial piety! Isn't it normal for you to raise me young and I to raise you old? Besides, even if I run to Dragon City, will Li Lanfeng let me go? Wouldn't she covet the Han family's property? Grandma, I sometimes believe in fate. I bet that Chen Xu and I have a future, so I can wait. I'm not yet thirty years old, Chen Xu is two years younger than me, and I'll fight for a few more years to show them that I can also create wealth. Don't think about other people's money. Grandma is too late, I'll help you go to rest! ”
Liu Jingsheng drove home, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep. He counted the time, and it should be dusk in Birmingham. He sent a message to Lin Zihan: Zihan, have you settled down over there? All the best, right? Soon, Lin Zihan sent back a photo of the library: Brother Jingsheng, I am studying in the library, strive to go back as soon as possible, cheer for me!