Liu Jingsheng looked at Han Yidao helplessly, "What are you doing with me?" I'm not a bar, you've drunk all the stock for me lately, don't come next time, it's so annoying. Look, what has made my house dirty? Unexpectedly, Han Yidao stumbled over, put his arm around Liu Jingsheng's shoulders and said, "Do I call you brother too?" Don't you like to be someone's brother? You should be my brother too! Liu Jingsheng felt goosebumps on his body, and stretched out his hand to push him away, "Don't be numb with me, I really can't stand you." Unexpectedly, Han Yidao came over again, "You have given Chen Xu a brother, why can't you be a brother for me?" The two of us have a common brother, so we can be regarded as fateful! ”

Liu Jingsheng sighed, "Han Yidao, don't mention Chen Xu again when you get drunk with me every day, if you have anything to say, you don't need to borrow wine to cover your face!" Every time you come to sober up, you never mention Chen Xu, every time you finish drinking, you tell me Chen Xu endlessly, why bother? I know you can't bear Chen Xu, but if you don't handle things well on your side, she can only be constantly wronged. ”

Han Yidao leaned back on the sofa, "You said that you are a sister, why is she so ruthless?" Doesn't she miss me at all? Liu Jingsheng stretched out his hand and pushed him, and Liu Jingsheng lay on the sofa, "Why are you pushing me so hard?" It's too partial, I also recognize you as my brother, why don't you feel sorry for me at all? Liu Jingsheng came over with a garbage bag and said while collecting the empty beer cans on the coffee table: "How do you know that Chen Xu is not uncomfortable?" She's just been used to it since she was a child, and it's hard to borrow wine to drown her sorrows like you. She is used to carrying everything alone, don't blame her for being ruthless, everyone comes from a different environment, and the way of dealing with problems is also different. In the past 20 years, Chen Xu has used a lot of strength just to fill her stomach, she doesn't have so much time to be sad, her first task is to live.

She had told me before, 'I read sixteen books just so that I could live an upright life.' But here, I was never recognized, and I had to be constantly criticized and belittled by his mother. In the long run, I will slowly lose confidence, without the self-confidence that is easy to build, then all my efforts will be in vain, I can't let this happen, then I am sorry for my mentor Mr. Lin and sorry for myself. I've been suffering for over twenty years and don't want to go any further. I don't want to be belittled all the time, otherwise what's the point of my efforts? I suddenly didn't have the confidence to go down with Han Yidao, I knew that he was fine, but since I decided to be with him, I felt all kinds of dislike before, and I didn't like such a low self-esteem life. I worked hard to live, just to get rid of the fate of being disliked, and after a big circle, I jumped into this pit again, which I didn't want to. ’

She also said, 'I was full of confidence to welcome a new life, thinking that I would be able to be reborn if I was admitted to university, but it didn't work.'" Han Yidao, Chen Xu has been hit because you have been hit, so you can blame anyone but Chen Xu. I know you're sad too, I can buy more beer and put it here, you can still come and borrow wine to drown your sorrows, you can still vomit all over the house, it's okay for me to clean up with nausea. But think about it, you are a man, and Chen Xu is a weak woman, and she carried it herself. Several times I wanted to drive over to see her, but I felt that it was not appropriate to appear now, and she was slowly adjusting on her own, but as soon as I passed, she immediately became vulnerable again, and all the efforts I had made before were in vain. ”

Han Yidao got up from the sofa and staggered to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, and his hair and face were wet. He sat back on the sofa, watched Liu Jingsheng wipe the coffee table with a towel, and said dejectedly: "Jingsheng, you also like Chen Xu, right?" I can't afford to give happiness, can you give her? ”

Liu Jingsheng stood up and raised his foot to kick Han Yidao down on the sofa, "You coward, if I were you, you would deal with the matter at hand as soon as possible, and chase her back while Chen Xu didn't run away with others." What are you doing now? On the one hand, they are reluctant to come up with a solution; On the other hand, because you can't give Chen Xu happiness, you feel guilty, and you want to quickly get rid of the guilt in your heart. You bad thing! Saying that, he couldn't understand his hatred, and went over and kicked twice. Han Yidao did not resist either.

After Liu Jingsheng finished kicking, he sat next to Han Yidao again, stretched out his hand to pull him up, "To tell you the truth, I wanted to chase Chen Xu at first, but after getting closer, I found that Chen Xu was so good that I didn't dare to blaspheme her, so I would rather be a brother and sister by her side, and the reason why I supported her to go back to Dragon City this time was that I didn't want to torture each other here." In fact, the two of you re-examine your relationship separately, everyone is calm and calm, I think there can be a new way out. How do you know that you have come to me every day to drink for so long, you are not as good as a girl!

