Chapter 149: An Indescribable Past

Chen Xu still slept on the bed in the hut at night, and those dusty past events suddenly broke the seal with Daniel Zhang's return, and suddenly came alive.

Speaking of the relationship with Daniel Zhang, it first originated when Chen Xu was thrown outside the hotel by his grandmother. Chen Xu cried and went into the hotel to find her mother, but was kicked out by the proprietress who knew her because her grandmother had brought her before. The fat woman said fiercely: "This little cub is here again, your mother is not here, don't come here in the future, otherwise I'm welcome, don't think that I won't beat you when you're a child!" ”

Chen Xu wanted to catch up with her grandmother at this time, but when she came out of the hotel, where was her grandmother's shadow? Chen Xu was only five years old at the time, probably about four years old, she cried all the way and ran everywhere to find her grandmother, but no matter which direction she ran, she couldn't find it. Later, she got tired and walked aimlessly down the street. She remembered that it was after breakfast, and her grandmother took her out, and she was tired and hungry after a long day's walk. The sun had set, and Chen Xu was still walking weakly on the road, she was so tired that she couldn't cry. At this time, Daniel Zhang walked out of a video hall, when Daniel Zhang had just graduated from junior high school and was not admitted to high school, so he was wandering around the society. At that time, Hong Kong and Taiwan films were popular, and Daniel Zhang was more interested in these and soaked in the video hall all day.

Daniel Zhang came out of the video hall, and suddenly found a little girl in front of him, who looked quite familiar, and he walked over to see that it was a neighbor's child. He walked over and asked her, "Alas, aren't you Xiao Chen Xu?" What are you doing here? As soon as Chen Xu saw him like seeing a relative, he walked for a day, and finally met a somewhat familiar face, and she hugged Daniel Zhang's thigh and did not let go. Daniel Zhang smiled when he saw this and said, "Little girl, you run around by yourself and can't find a home, right?" Come, and I will bring you back. As he spoke, he took Chen Xu's hand and walked back.

Daniel Zhang went to buy two loaves of bread and a wahaha in a small shop on the side of the road, he sat under the street lamp, ate a loaf of bread himself, gave one to Chen Xu, and put Wahaha in a straw and handed it to Chen Xu. After eating the bread, Daniel Zhang wanted to lead Chen Xu to continue walking, only to find that Chen Xu's feet walked awkwardly. Daniel Zhang took off some shoes for her, couldn't see clearly under the street lamp, and took out a lighter to light it carefully, it turned out that Chen Xu's little feet had blisters. He scolded, carefully put on Chen Xu's shoes, and then reached out to pick her up and walked back. After walking a long way, he could not hold her anymore, and put her on the ground again and said, "Come and carry you on my back, my arms are sore." Then he carried Chen Xu all the way home, and said on the way, "Little girl, you know how powerful this time you are, right?" Next time, don't run around, if you get lost, you won't be able to go home when you meet the bad guys, and maybe where will I sell you! Chen Xu put her hands around Daniel Zhang's neck, and at this moment, she felt that Brother Daniel Zhang was the best person in the world.

After Chen Xu's grandmother sent Chen Xu away, she thought she had thrown off the burden, but she didn't expect that in the middle of the night, the door was knocked, Daniel Zhang kept shouting "open the door" outside, and the grandmother opened the door for unknown reasons only to find that he was carrying Chen Xu on his back, Daniel Zhang put Chen Xu off his back and said to Grandma Chen, "This child ran away, why don't you look for it?" As he spoke, he pushed Chen Xu into the door, then reached out to help them close the door, and went back with a yawn.

Since then, when Chen Xu saw Daniel Zhang, he felt that he was very kind, and every time he took the initiative to greet him, shouting "Brother Xiaoyong", because at that time, the neighbors called Daniel Zhang Xiaoyong. Later, when Chen Xu and her grandmother were picking up waste in the garbage heap, Liu Jiaxin and her classmates often threw stones into Chen Xu as they passed, and Daniel Zhang would scare Liu Jiaxin and drive them away. Grandma has accumulated a lot of waste at home, and she will only sell it if she has saved enough for a truckload. She laboriously loaded all the waste products onto a cart borrowed from the scrap yard, and Daniel Zhang would help push them to the yard when he saw it. At that time, Daniel Zhang was a good person in Chen Xu's mind.

Daniel Zhang was often arrested by the police station for fighting, and he became a frequent visitor to the detention center. At the beginning, Chen Xu was very close to Daniel Zhang and regarded him as his brother. Later, Daniel Zhang was arrested and sentenced, and spent more than a year in prison. Chen Xu shifted her goal, and she envied Chengbao's success with her brother. Success loves his sister so much, Chen Xu imagined himself as a baby and enjoyed the love of success.

It wasn't until she was about to move to sixth grade that Daniel Zhang was released again. When he came back, Chen Xu still happily called him "Brother Xiaoyong" when he saw him. One day, Chen Xu was surrounded and teased by several little hooligans when she got out of school, some of them pinched Chen Xu's face, and some touched her body. Chen Xu was surrounded in the middle, and there was no way to avoid it. At this time, Daniel Zhang seemed to fall from the sky, shouted, punched and kicked those little riffraff, and beat them all away. At that time, Chen Xu's mood can be described as grateful, and she was full of gratitude to Daniel Zhang. Daniel Zhang walked all the way back with her, reprimanding her all the way, "If you don't go home quickly after school, what are you wandering around on the road?" Chen Xu whispered: "I just wanted to avoid them, but I didn't want to dodge." They always want to bully me, so I take a long detour every day, and I accidentally meet them today, and I can't help it. Daniel Zhang said, "Whoever dares to bully you again in the future will mention my name." Chen Xu nodded with admiration.

