Chapter 475: How can it be embarrassing

Chenggong walked in and looked at Cheng Qi puzzled, "I heard what you said just now, why did you tell Wang Zhiqiang?" Cheng Qi sighed lightly, "Although I don't want to recognize him, I hope he won't embarrass you in this relationship in the future." ”

Chenggong sat beside him and hugged her tightly: "I'm sorry baby, I'm incompetent, so you worry about me." Chen Xu and Zhao Yuhan stood up and prepared to leave, Cheng Qi suddenly said: "In the future, it will be too boring for me to be alone at home with the children, they will come to see me far away, and it is impossible to come every day." Chen Xu: It seems that there is still a vacant house in that building, right? Can you tell Mr. Lin that let's borrow one? When the time comes, I can take care of the children with Zhang Jiaqi, bring the children together, and let the two children play together, so that our son can have a playmate from a young age. ”

Chen Xu said that there happened to be another set, there were three empty houses before, and his parents and little brother each kept one set, and now there is only one house left. Cheng Qi hurriedly pushed Chenggong and said: "You call Mr. Lin quickly, don't sell or give away this set anymore, hurry up and settle down." "Success, I had to call Lin Zhiyuan to settle down.

Cheng Qi suddenly remembered, "By the way, didn't I let you look at the child?" What are you doing here? Chenggong smiled and touched her head, "Don't worry, my parents are here, they are watching there!" Rest assured! ”

Chen Xu and Zhao Yuhan walked out of the hospital, and Gao Shan was waiting for them outside. Zhao Yuhan whispered to Chen Xu: "Cheng Qi is really different! There is a reason why she can be so happy. You see that after her mother told Cheng Qi's life experience, she didn't seem to feel too difficult, too sad and wronged, but calmly exposed this matter gently, and did you find out? Just now Mr. Cheng said that his parents came over and were looking at the child, so it stands to reason that his parents should come over to see how Cheng Qi is doing, and then go to see the child! ”

Cheng Qi nodded, "Yes, Cheng Qi won't embarrass herself!" It's true that not everyone has the ability to be happy, we also have to learn from her, strive to live a good life, and don't be swayed by the external environment. ”

Chen Xu went to work in the unit, and Zhao Yuhan went to the flower shop. Wang Xue saw Zhao Yuhan coming over, and hurriedly asked Cheng Qi how he was? Are babies cute? Zhao Yuhan smiled and said that it was all good. Wang Xue scratched her head and said, Originally, I also wanted to go and see it, but Gao Shan said that the child was too young and didn't let me go over to join in the fun, so I asked me to wait for a while when the child was older to see it. But it was not convenient to go to her house after she was discharged from the hospital.

Zhao Yuhan smiled and comforted her, you don't have to worry, after a while, she will also move to our building and live with everyone. When Wang Xue heard this, she immediately jumped up happily, great!

Zhao Yuhan started a new life, and he was happy, but some people spoiled the scenery. She was busy working in the flower shop that day, and his father suddenly came. Zhao Yuhan stopped what he was doing and asked him what was the matter? Father Zhao asked, "Last time, you used the household registration book, did you run out?" Zhao Yuhan said a little coldly: "I have time in a few days, I want to move the household registration, maybe this household registration book is still useful, and I will send it back to you when I run out." Father Zhao only remembered at this time and asked, "What are you looking for that object for?" Zhao Yuhan wanted to laugh very much at this time, feeling too strange. A father's normal reaction, when he goes home to get the household registration book, shouldn't he ask? But she suppressed it, and still tried to calmly say that she was working for someone.

Father Zhao paused, looked up and said, "When are you going to have a wedding?" When will you do it, let me know in advance! I had to prepare a speech in advance. Zhao Yuhan finally couldn't hold back, and said sarcastically: "Thank you for being willing to come to my wedding, but don't bother you, I don't have a wedding." Those forms of things are not important to me, and I don't want to show others the kind of father and daughter. Father Zhao walked away in a daze. Zhao Yuhan felt a sigh of relief in his chest, and he couldn't go up or down.

Li Jie came to buy flowers again. Seeing his former landlord, Zhao Yuhan was very enthusiastic. Li Jie chose fewer flowers this time, only a few. Zhao Yuhan said suddenly: "Li Jie, I have some flowers, the time is a little longer, it may not take too long to take it home, if I sell it to others, it is not very suitable, but it should not be a problem to take it back and put it for three or four days, if you don't dislike it, can you take it back?" You are also a flower lover, you should be able to understand my heart, if these flowers are thrown into the garbage like this, it will be a pity, and they will not be sold. As she spoke, she quickly took out some flowers, picked a good match and handed a large bouquet to Li Jie. Li Jie asked how much? Zhao Yuhan waved his hand and said: "If you don't collect money, you won't collect money, this flower can't be put for a few days, you take it back and put it at home, and then you can come to me to pick it up when it wilts." Li Jie took it and kept saying thank you. Zhao Yuhan asked her if she didn't go to work today, Li Jie said with some distress that she was unemployed, and the rent of the furniture store was due, because the benefits were not very good, the boss didn't do it, and she hadn't found a suitable job for the time being.

