Chen Xu went back to see his grandmother on the weekend, but he didn't see Daniel Zhang, and he didn't know if Daniel Zhang intended to hide. Chen Xu formed a habit of going directly to Zhao Yuhan's flower shop every time he came back from his grandmother's house on Saturday afternoon. Recently, Lin Zhiyuan has acted as a driving school instructor every day, letting Chen Xu drive, and he sat in the co-pilot to escort her. When Chen Xu parked the car in front of the flower shop, Zhao Yuhan and Cheng Qi were looking out of the window. Chen Xu got out of the car and asked Lin Zhiyuan if he wanted to go in and have a cup of tea, Lin Zhiyuan shook his head and said I'm a big man, I won't mix with you little girls, I'll go to the library in front, and call me when you are ready to go back in a while.

When Chen Xu entered, Zhao Yuhan handed her a cup of chrysanthemum tea. Cheng Qi had no heart for the city, and said to Chen Xu: "Chen Xu, the flower shop has made a profit recently. Rejoice for us! Chen Xu was sincerely happy, "That's great, you two keep up your good work, I really hope that when I become an old woman, I can still come to the flower shop occasionally for tea." Zhao Yuhan said happily: "Thank you, Sister Xu, this is the best blessing I have ever received." ”

The three girls get closer and closer and become good friends. Tell each other your story when you have nothing to do.

Zhao Yuhan asked Chen Xu and Cheng Qi curiously one day, "You two were classmates in elementary school, why didn't you make friends at that time?" Chen Xu sighed, "At that time, Chengbaobao was too young, she was only five years old when she was in elementary school, and I was already ten years old. She is a little princess who is spoiled by her brother, and I am an outcast. In front of her, I was inferior. And every time after class, I would go to the trash cans of each class to find paper, books, and plastic bottles that could be sold for money, so I didn't usually have any intersections. Neither the middle nor high school years were seen again. We only met again when I was in college, and I only met twice in the four years of college. ”

Cheng Qi said beside her: "When I was in school, my classmates were older than me, and everyone didn't like to play with me. But our teachers were nice and took good care of me. "Speaking of Teacher Lin, even Cheng Qi said that I have never met such a good teacher again. Speaking of this, both of Mr. Lin's students couldn't help but feel very sad. Seeing this scene, Zhao Yuhan hurriedly changed the topic and said: "Hey, by the way, Cheng Baobao, you are young among the three of us, you are four years younger than me, five years younger than Chen Xu, and you are the only one who is married." This can only say that you are blessed, you have been with your lover since you were a child, and you met love early. Cheng Qi was a little embarrassed, but at the same time a little proud. The three girls thus start a discussion about love, what is love?

Zhao Yuhan has always thought that the way his parents get along is love, not vigorous, just taking care of each other with porridge and meals.

Cheng Qi said that love should be a feeling that you must have. I can love the world without loving you alone.

The two of them turned to Chen Xu, wanting to hear her opinion. Chen Xu was a little stunned, "I'm afraid it's difficult for me to meet love." I'm not as bound as a baby, and I'm not as confident as Yuhan. I'm selfish, I can't give without reservation, I don't trust the feelings that others bring me, I just want to live my life. Love? It's a luxury, I can't afford it. ”

Cheng Qi was young, and said to Chen Xu bluntly: "You can't think like that. Feelings, it is necessary for both parties to run, if you are always wary, then how can you love each other? Isn't love supposed to be delivered to each other? Chen Xu shook his head, "I don't have a good life like you, I'm already very satisfied with my current state, and I can't ask for anything else." In the past, I didn't even have a family and couldn't eat enough, but now that I have a family and friends like you, my life has made a qualitative leap, which is already very good. For me, love is like a condiment in food, it may be more delicious and wonderful with it, but it is nothing if it is not. ”

Several people were silent. After a while, Chengqi broke the silence, "Then you must have loved someone, right?" Chen Xu smiled miserably, "Sort of, but his mother disagreed and insulted me very much, so I don't want to go on like this, I can't devote myself wholeheartedly to this relationship, so it's normal for people like me not to get love, it's because I can't give it wholeheartedly." ”

Zhao Yuhan poured some more water into Chen Xu's cup, "Chen Xu, don't be so arrogant, you didn't do anything wrong." Love should make you feel comfortable, not tormented, and if it makes you feel miserable, there's no shame in giving up. As she spoke, she took the initiative to talk about her emotional experience, "I also had a boyfriend when I was in college, and he was a student of other majors in our college. He met me when he was studying in the library. He said that I looked beautiful when I was studying hard, and I was stupid at the time, and it was such a cheap compliment, and I was fooled. It may not be good to say this now, I was with him many times throughout my college years, and when he was about to graduate, he participated in campus recruitment and found a good job. I love opening a flower shop, so I went to work in a flower shop. He couldn't understand my behavior and kept arguing with me, and then the two of us broke up. You know, when we broke up, he seemed to be more hurt than me. said that I didn't expect that I was such a person, so unmotivated. In fact, I told him a long time ago that my wish was to open a flower shop, and he did not object to it at that time. Maybe when he really entered the society, he knew that money was valuable and easy to use, so my preferences became less important! My parents are very ordinary people, but they live a very interesting life, they are in the suburbs yard full of flowers, in the summer evenings my father plays erhu, and my mother sings a few words. Usually my mother does housework, and my father will help me by the side. For as long as I can remember, they haven't quarreled, not even when they disagreed. If one person has an idea, the other person will definitely agree. That's the real time and the quiet of each other. I grew up in a family like this, and I love it. I don't have too high material requirements, basically low material desire, so I can open this small shop, and there is basically not much money left in the past two years. But because of my small living expenses, I can barely make ends meet, and it was only after Cheng Bao joined in that this store became popular. I hope to find someone who is willing to live an ordinary life with me, without much argument with me, and I can support myself without relying on men, but I hope he will not have a lot of dissatisfaction with what I have done. Then I'll be satisfied. ”

Cheng Qi said: "Your requirements are too low, if everyone knows, how many boys must pursue you?" Zhao Yuhan shook his head and said: "You are wrong, many boys hope that girls will work with him to improve their material living standards, and there are really not many people like me." I also understand the dislike of others, because life is more about fireworks, firewood, rice, oil and salt, like me in the eyes of others is not doing business, but this is my dream since childhood, everyone has the right to pursue the life they want, everyone is not made of a mold on the assembly line, and it should be allowed to be different. If I'm lucky enough to meet someone who is willing to let me stick to being myself, I'll be genuine with him. Chen Xu sighed beside him: "You deserve the best man, there must be a very good, very wise, and very discerning man who appreciates you and lets you be your best self." Zhao Yuhan smiled: "Borrow your auspicious words." ”