When he was about to arrive at the door, Daniel Zhang turned around and asked Chen Xu, "How old are you this year?" Chen Xu bowed his head and said, "I'm 15." Daniel Zhang smiled, "No wonder you're starting to attract wind now, 15 is so tall, like a big girl." With that, he opened the door of his house and walked in. Chen Xu thought that this was a compliment to himself.

Not long after, one day, Daniel Zhang came back and met Chen Xu going out to take out the garbage. Chen Xu saw that Daniel Zhang had injuries on his face, the corners of his eyes were broken, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding. Chen Xu hurriedly asked, "Brother Xiaoyong, what's wrong with you?" Daniel Zhang waved his hand freely and said, "It's okay, I can't die if I fight with someone." "He was a little lame in his leg and was carrying a bag with some medicine in it. He looked at Chen Xu and said, "Chen Xu, help me take some medicine!" ”

Chen Xu followed Daniel Zhang to his home without any worries. Chen Xu was very surprised when he looked at Daniel Zhang's stripped upper body, the skin on it was scarred, and the new wounds covered the old wounds, and Chen Xu was stunned. After she helped Daniel Zhang take the medicine, she said stupidly: "Brother Xiaoyong, don't fight anymore, your body is full of injuries." She wept as she spoke. Daniel Zhang was smoking a cigarette and asked playfully: "What, feel sorry for me?" Chen Xu nodded.

Chen Xu never expected that Daniel Zhang suddenly threw away the cigarette like crazy, and threw her down on the kang at once, Chen Xu's back and back of the head were hurt, she didn't know what was going on, and just remembered to be crushed by Daniel Zhang. Chen Xu suddenly felt that this was wrong, but she couldn't break free, and just like that, it was the first time she was taken away in such a humiliating way. This time, Chen Xu not only hurt in her body, but also in her heart, and Daniel Zhang's image collapsed in her heart. Since then, Daniel Zhang has worked harder to help his grandmother, seeing that Chen Xu is disgusted and no longer affectionately calls him Xiaoyong's brother. She felt that it was wrong to do this, but she didn't know who she could tell her, sometimes Daniel Zhang took advantage of her grandmother's absence to find her over, she didn't want to go, but Daniel Zhang would unceremoniously pull her away, and even once threatened him and said, "Your heart is getting bigger and bigger, do you want to find death?" If you want to find death, I can satisfy you, and if you dare to make me unhappy, I will kill you and your grandmother! ”

Chen Xu didn't dare to resist anymore, and she didn't dare to talk much, but as she grew up, she felt more and more that this kind of thing was wrong, she actually wanted to tell the teacher, but she was afraid that the teacher would think she was dirty, so once she followed the Chengbao brother and sister to Chenggong for help. But then something happened, and she regretted calling the police again, so she ran to the public security bureau to withdraw the case. When Daniel Zhang was sentenced to thirteen years for the cable, she couldn't understand why she didn't tell the truth when it was not Daniel Zhang who stole it? She felt sorry for him at the time.

In later years, Chen Xu sometimes thought of Daniel Zhang, when Daniel Zhang was not around, she read him a lot, but once he returned to her side, she felt that her purity was destroyed by Daniel Zhang, and she could not forgive him without principles. This night, Chen Xu couldn't sleep, lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep all night.

Daniel Zhang couldn't sleep either, he leaned against the wall. He knew that Chen Xu must live next door. Chen Xu lived in this hut back then. Daniel Zhang wore several pieces of clothing, and he used a small electric stove to keep warm. He found this electric stove by rummaging through the cabinets. He remembered the past, after more than ten years in prison, he slowly and passively learned some laws, and knew that what he did to Chen Xu back then was illegal. He even knew that Chen Xu had gone to the Public Security Bureau to denounce him, because there was a pre-examiner who wanted to merge the cases and brought up this matter. Another reminder that he said that the little girl had withdrawn the case, and Daniel Zhang knew that Chen Xu was not willing, and he often ignored this. But what he doesn't understand is that since Chen Xu has denounced it, why did he withdraw the case? Although he was also tortured to extract a confession, he never admitted that he was raped because there was no testimony from Chen Xu, so he was not prosecuted for this crime later.

In prison, sometimes Daniel Zhang would think of Chen Xu remembering the scene of reluctantly glaring at him under him, and he even wondered if Chen Xu would be discriminated against by her husband because she lost her first time when she got married? Will it be beaten? But when he saw Chen Xu today, Chen Xu did not have a cowering expression, but stood very calmly in front of him at the moment, Daniel Zhang felt ashamed of himself. couldn't raise his head in front of Chen Xu, thinking that he regarded himself as righteous in front of his brothers, but now in retrospect, what kind of ability is it to bully an unarmed little girl, what kind of righteousness was the top ten bullying at that time vividly embodied now, he feels very sorry for Chen Xu, he wants to say "I'm sorry", but it is difficult to speak, the damage caused can actually be gently erased with a word of sorry.