When Zhao Yuhan heard this, he hurriedly said, "I need to find someone to help here, but the salary is not too high." You like flowers and plants, would you like to come and help? Li Jie quickly nodded and said yes, and asked when she could go to work. Zhao Yuhan thought for a while and said, "That's it, you come over at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." Li Jie said, "Will it be too late, I see that you usually arrive earlier than this." Zhao Yuhan said: "There are not many guests in the morning, you don't have to be so early, you can do it from eight to five in the morning." By the way, I haven't told you about the salary yet, because my business in this store is also average, and I can only pay 1,800 yuan a month. Your home is close to you, so you can go home for a lunch break when you're not busy, and if you happen to be busy at noon, you need to overcome it. Li Jie couldn't hide her joy, "I know, thank you!" I'll send the flowers back first, and then clean up the house, and I'll see you tomorrow! ”

After Li Jie left, Zhao Yuhan let out a sigh of relief and felt a little more comfortable. These days, Lin Zhiyuan has been telling her to ask her to find someone to help, because there is no pressure of rent, Zhao Yuhan is also seriously considering this matter, because he is really too busy to be alone, there used to be Cheng Qi to help, but now Cheng Qi can't come, Zhao Yuhan will arrest Wang Xue's laborers once something is delayed. Today Li Jie said that she was unemployed, and she did have the heart to help Li Jie, but on the other hand, Li Jie is indeed a good candidate.

After dinner in the evening, Zhao Yuhan wanted to go over to chat with Chen Xu. When he first got married, Lin Zhiyuan meant that the two families could eat together in the future, but Chen Xu refused, she said that they could occasionally have dinner together on weekends, and they usually did their own work, after all, it was difficult to reconcile.

Han Yidao saw Zhao Yuhan coming, and after saying hello, he went to Lin Zhiyuan's house. Let the room out, so that the two sisters can let go and say whatever they want.

Chen Xu saw that Zhao Yuhan was a little uninterested, so he asked her if she was unhappy. Zhao Yuhan leaned on the sofa and thought for a long time, and said: "Actually, I probably shouldn't care, but after my dad came to the flower shop today, I really didn't feel very comfortable." Sometimes people's mood really changes, and I used to think that my parents should be regarded as loving husband and wife. But after my mom died, my mindset changed. I thought back for so many years, only to find that their so-called happiness was all accommodating by my mother alone. I don't know what's wrong, I have a special desire to talk today, but I don't want to talk to Zhiyuan. My dad was born in a rural area, failed the college entrance examination, and failed to get into any school several times. He's a liberal arts student, a bit of a literary vibe, or a little neurotic, to be exact. Because he couldn't do farm work, my grandparents found him a job in a factory, and that's where my mother met. At that time, the workers in the workshop often made fun of him, saying that he was a showman in the workshop. Because he loves to write poetry, and when he finishes writing, he is willing to read it to others. A group of people who do manual work don't look down on him like this. My mother's family is not good, she doesn't read much, and she envies people who read a lot and can write. Although she couldn't understand the poems my dad wrote. So my dad married his admirer. But just a few years after I was born, the factory went yellow, and both of them were laid off and lost their jobs. Since I couldn't make a living, my mother went back to the countryside with him. In the countryside, almost all the manual work at home is done by my mother, my dad is at home to play some flowers and plants, usually nothing to write poetry, write prose, when I was a child my dad would read something to my mother and me, my mother, always looked at him with admiration. Now that I think about my mother, I think he doesn't really understand my dad's articles and poems, because he doesn't understand, so he thinks it's amazing. For more than 20 years, my dad regarded my mom as an admirer and enjoyed my mom's care for him with peace of mind, but what was the result? It wasn't until my mom died that I realized how cold my dad was. Today I looked at everything in the flower shop, and suddenly I thought that my love for these flowers and plants was due to his genes, which made me very unhappy, and suddenly I was very disgusted with myself. ”

Chen Xu poured Zhao Yuhan a cup of tea, "I think I should understand your feelings." In fact, there is no empathy in this world, most of the time it is sympathy! I don't know if you agree with this: if your mother dies and your father remarries later, if you can care about your feelings, you won't be so uncomfortable. But have you ever thought about it, he is a selfish man, but at the same time he is a poor man. IMHO, he is a failed man who is not recognized by the world. Your mother gave him a paradise, however, with your mother's departure, heaven became a paradise lost, and he himself could not accept it. He was far less saddened by your mother's death than he was about losing Paradise. I guess he's trying to live the life of an old man now, and no longer writes poetry, because there's no one who is full of adoration and listens to him read poetry anymore. Yuhan, he lost not just a wife, but the whole world, because that pillar was gone, and the whole world collapsed. He used to be able to live in his own world, but now he had to fit into an environment he didn't like the walking dead. I don't know if I understand it right, I think his body is still alive, but his spirit is dead. ”

Zhao Yuhan pondered for a long time before speaking, "But I still can't forgive at the moment." Chen Xu smiled, "You don't need to force yourself to forgive, it takes time and opportunity to let go." Just like I do to my biological father and mother, I can't forgive, so I simply don't forgive, now, I have received a lot of love, but only the harm they caused me is still lingering. It would be better if they didn't come in front of me. As soon as they come up, I'm upset. At this point, we are not as good as being babies, I think she is quite open. ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Yuhan sighed, "I didn't expect that there were so many unfortunate families, but Cheng Qi was lucky to have a husband who loved her so much to grow up with her." ”

Chen Xu suddenly remembered, "Yuhan, do you remember when I went to you to work for a short time in the spring before last?" That Wang Zhiqiang is the secretary of the Political and Legal Committee, in charge of our procuratorate, at that time he noticed me during the investigation of the procuratorate, had ill intentions towards me, and asked me to go to the hotel to send an inconsequential document, his naked eyes, I understand, so I was very hesitant, I didn't want to go up, that day I happened to meet Cheng Baobao, she said to help me I let her help me send it, the result caused Wang Zhiqiang dissatisfaction, anyway, at that time success and Wang Zhiqiang was very unhappy, I also resigned to you to help, Later, my eldest brother intervened, and the unit informed me to go back to work. Now that Wang Zhiqiang is the father of the baby, how can this make people embarrassed? ”