He Luo didn't go into too much detail about this process, perhaps because he was worried about leaking information inside the organization, he just mentioned the matter and then brushed it off.

"After joining the organization, I understood something. At the same time, there are some responsibilities. It made me understand that even if I could be good enough, I couldn't have anything to do with her anymore, it was for her good and the only thing I could do. He Luo said slowly, "Just let her, when I'm dead." ”

“… Is it worth it? I asked softly, with mixed feelings.

Throw away your own fetters, even your life, and go to fight the darkness represented by the ghost gate. What he did, no one could know, and eventually disappeared like a hermit.

"It's worth it." He Luo did not hesitate to answer these two words. His eyes brightened: "I've experienced it myself, so I know how dangerous the existence of the ghost gate is. If no one takes care of it, the damage will only get worse. Since you need someone to deal with it? So why can't it be me? People always die, so why not do more meaningful things before you die, so you don't regret it? ”

"In modern society, there are really not many fools like you." After listening to his words, I couldn't help but be impressed. I poured him another glass of wine, "What is society now?" It's bliss, it's enjoyment, it's selfishness, it's greed. How many people eat what is in their own bowl and look at what is in someone else's pot? Haven't you thought that people always die, so why must it be me who dies, not someone else? If you're dead the next moment, what's the matter, just have a good time. ”

He Luo smiled: "You're right, I don't know how many people think like this." However, it is precisely because of the 'majority' that we are the 'small minority' who are more precious. You're talking about ordinary people, and I'm talking about the idea of people who are qualified to wear this pendant and join this department. That's the difference. It makes many people feel that the world is pickled and it is too useless to pay. But I think there's nothing wrong with what the world thinks, heh. ”

He picked up the wine glass again, raised his head and drank it all, put down the wine glass, and the smile on his face disappeared: "Liu Jiayuan, do you know what was the biggest shock I received when I joined this organization?" ”

He answered his own question without me answering: "There are no distractions, everyone rushes forward wholeheartedly for one purpose." The relevant departments only have the stability and survival of the world in their eyes. For this reason, he did not hesitate to give up the sky, the earth, the king, his relatives, his teacher, and himself. As you said before, it's not worth mentioning...... As long as the world is peaceful, nothing else is worth mentioning, this is what we should do, and it is also something that we have to do regardless of our lives. ”

I couldn't help but be moved, raised my glass, and toasted him, in awe in my heart. Just because of He Luo's words, I understand that I will never be able to be a giver like them, but it doesn't matter, someone does it, I sincerely admire it!

He Luo is like this, Mr. Zhang, Li Quanfeng, etc., and other investigators who walk secretly and shed their blood for the belief in their hearts, how can they not be like this?

After talking about his identity and beliefs, He Luo smiled, drank all the wine in the cup, and then exhaled a turbid breath and said: "For Yuanyuan, I don't expect to be with her again and realize the dream words of my childhood. I just hope that she can be happy for the rest of her life and fulfill her dreams, just when I die. ”

"This time in Jiming Temple, you will go there, also because of the mission?" Instead of directly agreeing to his request, I asked another question.

He Luo nodded: "In fact, thirty years ago, someone had already discovered the cattiness of Jiming Temple and broke the situation in time. But our organization didn't exist at the time, and we don't know what happened at that time, but the file remained. Until recently, there were several strange disappearances near Jiming Temple, and after investigation, for decades, there have been a large number of pregnant women and even families missing near Jinji Mountain and the provincial capital. Originally, I just accepted the assignment to go to Jiming Temple to investigate, but I didn't expect that something happened just after I found out about the strangeness of the Buddha statue. Thanks to your rescue, it really deserves its reputation, no wonder Mr. Ji praises you......"

"Hmm... Well? Wait, you said Mr. J, you heard about me from him? "I just took a bite of the lamb skewer in my mouth and almost bit my tongue.

Isn't Mr. J dealing with the aftermath of the Sandalwood Mansion? Why did you talk to He Luo about me?

"My assignment to Jiming Temple was obtained from Mr. Ji, and he also told me that if you want to know, I can tell you what I know. Otherwise, I wouldn't have told you anything about our organization. He Luo nodded, looking taken for granted, "While assigning this task, Mr. Ji told me about you and the relationship between you and Yuanyuan. ”

“… Mr. Ji, it's quite clever. I said through some gritted teeth.

He Luo didn't care too much about the meaning of this sentence, his expression looked a little melancholy, and after opening the last bottle of wine, he filled it for us, and then said, "Brother Liu, we meet in Pingshui." But you have a life-saving grace for me, and I will not thank you for your great kindness, and if I am sent in the future, I will never shirk it. This glass of wine toasts you, I ...... There is one more thing to ask for. ”

"You say, I'll do my best for you if I can do it." I said, I have a pretty good impression of He Luo. Sometimes I meet such a person in life, obviously I am not very familiar with it, but I just feel that the other party is very close.

He Luo sneered and rubbed his fingers: "I...... I put a picture for Yuanyuan, and I want you to pass it on to her for me. Is that...... A promise I made to her, which I wanted to give to her personally, now seems to have no chance. ”

The place where He Luo lives is not big, but it is very clean and tidy, just like the feeling he himself gives people. In addition to the sleeping lounge, there is a small cubicle, which is blocked by a cloth curtain, and it is separated from each other, and you can smell the paint when you walk in.

Twilight obscured his stumbling steps, and he approached the painting hidden by the bedside. His fingers gently caressed the frame of the painting, and he held it gently, as if he were holding the person he loved.

After a while, he handed it out and let out a soft sigh.

sighed faintly, as if he had let go of many concerns.

"Please."

"Hmm."

When I took the painting, I couldn't help but look at the pattern on the canvas. The canvas depicts a tranquil girl in a gentle color, dressed in a white wedding dress, holding a beautiful bouquet, her cheeks slightly red, and her head bowed shyly as if whispering something.

"Have you thought about it?" I put the painting down and wrapped it in a white cloth. Then he looked up and asked the emaciated and lonely man seriously.

He Luo smiled and said slowly: "I have seen the world so big, and I am also intoxicated by my childhood dreams, unable to extricate myself, and unwilling to struggle. Right now...... I figured it out. ”

At this point, he paused slightly, as if making a difficult and painful decision: "Just let her die." ”