Han Yidao looked at Liu Jingsheng a little sad and a little aggrieved, "I'll also call you big brother, okay?" Because Chen Xu returned to Dragon City, even Grandpa Meng didn't support us anymore, and he said that Chen Xu didn't care much about our feelings. Now I don't know why, Meng Xiangyu and their mother and daughter seem to let me go, but my mother-in-law began to look for those family girls for me again, and went to my grandmother, saying that the Han family is an upstart and has no background, so she decided to find a girl from a family to be my daughter-in-law. I'm so bored, what do you think I can do? Hitting my father and scolding my mother is not suitable for me to do, I think Chen Xu, do you know? I'm about to decorate the new house, I really want to go to her without hesitation, but as soon as I think that Li Lanfeng won't stop after being together, I don't dare to go, I warned Li Lanfeng more than once, but it's useless, what can I do? I can't hit her, I can't scold her, I'm going crazy. But in front of my grandmother, I have to pretend that nothing happened, every day when I go back, my grandmother will ask me, I dare not say that I broke up with Chen Xu, otherwise my grandmother will feel guilty again, when I used to watch TV, I felt that the men and women in it were crooked, I felt that how could I be so unruly, I didn't expect that it would be the same when it was my turn, how can there be two ways in the world?

Liu Jingsheng patted him on the shoulder, "Yidao, you are a good person, good people will worry so much, as long as you don't blame Chen Xu." ”

Han Yidao smiled bitterly: "What right do I have to blame her?" When I was chasing her, Chen Xu once said, 'You don't want some of the damage to be brought by you!' That time was this sentence, which made me retreat, and later, Chen Xu agreed to be my girlfriend, although it was only a little more than a year, but I was so happy. It's the most memorable memory of my life, she's such a nice person, so good that I don't know how to put it into words.

While he was talking, Liu Jingsheng suddenly received a video call from Chen Xu, and he said softly to Han Yidao: "Chen Xu's video, do you want to watch her?" Han Yi couldn't help nodding. At this time, Liu Jingsheng pulled him to the balcony, he first let Han Yidao stand next to him, and after connecting the video, he flipped the camera and said to Chen Xu: "Chen Xu, look at my flowers, beautiful, right?" These longevity flowers have buds again, and they will bloom again in the Spring Festival! As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and pulled Han Yidao, and Han Yidao saw that Liu Jingsheng's lens was facing outward. Han Yidao looked greedily at Chen Xu in the camera.

Chen Xu talked about the trivial things that happened recently, saying that he went back to see his grandmother, and his grandmother cleaned up the house spotlessly, and waited for when he would go back to live; said that the yard of the neighbor Daniel Zhang's house grew more than one person tall wild grass; said that Wang Ran was kicked out of the Political Department by Director Li; said that Li Chang was a student taught by a teacher, and Chen Xu was always talking, but in the end, she was silent, and finally couldn't help asking, "Have you seen him recently?" Is he okay? Han Yidao suddenly burst into tears, he covered his mouth hard, not daring to make a sound. Liu Jingsheng scratched his head, not knowing how to answer? Take care of him. Chen Xu in the camera forced a smile, "Brother, please care more about her and her, he must be difficult now." He is not very close to his two pairs of parents, and his grandmother is old, so he can't tell his grandmother about the pain of falling out of love. You are classmates and friends, and you enlighten him. If he asks about you, you say I'm fine, very good. Liu Jingsheng couldn't help asking, "Have you ever thought about it, maybe you still have fate?" Chen Xu glanced elsewhere and said unnaturally: "I don't want to drag two people in pain like this." Han Yidao was originally a sunny big boy, and after being with me, he also endured a lot. Two people who love each other should be happy and sweet together, even if they live an ordinary life, at least they should be happy, but we can't be happy with each other wholeheartedly, this kind of life is not what I want! So I thought about it and thought it was better to forget it. If I choose a mate in the future, I will find an ordinary person to live an ordinary life, love is too expensive, and it is not something I can want. By the way, there is another thing, there is a man in our unit, the man named Yan Donglin who participated in the competition with me last time, has been chasing me recently. There are two different voices in our unit, on the one hand, most people say that he is a scumbag, on the other hand, the aunt in the cafeteria says that he is good, but he is not in my consideration, I have already rejected him, although he is still pestering me, but brother, don't worry, now our Director Li knows. I was his younger sister, and she took good care of me and sometimes stood for me. ”

As soon as Liu Jingsheng heard about the entanglement, he was angry at the time, "Where did the stinky boy come from, is he looking for death?" I'll go over tomorrow and warn him. Chen Xu hurriedly said: "Oh, brother, don't you be like this, someone pursues me, it means that I am attractive, a family of women asks, the marriage is not successful, benevolence and righteousness are there!" You can't move roughly. I'm telling you this, don't worry about me, I'm fine. I won't tell you anything after that. Liu Jingsheng hurriedly said, "I know." Chen Xu said to him again: "I have to go to bed early today, I'm a little tired, good night." Liu Jingsheng said good night, and then hung up the video. Turning his head, Han Yidao burst into tears.

Chen Xu put down the phone and sat on the bed in a daze, she knew that Han Yidao must be by Liu Jingsheng's side, she could feel it. Liu Jingsheng said that he showed her the flowers on the balcony, but the camera never flipped over. Chen Xu chattered endlessly about the unit, hiding his mood. Chen Xu picked up the half-knitted scarf and knitted it seriously. The reason why she bought red wool for herself and Han Yidao was inspired by the red scarf that Han Yidao gave herself. The new scarf had been knitted for a long time, and she was becoming more and more proficient. The next one is going to be woven for Liu Jingsheng, because he is about to have a birthday.